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Ugh. I had a really clear idea for this one and ran out of time before I had to go to work so I edited it using the options I had on my phone. Not too psyched on it although it's probably a good learning experience regarding time-management and improvisation. Also, a reminder to get better at getting things right in-camera. I'll probably redo a few of these tomorrow as outtakes. Overall, it's has all the elements I intended to focus on so it's not a complete failure. My boyfriend is a bit perturbed that I instinctually want to "harm" myself for these. However, I consider the goal of these is to depict a true sense of myself and, internally, I'm often filled with turmoil and pain and sorta resent how inclined and skilled I am at hiding that. Anyway, they won't all be like this, I promise. I have a lot ideas for future ones that are not at all violent; I am part Muppet after all. ;-)