RIP Blue Yeti (Patreon)

I was recording last night when....my beloved Blue Yeti carked it. It's cactus :(

I feel like obstacles keep getting in my way everytime my channel picks up...

nerve damage
chronic throat issues
deleted channel
dead yeti the second I want to upgrade and expand my audio tech

I had a good sook. And now I either spend my Christmas cash on another second hand blue yeti....or I dunno....

Honestly, making ASMR is my passion (as in i am willing to SUFFER for it, for the craft, for you guys) but it's starting to make me feel like i'm being sent signs to stop, maybe i'm being punished. I dunno....

I was really excited having a new mic/equipment along side my blue yeti and the new possibilities. I'm just honestly disheartened. Other channels would have fancy new equipment and can get better, but here i remain...stagnant....it just makes me feel disappointed.

Sorry i'm such a bummer. I'm just honestly upset about it right now. And i don't know whaat move to take going forward...