More than a Status Post and more like a State of Mind (Patreon)

Long post ahoy!

I've made posts like this before, with the go get'em attitude, only to stumble time after time. Feeling passionate and inspired is all good and dandy, but I believe I should be more determined and disciplined with my work here. I'll be honest, It's been an uneven two years on the art here.

Every time I fumbled to deliver, I paused. It was only fair to those who supported and continue to support me. But I felt I was too reliant on doing so, and having folks lose a lot of faith and believe I lost passions for the art I do under GF.

This has nothing to do with having other accounts (this includes my sfw one as well). I'm an artist with many passions and interests. Some of which don't quite mix together, which is why I keep them separate on different accounts. I want to be straight forward about this, and I know there's plenty of folks out there who know what I do outside of this.

I pulled away because outside forces, real life obstacles brought me down and inadvertently caused me to pull away to the point I wanted to close everything. But since the beginning of the year, I had an overwhelming amount of emotional support from folks.

This is probably the first time I mentioned it publicly, I never told anyone I wanted to close this account. Talking to people I trust and now consider as friends, ignited a love for my work I thought I've lost. Of course, it didn't happen overnight it took months. This feeling gradually grew again overtime.

But I can't say it's back now in full force now. I can't always rely on my emotions to get things accomplished. I'll have a separate post with more info on what I'll be posting for the month, including changing my goal and having a clear objective to want I'd like to achieve.

I know there folks out there who have their doubts, and I don't blame you for having them, given my track record here. But I truly want to improve considering how much I'm starting to once again love the work I do!

Thank you again and again to the folks who supported me and continue to do so! Not only here on patreon but everywhere! Those who donated, those who follow, those who commented, and even those you just admire my work from afar, you guys motivate me to keep going with my passions!