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I know I haven't been as present here lately but it's solely because I've been busy trying to settle-in here in Portlandia and I'm still reeling from the great hard-drive crash. Things are finally starting to settle down and I'm getting myself on a routine of sorts. I still need to summon up another $800 before I can get the data back from my hard-drive but I'm sure I'll get it done within a month and the real work can begin.

In the meantime, I'm going to be scheduling more photography posts (my goal is to have at least 1 modeling post, 1 photography post, and 1 film post per week), I have lots of shoots scheduled on both sides of the camera, and I'm going to start putting way more energy into writing, gifs, and video. ALL THE CONTENT.

Right now, the art model Sienna Luna is staying with me and tomorrow we're gonna shoot a bunch of stuff! Immediately after Sienna leaves, the alternative model/Suicide Girl Golden will be staying and shooting with me! After that, I'm trying to figure out plans for a trip to LA to collaborate a ton with Pulp. SO MUCH STUFF!

I've been putting a lot of energy into my profile on SuicideGirls lately. I have a set getting posted up there in 3 months and I really want it to do well because 1) I'm an over-achiever; 2) I really want to officially put "Suicide" after my name (I mean, it's all over my medical records already, bum-bum-tissssss). I promise you there's nothing on that profile that you're missing (at least until the set goes up, that's all theirs for a bit), although I have been responding to their weekly blog prompts and I should totally share that with you guys and I will.

Emotionally, I've been pretty ok. I mean, I'm stressed about money and a bit lonely in the physical companionship department, but it's not weighing me down a ton. In one day it will be anniversary of the last time K and I saw one another in person. I'm not sure if I'm sad about that or not. I guess I am a little but I also grateful to have put so much time between us. Overall, however, I'm pretty happy. I like my life here in Portland a lot. I feel more like than me than I have in a long time.