little win (Patreon)

10 days I tried to work, but there was stress. I also tried to find myself motivation and mood. Games, porn, music, series - nothing helped.

I was also pissed off and I broke the glass by cutting my arm. I was sick, it hurt, I was so bad I wanted to die.  due to hunger I lost consciousness ) It was terrible, but the pain made me stronger.

The whole problem of my work is that I don’t feel joy and get a lot of stress, BUT

I found my motivation that removes the need for violent fantasies and suppresses my fear of being a failure - these are horror films that I watch while working. Therefore, today I spent a little time and made these sketches and I feel great.