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ouch. also, WOWZA WOOOO! 🥳 this album was such a beautiful rollercoaster of emotions and sounds and was so so special. i’m no hater of young dumb stupid or dice, but BOY HAVE WE COME SOOOO FAR FROM WHERE WE STARTED O.O (omg wtf i was jus tryna make a wide eyed shocked emoji face but omg nmixx debut reference) please enjoy this unnecessarily long reaction full of gay confusion, awe, tears, and sonic perfection :D i hope you enjoy this reaction as much as i enjoyed this album <3

this was supposed to go live days ago but my silly self didn’t realize my scheduled draft didn’t save.. if you also get three uploads from me today MIND YOUR BUSINESS 😭 i meant to upload days ago but my spotty service clearly didn’t save a few of these changes.. p1h big video coming later today (i just need to make a poll for y’all real quick) and an iconic by mistake video coming soon as welllll ;)

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what’s your ranking of this album?! do you have a fav? LEMME KNOW

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Stephiekills

omfg an hour?? I am being fedddd ty estyyyy

Amélie

I cried the first time I listened to LOUD... I'm a lesbian and while I'm not closeted, I can understand and relate a bit to the people who can't come out and I emphasize with the pains of those who can't love their lovers as loud as they want to (I can't relate to that later half as a person single since birth tho lmao). Different Girl also feels very relatable, I really love this album as a queer person and I am definitely not the only one who feels this way ❤️

Stephiekills

Crying to loud is so real 😭 this whole ep is incredible

zircadia

The whole album is so good but you know, some epic warrior song like Superior and then you get emotionally hit with a ton of bricks by LOUD - the harmonies, the lyrics... their literal actual vocal performance... it's a lot. Hard to rank the album when there is a song like this, it's just so special.

Jessica Michelle

This is so real. I am closeted unfortunately and I cry almost every time I listen to it.

chance

Loud has me like