Am I Enough? (Patreon)

I am going limited-contact / low-contact with another blood relative. She told me my sin was equal to all other sins. My queer love is not a sin, and it is not equal to murder. 

Going limited-contact with her is the right thing to do. But it's hard. The bloodline I was born into... I'm not - and have never been, and will never be - enough for them. Sometimes I wonder if I'm not enough for them, am I enough for other people? 

This is a vent piece. I will be okay, but today, I must mourn and feel these emotions.