Agnieszka knee strikes and some informations about my hard situation (Patreon)

Hello Patreons. I wish everything is great with you. I'm making this post to explain how my situation and my mother's are. She is still hospitalized and things are not going very well, a lot of bureaucracy delaying my mother's treatment. In October she had 8 tumors on her head, now she has 16. The smallest is 2cm. The hospital we are at asks us to go home, but I am unable to take care of my mother alone. In fact, it wouldn't be good to go back home because there are stairs and other things that make it difficult for me move my mother to around, she can't walk anymore. I wanted to rent a new house, smaller, cheaper and without stairs. But currently I can't work with the Hardcore Ladys, I'm insecure about the future and I don't know when I'll be able to sit down at the computer to create stories. I'm 9 days without sleep, just taking short naps (yesterday one friend come here for me sleep better in house), I've been in the hospital since January 2nd. To make matters worse, my sister had to go to Rio de Janeiro to take a course so she could work and I have 2 other brothers who refuse to help. These days very bad things happened, really very bad things, I want to kill myself and put an end to all this suffering and difficulty. I am very tired. One of the few things that brought me happiness was being able to do stories about the Hardcore Ladys and also from them I get the money to take care of my mother. I've saved some for times like this, but I'm afraid it will take a while to get back to making a story and all of you will give up on the Hardcore Ladys. I worked a lot to give you this little universe of the girls that I love so much, it's not over, but at the moment I can't write a story because I don't even go to my house. Once again I want to deeply thank you for the messages of support you give me, believe me they are very important. If I can make a request, it's that you don't give up on the Hardcore Ladys and if you leave, don't forget my girls. I created them all with great affection for all of you. I did this hand drawing in the hospital, I colored it using a mobile app. I haven't done a hand drawing for many years, I was never a great draftsman and I'm out of practice. But you know how I love to do this. I will try to make other hand drawings for you, I hope you like it. Again I want to thank everyone for the support given to my work, so that I can take care of my mother, the messages and affection.From deep of my heart I thank you.