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I don't have much to say; my meds are working regularly again and I've spent all week catching-up/recovering from RollerCon and working - editing and bartending. 

My anxiety has been really bad. I feel like something terrible is going to happen at any moment. Every communication feels like I'm on the verge of getting in trouble with that person. I feel like some sort of awful pariah that just makes everyone's life worse and I'm not sure how I can do better but, at the same time, mildly optimistic... Weird how brains work like that.

I just really want to devote myself to being as productive as possible and I'm trying really hard to do that while also trying to make myself feel more like myself (physically, financially, etc.). It's pretty tiring but I think I have a decent hold on things assuming I don't hand-over any more large sums of money to my family.

Photo above is by me of my pal Marco.