I'm terribly afraid (Patreon)

I am in despair. partial mobilization has been declared in my country (this means that men are sent to war). This is utter horror... My father and many of my friends and acquaintances have already been called, all in despair. The worst thing is that if you are against the war and do not want to go there, then you are put in prison for 10 years (15 years in prison if you surrender). I am afraid of losing my family, father, husband. I try to draw, but there is almost no moral strength left