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cw: references to suicide, overdose

one of the most interesting parts of TLG is the way Ilya thinks about his own mental health. With his father dying from dementia and his mother taking her life at a young age, I feel like his fears that he's doomed to go out a similar way (like it's baked into his blood) is such a great character point and says so much about him.

Anyway, I added that last sketch in to show Irina's full face since the first page is just snippets of her. I think she'd like to be remembered that way - cheering Ilya on.

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Apache

Catch me fucking SOBBING but thank you

Moony

Hey, so I thought you were done making me cry when the monster AU ended but no here. I am on a Wednesday crying over a post again. Please know I love it.

mari

should've kissed the brink before you threw it :,) this is beautiful

LC

ITS FINE IM FINE EVERYTHINGS FINE

alex

kiss the brick before u throw it pls i love it

Lil Peach

BABY ILYA SO CUTEEE 🥹🥹

mello yello

silly naive me clicked on this notif thinking itd be cute yuna art. made me tear up but gorgeous as usual 😞❤️

Ricky Duggan

Ow ow ow "why wouldn't you get this part of her too" 😭😭😭 loving your HR content :)

Emily

Just attracted to all the men with rough pasts 😭

Evarosie

Stooooop my heart!!

Melina J

I hope you kissed the brick first.

Felix

Hey? Ow? (I love this)

Brukernavn

😭 why... would you do that to me....? Why 😫

Deacon

Ouch :(

Berner

She’s was his biggest supporter. She jus didn’t have that for herself :( My poor boy, his trauma and self loathing are very relatable to me and I’m sure so many others. Thanks for adding her in fully. Beautiful girl :’)

Tiger5

Your art is so beautiful

Laura

um, ouch! also, thank you.

Bee Lopez

I don’t even go here but I’m crying, Russian boy needs hugs so bad

yaboy

I cried

ZoraTheDireWolf

Ahhh! Did you at least kiss the brick before you threw it at me?!😫 Ilya my poor baby!🥺♥️

kir

yesssss

Dae dreamer

In the book, wasn't she in a hammock?

Dys

Baby boy :(

Clara Padrón

Soooooooo sad!! But beautiful, like everything you do

Kittnotharington

“Why wouldn’t you get this part too” cmon dude I just saw my psych this morning

Tired_loaf

Oh my gosh baby Ilya!! Adorable 🥰

burnthatbridge

UGHHHH GIRA YESSSS!! This whole deepened worry that Ilya carries around with him constantly, that he's simply on borrowed time because one of two ends will eventually catch up to him.. he's weighed down by the notion of whether it'll be a slow decent into a loss of recognition of those around him (although unlike his father, the idea of not remembering the face of the one he loves, kills him more than anything) OR a creeping whisper that gets far too loud to ignore, that he'll leave Shane with the same, profound sense of loss over why he wasn't enough.. FUUUUCK I just wanted to be like hehe hot hockey player with cocky attitude gets leashed by cute short hockey player with freckles BUT NO the fucking angst of his constant mental state has me absolutely feral.

Lycoridea

you really shouldn’t draw with onions 👌🏻😭🤌🏻♥️

Esther A

This is dark

Frost

This is so beautiful. And I think over time, Ilya will be able to weather the more difficult days cause he has Shane and a community to support him.❤️

AuraKirsch

His confession to Shane toward the end of The Long Game was so heartbreaking. His fear of being like her as he goes and sits by the water. I was so happy when he got a therapist to talk to.

Juniper

Aww my heart :(

Plz2DaySatan

*insert crying laughing weeping Pedro Pascal gif* and also a copy of my therapy bill.

Gypsy Wolf

I’m therapy bill is becoming expensive since this show came out😭Why do you hurt us this way?!🥺

Rox

My heart 😭💖💖 I just know she was a great mom

vegambb

Oh god💔💔💔

Mrs

Amazing ❤️

Commoner

The valid fear of inheriting the things that killed your parents

Luffy Ace Takal

Sorry for another question. I couldn’t find an answer to this. Is it $76 for both books or just one? If it’s one I’ll have to wait for your second run for the second volume. And I have no idea why patreon is forcing me to post this question here.

Fer

Holy shit, this hits so hard.

Sobayarea

This is lovely and so poignant!

JayCee

ok—i saw someone say that when shane gets prescriptions for injuries or sickness ilya immediately hides them as far as possible so that he knows shane can’t get to them… and i—😭

Sax

I have no idea what this is from but I'm down for the ride 👍