It's been 9 days since my last upload.... (Patreon)

(and so vid will go live as soon as it uploads)
https://youtu.be/wIZJvGWzeWY

I know, I said only quality from now on...which DOES explain my lack of uploads...but then, did u see the last one?? LOL

At this point, this is the second vid I am putting up because it has been over a week!!!!! Am I happy with it? Not entirely, I would do this better if given more than 1 night, but i def will revisit this sort of idea again...

Trust me, i have been putting all my effort on my collabs and getting those done by deadline. I'm ferociously working on them and I hope when they come out you can understand why! Honestly. I have been working every feasible hour on it!

5 of the 7 collabs I am the organiser of so i have to be on top of files and chase people up and work out the details- it's been very, time consuming!

That being said, I feel disgusted in myself that I haven't uploaded in so so long!!

While my next upload isn't "quality" per say, I hope it is something different and interesting...well, not THAT different and interesting, hehe. But I hope you realise even giving myself a short time frame, I am NOT "not trying" either??

I hope you enjoy the artistic nature of it!

Do you all like chill rambles tho? I dunno....I think i prefer making more creative things but if a simple video would be something you enjoy more def let me know!

OHHHHHHH an iMovie does this thing now where half the files turn black. I've no idea what they were originally...and i'm forced to just replace those scenes. HIGHLY ANNOYING. I have to close everything and delete caches after an hour of working in iMovie, i reallly need a new computer. All in due course tho! But it ISSSS slowing down my work flow.

I'm not making excuses, just explaining myself. My collabs has "takes" and you know how i am when picking takes, haha. It's mostly mental hang ups and nit picking.

Once i write the script, record and edit it tomorrow all i'll have left to do is put the remaining scenes together and then move onto my NEXT collab! :o LOLLL