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I wish I could say what was different but I do not know.

I feel very overwhelmed this month but for no reason I can articulate. I don't believe I'm any busier than normal although it feels otherwise. Maybe I am busier and I just feel wrong giving myself that kind of credit.

I'm really tired all the time. My body is constantly aching. I feel like I'm not doing enough but I'm not sure how to do more.

I'm lonely but people exhaust me more so and I feel endless self-conscience around them I feel like I'm constantly doing something wrong and will be shunned and hated at any moment.

Copper and I still need to find a larger place to live with a yard and I'm struggling to find something suitable and affordable. A homeless dude flashed us while we were walking the other night and I called the police. Honestly, it was not the most frightening thing that has happened to me on our nightly potty walks.

I'm trying to prioritize shooting more right now but it's hard when I have so many opportunities to work (guaranteed income) and I am so unsure about the future.

I'm glad the weather so quickly changed and got cold because it being sunny and pretty all the time made me feel like I should be doing more outside even though I already feel overwhelmed.

Anyway, here's all the dropbox folders that have been updated over the last couple of weeks.

$15+ Patrons 

Modeling

BenHoneyB

JacobLeeWebster

Karlee Montgomery

Photography

Astrid 

Ariel

Suavie

Nova Faerie

Diana 

Marco

$200+ Patrons

Erotic Modeling / L

*above photo by Ben Honey B*