Friday, July 24, 2026 (Patreon)

Why am I even doing Patreon?

Honestly, I feel amazing today. My Patreon subscriber count keeps going up.To be blunt, I never expected it to grow like this.I never, in my wildest dreams, thought my stomach and its rumbling noises would be popular.

For the longest time, it was nothing but pure stress to me.....Whenever I was in a quiet place, I could never shake off the anxiety of, "What if it makes a noise right now?"But what I felt on Patreon was completely different...So many people loved that exact part of me, and I was so deeply grateful that they were rooting for me.

To be completely honest, that’s how I’ve always been.I loved the fact that someone was listening to my stomach, but at the same time, I hated myself for it and felt so ashamed....When I first realized that I had a unique, unconventional taste, I felt so embarrassed I wanted to hide....

Then, by pure chance, I found out there are people who actually love the sounds my stomach makes.I will never forget the absolute thrill of that moment..😳The fact that someone loves my stomach, and enjoys those loud, chaotic noises echoing inside me—that gives me a rush greater than any other pleasure in the world.Because before this, all I ever got from people were cold, judgmental stares...

But my fans on Patreon accepted me, loved me, and cheered me on just the way I am.That’s what gives me the drive to keep pushing forward without stopping.^^

Of course, constantly eating on schedule and recording the sounds can get exhausting.It’s definitely not always a walk in the park.Even so, why do I keep doing it?.....

Because the response from people is just too good......If there’s one place I refuse to lie, it’s in this diary.Of course, the biggest reason is the money. I can’t deny that.But the most important thing is that I’m not forcing myself to do something I hate—I’m actually genuinely enjoying it.

Every time I shoot a video, I stress over it.I spend so much time thinking and planning to create better, more entertaining stomach sounds and belly play.But when I finally upload it and see people genuinely enjoying it and reacting to it, that gives me an indescribable rush.

Honestly, I’m not scared of my earnings plateauing;I’m terrified of my subscribers going silent and stop reacting to me.....The thought of, "Ah, have they gotten tired of me?.....""My stomach sounds and what I'm doing aren't fun anymore..."If that day ever comes, I think I will be truly heartbroken and exhausted......

But still, I love this job so much. At least for now.....I’m going to keep going, and I just don't want to stop.For the sake of my many fans who love even the deepest, most hidden parts of my stomach stories,I truly want to promise that I will never, ever give up.

I haven't even been able to bring this up to my husband.Yeah.... I could never tell him.But spilling it all out here, in my own private sanctuary where I can be 100% honest, finally makes me feel at peace.^^~~