Reflection (Patreon)

An other little paragraph that you don’t have to care about, it’s just I don’t really have people to talk to about this. The past few weeks I really feel like something has finally moved inside of me, like something was unclogged. I haven’t felt like that in literal years, yesterday I even had a little tear listening to Charlie xix everything is romantic because I feel like I fell in love with art again. Like I crave drawing during the day, I crave improving, I get ideas that I want to draw and actually draw them ?! I want to read manga and watch anime, I laugh at stuff again, I’m excited about posting here and insta, I read the comments with so much joy. I don’t know man just feel alive again. I had been doing better but this is so refreshing and I have to thank you all for enduring this period of like empty I was in. I also think I realized that I was pushing myself to draw in a way I didn’t necessarily like because I thought “it would be better”but I love silly unserious stuff and I want to just let myself do what I want to do. Hopefully things will keep improving and I hope that you will enjoy being here more and more.

All of that thanx to the demon slayer movie and an manga about trash

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