I Didn't Know I Was This Kind of Woman📅 (Patreon)

I didn’t know I was this kind of woman.

I’ve been writing my own little story lately. Not a real novel. Just me. I’m the main character, and I’m writing the things I actually go through. I think I’m getting addicted to it. That’s the strange part. I sit down to write and I enjoy it more than I thought I would.

Before Patreon, I honestly didn’t have this kind of taste. At all. I didn’t even know this could be something I was into.

Then I found out my husband likes those parts of me. The sounds in my belly. My farts. My navel. At first it was just the two of us, playing around, laughing, getting into it. And then Patreon happened.

Now I think I’m the one falling into it. It’s embarrassing to say that out loud, but it’s true.

At first, even the fact that people were reacting made me cringe. I felt too seen. Then something changed. I’d upload a video where my stomach was being really loud, and people would say they liked it. That it was fun. That they wanted more. The more I heard that, the more I started feeling turned on by it. I don’t know how else to put it.

After that, my husband and I started enjoying it even more. And somewhere in the middle of all that, I thought… what if I wrote it down? What if I made a story out of “what if this happened to me?”

So I started writing. And while I was writing, I realized I was having way too much fun.

You can read it if you want. I’m not a writer. The sentences are messy. Some parts probably don’t even make sense. But if you read it, you’ll feel what kind of taste I have right now. Richie’s taste. Because these aren’t just made-up ideas. I’ve actually been imagining this stuff lately. That’s why I started recording it. I thought it might be fun to keep.

And it is getting fun. I know some people will hate it. That’s fine. Not everyone has the same taste. But if it matches yours, I think you might enjoy it.

Lately filming is fun. Writing is fun. I keep asking myself why it feels this good to record my belly like this, in videos and on the page. Why does it excite me this much? I don’t have a clean answer. I just know it does.

Anyway. I’m going to keep going. I’m enjoying this too much to stop. I want to keep adding things.

If anyone’s reading this… you don’t have to comment. Just cheer for me in your head. That would be enough.

I’m going to keep doing this.