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1)  Patreon is going to be adding sales tax to some pledges starting in July. They keep telling us in emails to tell our Patrons so I am here, letting you all know, even though clearly my Patreon is not charging anybody anything at the moment. It APPEARS that this will mostly affect people outside of the US, because it's being charged based on the location of the Patron and not the Patreon, but also will depend on the US state and what they consider taxable on an "online marketplace". It looks like Patreon will do these calculations automatically, but since it's illegal in the US to include sales tax as part of a basic price, the new sales tax cannot be included within the pledge amount and will be a separate line item. 

For once this isn't Patreon pulling some dumb shit  of its own; it's a repercussion of tax laws aimed at huge online retailers which is hitting Patreon too. Either way, all of this is currently irrelevant if you pledge to me, but if you have pledges to other people it might be relevant based on where you are, what those Patreons give as a "benefit", and local tax laws. Fun shit.

2) I obviously pulled back on plans to start posting a new story pretty recently, in an overabundance of caution in not speaking over or harming BIPOC voices, or any other marginalized voices that I'm not part of. The story takes place in a setting that, like Clarylon, is an alternate fantasy version of Earth, though pretty deeply far removed from any resemblance to any real place or existing culture or people, but it is in the general area of Egypt (and most closely based on ancient Egypt, not current Egypt). Not all of the characters are Black, but they are pretty much all BIPOC. The main POV characters are both clar, who are not exactly white in skin tone but also not exactly BIPOC, since I never really clarified in the text because I was really nervous about actually making them so, because of the already existing light/dark imagery with the clar and the fact that Alan mostly referred to them as aliens (a term which I already plan to remove in the future rewrites).

Along with a pretty much entirely BIPOC cast, there were also nonbinary characters, disabled characters (and if this is the wrong term to use, please let me known, I can't find any agreeing dialogue about how to describe people with physical differences), my second ever asexual character, and a lot of other things that I was very very nervous about already and trying my hardest to write accurately and sensitively. I only am vaguely considered part of some of these groups (asexual and chronically ill) but I always consider myself outside of them anyway, especially in writing, and I never want to speak over others' voices or write something that I have no business writing.

TL;DR: I'm trying to keep my stories from being harmful. I always do a lot of research, a lot of background work and a lot of my own thoughtful-as-possible worldbuilding, and I know even with the best efforts I can still fail and do harm. I know I certainly have failed and done harm in the past. I also am extremely willing to remove offensive things or even entire stories, if I learn more and become more educated or if something is pointed out to me. I've done this before. 

It may just be I shouldn't continue this story, that the way it's envisioned is not mine to write. I may try posting a little of it, and the moment someone tells me it's not appropriate, I would stop. Although that's still shifting a burden on to someone else, and I also don't want to do that. I still haven't decided, but I'll keep everyone updated. And, even if I do post it, my Patreon is still not going to charge you any money.

Comments

Brianna

I feel where things go wrong when non- BIPOC authors write stories with BIPOC characters, they exoticize or otherwise reduce characters to sterotypes or characteristics that emphasize XYZ trait that people assume the character's 'race' has. I think having sensitivity readers would help. But in the end I think it is problematic to tell people they can't write stories with BIPOC- it can be done respectfully and so long as you're not the gatekeeper so to speak, people can decide whether they want to read or not. The problem that I feel people are harping on is when people praise or give greater credence to caucasian writers who are writing stories with BIPOC characters over authors who actually are BIPOC by claiming the caucasian writer's story is more authentic or that the BIPOC author couldn't have writtrn as good of a story when they haven't been given a chance. Or when BIPOC are told their characters aren't "authentic" or "convincing" because they aren't caricatures or sterotypes. But I dno I am just a reader (and even though I am of Asian descent my opinions are my own and don't reflect how others might feel).

Brianna

If that was tl;dr I will say I am interested in your story because it's in the L&S universe and just because we are held back by our hangups (around the social construct that is race and the man years of subjugation brought about by colonialism, eugenics and white supremacy), doesn't mean other worlds can't be free of that

Teromain

I definitely agree with all of this, and I've been disappointed myself especially when picking fantasy books that I thought were written by someone with a certain cultural background and life experience and turns out they're white women who married into their last name - not that those books are always bad, or that those authors can't write those characters well or sensitively, but when looking for an authentic voice it's disappointing. I'm certainly not going to pretend to be an authentic voice in that regard. I think if I was actually a published author with a platform and influence I would be even more hesitant, because I likely could be talking over someone else's voice and taking money for it, since publishing absolutely and unfortunately does value white authors more than BIPOC even for stories they shouldn't. But my stories are pretty much free always and nobody really knows who I am, so hopefully I'm not pushing someone else out of the way. I would love to have sensitivity readers, but I don't know how to burden someone with that, and I can't really afford to pay anyone for it right now, and I would want to pay them for that time and effort and possible hurt. And thank you, I’m glad you’re interested in reading it still. There’s definitely no white supremacy or eugenics in this story, though there are situations slightly similar to colonialism between BIPOC groups, but it’s presented as bad there too. The location has actually been seen before in L&S, just a different and further south location in the same continent. I probably didn’t do a very good job depicting that originally either, which I’m definitely going to change.

Tris

I think, that people who says that only writers with certain experience can write about certain things is bad. You're writer, as actors are actors. Your "job" is to make story yours, use whatever characters and facts that are important to tell your story. The problem is only when, let's say, the voice of other minorieties isn't heard, because publishers publish only "white-male-classic-authors". It's important to have a lot of different voices. Anyone who tells you, that you shouldn't write something, because you're not a part of some group, in my opinion is wrong and is a gatekeeper himself. I understand your concernes, but it's not like you write about real people or your writing is "taking away" from them the possibility to write/say about their experience/whatever. Internet is large and everyone, literature also, anyone should have voice (if isn't being harmful or disrespectful ofc). I'd love to read anything you want to give us. :3 Take care of yourself.

Teromain

I can understand why people wouldn't want someone who isn't part of a group writing about that group, since those portrayals can be really bad - mostly when the person isn't really thinking about that character as a person and more of a gimmick or the only thing about them is that they're part of that group. I think for actors it's different, since I do think that it's usually better to have people who are part of or at least very familiar with the group they're portraying (for instance, Deaf/HoH actors portraying Deaf/HoH characters, for an example outside of race), but I guess it could be a little different with writing and purely textual stories. I'm still not sure. I've always included and written about a lot of groups that I'm not part of it and hopefully I've gotten better and more sensitive about it, since I likely wasn't great at it back at age 18. Although there certainly are a lot of white (men and women) authors who don't give any thought to this and just write characters from a certain group and, not uncommonly, don't really do a great job. I suppose that's what I mean by "speaking over BIPOC", since my stories are free and to a very tiny audience I don't think I'm taking anyone's place, but rather the chance of writing something biased and harmful. I do really want to share this story, because I thought it was at least kind of interesting, and I may after I've really really done all the work I can to make sure it's not inappropriate.

Tris

Yeah, but to be fair, even people who are part of a minority/group can make bad portraits of that group. I understand your worries and you have to do what will make you satisfied with your work, so I will wait patiently. :3 I just don't like the idea, that someone can say to a writer "you can't write about this group, because you're not a part of them!". Yeah, you can. Always. If you want to tell something, you can do it. I you're not silencing anybody, or don't try to portrait someone in specific way - to make him an example of hurtful stereotyphe - it's okay. I'm always in ave of your research and writing style. :3