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Hey guys. I've been suffering a few long term issues, one of which you know.

I still have further tests, but as I'm waiting in the public health care system and there is quite a wait. I'm left here in the dark with my anxiety.

I can't sleep much lately. Which is fun...lol. I can fall asleep ok but if I wake up at 5am that's it, I'm up.

I dunno...I feel the need to be upfront with you guys. I'm not seeking comfort or validation for time for healing, or anything, I just wanted you guys to be in the know. For now i'll continue with the distraction of making videos at this fast pace- it's good for me. You guys have been a constant source of support and that positivity isn't lost on me, so, Thank you all. <3

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Lisa Palmer

Sending you a long distance hug. I'm also seeking a diagnosis (hopefully just one) for symptoms that are causing me a lot of anxiety and disrupting my life pretty significantly. I know you've been dealing with your issues longer than I have mine (just a few months for me), but I understand how awful the waiting is. The fact that you're still able to put out content at the rate that you do is a testament to your strength and resilience.

Petrarch

Hmmm, I originally posted a comment but it appears to have disappeared (???). Ah well, anyways Aussie, no need to apologize for sharing your health concerns. Take it a day at a time.

shhheila

Thank you Lisa, I know we both have a few health things...mine is def a major cause of my anxiety. It is eh? I hope your results come back ok! Goodluck! Aw thank you for saying i have strength and resilience, i'm not so sure, but i find this distraction of working hard helps!!

shhheila

I've found patreon to be very buggy like that - i miss a lot of comments from that! Thanks Petrarch! I do like to keep you guys updated but hopefully without oversharing.