January lil update video but instead of a fun update video I'm just sad and stressed (Patreon)

I've been wanting to sit down for a little bit and talk with you guys about some stuff going on my life that is unfortunately less than desirable so I finally got around to it here :') my woes have kind of gotten out of hand and I think I have felt really disingenuous making content and seeming to act as if nothing is wrong while I've been dealing with an overwhelming amount of stuff in my personal life,, it has been super hard for me to sit down and record voiceovers for Youtube/make content on Patreon because all I am experiencing in my life at this time is a suffocating sensation of grief, so I'm hoping that sitting down and having talked about my current situation helps alleviate that. 

♡ Chrissy