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I’ve been so hesitant to post this, but I think transparency is key and wanted to keep you all in the loop.

My auntie passed away this week. Watching anime and connecting with you all has allowed me to distract myself from the pain. Thank you for unknowingly providing a safe space to share my passion and also allowing me to create content like this. Because of this job, I’m able to have my own schedule and have the freedom to step away when I need to, without having to explain the situation to a manager and all that bullshit.

I’ve had a cry here and there, but this morning, the grief hit me like a truck. Because of that, I won’t be posting One Piece Ep 1176 today and will instead be spending some much needed time with my family. My brother is hosting a lil dinner round his house today hehe. I will be posting it next week though, I promise.

Thank you all for your patience whilst I navigate this extremely difficult time. I genuinely love filming these reactions for you guys and it’s brought me so much joy. For anyone worried: I’m not going anywhere haha, I still have plans to film next week, just as I have this week!

As always, I will keep you guys updated, should anything change.

Just a reminder to constantly tell those around you that you love them. GIVE THEM A BIG HUG. HERE’S A HUG FROM ME GUYS, THANKS FOR READING THIS HAHA 🤗 (why is this hug emoji so shit, WTF is this???)

Also, fuck cancer.

Comments

Degenerick

take that break, you deserve it. also my condolences 🙏❤️‍🩹

Dennis Wålberg

Genuinely no worries, take your time ❤️

SophIsDumb

Sending lots of love Steph <33

BadCompany

Please take all the time you need! We’ll wait as long as we have to, so don’t be afraid to take some time off if you want to! I’m so sorry for your loss :(

Kay

FUCK CANCER. May she rest in piece. Take as much time as you need Steph I know everyone would understand ❤️

Plataras

My condolences Steph and take as much time as you need!

Sergio Moreno

Steph listen do not apologize right now take all the time you need. Right now you need some time and b with your family I’m really sorry for your loss and I’ll b praying for you and your family 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 and take all your time with posting One Piece

Ivan Salazar

We’re here for you no matter what 💜 take however long you need 🙏🏽

Hardcase

So sorry to hear that, losing a family member is a terrible thing to go through. Take all the time you need ❤️

CJ

My condolences, I’m wishing you and your family well 🫶🏾

The Frog King

Take all the time you need, Steph! We can wait a bit hehe. Look forward to your return tho :)

Arkless Noob

I'm really sorry to hear, things like that are always the hardest in very different ways, I hope you and your family can grief together, it's always okay to take a break when needed 🖤

Eliminated

im usually a silent viewer and sub, but please take all the time you need steph so sorry for your loss

Alice

My condololences and much Love Steph ♡, take as long of a break you need to and whenever you need , we want you to get better above anything else, My heart goes out to you and your family, i lost my oldest uncle last year of lung cancer, it really gets hard sometimes.❤️‍🩹

Jennywocky

So sorry for your loss. *hugs* Glad the anime gave you the flexibility you needed for work plus helped take some of the edge off. Go spend time with the people you love, we'll still be here when you get back. Thinking of you in this hard time.

Ramen Human

Condolences for you and your family, and RIP to your aunt. I'm happy you're still pushing through it, but if you ever need to slow it's ok. Sending love. FUCK CANCER

Naiyt

♥️

Mordraug

This is heartbreaking to hear, and I am sorry to hear that. Please take care and take your time, Steph, and if anything, we're here for you. Release it all, you will feel better eventually. I bid you all the good luck and strength, you've got this, I believe in you!:) Take the break, you deserve it anyway:) #fuckcancerindeed

Adams

So sorry to hear that. I lost my aunt to cancer as well a few years ago, and I know exactly what you mean about the grief suddenly hitting you like a truck. The episodes can wait, just focus on yourself and your family. I hope the dinner with your brother tonight brings you some comfort.

Boopergoober

Take all the time you need, we'll be here when you're ready. <3

WaZeus

My condolences 💐 ❤️ take as much time as you need!

m3kh7

🫂

ArFanik

Take your time, genuinely. We're not going anywhere. I send lots of love and prayers towards you and your family. Cancer is the worst.

MJ

My condolences Steph! Take as much time as you need to recover. Life comes at us at many different angles and at so many different speeds, we must take time to ourselves too! You’ve made yourself a loyal and happy Patreon family. We’ll be here whenever you feel ready to come back! ❤️‍🩹🙏🏽

SLMNDR

I’m so sorry for your loss. Take all the time you need and spend it with your family. The reactions can always wait ❤️ Sending you and your family lots of love and strength. And yeah, fuck cancer.

Salado_Alfredo

My sincerest condolences, Steph. Take all the time you need at this difficult time. 💐

Jamison Fawkes

If you need an entire month or even an entire year in order to recover, do it, we really don't care about how much time you need 🤧 My most sincere condelences 🙏🤗

Faust

My sincere condolences Steph, take as much time as you need, I wish you and your family the best during this incredibly difficult time ❤️

Mauricio Melendez

Take your time Steph, just focus on taking care of yourself and your family, we'll be here 4 you when you're ready.❤️❤️

jab

I'm sorry to hear that take all the time you need

wileykat

All the best ❤️

TK

Damn man whats going on with august this year, wish you all the best ❤️

My_Cousin_Mose

I'm so sorry for your loss. RIP Auntie.

Spade9th

Take your time. We’ll always be here

TechaNexus

Take your time, its okay to take breaks 💜Maybe its time for some funny/lighthearted anime for a change as well😊

Strudel

Fuck cancer. Lost my mother to cancer 3 years ago, and just recently my father just got diagnosed with renal cell carcinoma. I was her full-time caretaker, and I imagine I might be my fathers too if his worsens. Hug your loved ones. Life is too short. My condolences, and of course, one more big.. Fuck. Cancer.

Aris

Take the time you need. We'll still be here ❤️

Yu

My condolences. Take as long a break as you need. I wish you and your family the best.

zan4rkand

my condolences steph :( take all the time that you need! 🙏

Joel Torres

I'm so sorry that something so horrible happened to you and your family. Hope everything gets better!

Snook

all the best

Otaku Steph

thank you so damn much, degenerick. taking one step at a time :))

Otaku Steph

THANK YOU, ALICE <3 fuck cancer. im so sorry to hear you've gone through something similar - hope you and your family are doing ok as well.

Otaku Steph

danke, frog king!! 🥹🥹 very grateful for you guys aaaaa

Otaku Steph

thank youuu, badcompany!! 🥹🥹🥹 WILL BE BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER YAS YAS

Otaku Steph

thank you, faust for your incredibly kind words 🤍🤍 we're gonna get through it for sure

Otaku Steph

omigosh, first off, strudel im so sorry to hear all of that. i cant even IMAGINE what you're having to go through. i'm sending all my love to you - you're a damn badass for remaining strong and dealing with it. fuck shitty ass cancer.

Otaku Steph

thank you sergio for always being so kind and understanding!! WILL SEE YOU IN THE NEXT ONE PIECE REACTION HEHE

Otaku Steph

thanking you soph <333 I APPRECIATE YOUUU

Otaku Steph

FUCK YOU CANCER, YOU LIL BITCH. Thank you Kay for always supporting 🤍🤍

Otaku Steph

thank you for the flowers, Salado!!! 🤍🤍 I always shorten your name to Alfredo and now I'm not sure LMFAO

Otaku Steph

thank you SLMNDR for all the love and support you've shown from the very beginning!! we're getting through it. 🤍 FUK YOU CANCER.

Otaku Steph

MERCI, JAMISON!!!! if anything, watching anime with you guys has deffo helped haha. thank you again for your kind words

Otaku Steph

big ol thank you to you, ArFanik!! Always nothing but love from you and I'm taking one step at a time :))

Otaku Steph

🫂 i much prefer this one to the one i used LMFAO

Otaku Steph

thank you, my fellow straw hat. I WILL BE BACK VERY SOON YAAHOOO!!

Otaku Steph

your name made me giggle, so thank you for that and also the extremely kind message <3

Otaku Steph

its been a foookinnn awful time ngl lol, but we move forward yesyes. thank you, TK!! ❤️❤️

Otaku Steph

thank you mose! she's in a better place now, i'd like to think 🤍

Otaku Steph

thank you, spade!! <3 y'all are too sweet aaaaa

Otaku Steph

VERY GOOD IDEA LOOOOOL. EVEN ONE PIECE IS GETTING DARK FFS. Thank you techanexus!!! 🥹🥹

Otaku Steph

thanking you so much, zan4rkand 🥹🥹 i appreciate you and this community SO very much

Otaku Steph

MJ YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY AAAAA. Thank you and everyone for being so incredibly understanding <3

Otaku Steph

i'm so sorry to hear you've had to experience it as well, Adams. FUK CANCER. (Also, yes steak with chimichurri and mango sago was a treat thank you hehe)

Otaku Steph

THANK YOU MORDRAUG FOR ALWAYS BEING SO NICE AAAAAAA!! 🥹🥹

Otaku Steph

*hugs back* thanking you, jenny. forever appreciative to have such a wonderful community 🤍🤍

Otaku Steph

thank you for being here, Eliminated and also for being so understanding!! 🤍

Otaku Steph

thank you, arkless (felt weird to just call you noob haha)! 🤍🤍 some days are ok but recently its been a damn rollercoaster. thank you for your incredibly kind words

Otaku Steph

it's been a rough time but we're getting through it for sure! thank you, joel 🤍🤍

Otaku Steph

THANK YOU, SNOOK!! your moving profile pic gave me a giggle haha

Mordraug

Thank you for the kind words, Steph 💖🥹 You also replied as I finished Part 8:) You will go beyond this all:)

Boopergoober

Happy i could be of at least a tiny bit of help <3 also, fuck cancer

Art

hi i know this is late i apologize but i wanted to express my condolences. i know its not easy losing loved ones, especially if you were close with them. but its also important to remember that people don't really die with their bodies, but with their memory. because all others really are to us are just how we perceive and remember them, and the reason why you are able to cry over losing them is because of all the happy and beautiful memories you were able to create with them. so as long as you remember, in a way, they live on in your heart. i know maybe it all sounds a little corny but i believe this is simply the truth and the best way to look at it. your content has been a means of escape for me for about a year now, and life has been really difficult on me for the past few years as i've lost a lot of people in my life, so im glad you make this content for us. sometimes i like to put you in the place of my old friend that i used to call and watch shows and movies with. so thank you for being you.