Two Hour+ Massage for Ben 💆‍♂️ (Patreon)

This was a long one! I massaged my friend Ben. There was a good amount of conversation and friendly banter throughout this session 😬 lol . It wasn't the DEEPEST of flows, but I did WORK. I got most angles, but not all. The fact that this video is two hours long with me having cut out parts where the angle wasn't great will give ya an idea of how long it was 😅.

I often find conversation distracting to getting into a deep flow. But also understand that's not what everyone is trying to get from their massage.

Speaking of work...yesterday I chose to do three, 2 hour massages in a row for the first time in like...FOREVER. And yeah, I will never do that again. Maybe I needed to remember that I am not cut out for that life 🫩🫠😮‍💨.

My hands still hurt. But I did sleep like a baby last night.

I choose to do longer massages and max, two clients per day because honestly I put every bit of my soul that I have into my sessions. Maybe it's not the easiest to tell but there is so much of me energetically that goes into my sessions. I don't know how nor do I want to do it any other way because it would go against my nature.

I wasn't born with a large battery for really anything, though. But the battery I do have, it's ALL of me, ya know? Have you guys ever heard of the term "highly sensitive" person/"HSP"? I fall into that category haha. Along with a whole lotta other things I self-diagnosed 😂. But the highly sensitive trait is actually found in all of nature (or at least that's what I remember, don't quote me😅).

Anywaysss, I hope you enjoy this session and you're all doing well 🙂.

Sorry for all my random caps but I felt the need to emphasize more today 🙃