Exit surveys / 1year on patreon today (Patreon)

Hello, the the few people still here and welcome to a  new month. Yesterday waking up to our vimeo being disabled and terminated was something hard to handle in its own. Its like losing your phone and camera with all you memories gone like that. We uploaded over 300 videos since last July. Today is our 1 year anniversary on patreon that we thought would be celebrated differently. 

We were notified we can not get our account back and we have to find a new place to upload. This is something we didn't know was going to happen to us but will work tiredesly to fix it. As some of you guys already saw we uploads Run 95 already ( one day late for some who didnt see when we originally posted on time) . We will manually be uploading each video and changing the link to what already exist on patreon . Everything here on patreon will remain the same. You can still expect a video tonight Run Episode 96 and our schedule remains the same. ( we will not be sad on tonights video)  we will briefly explain what happened and move on from it. 

I was reading through the exit surveys and this one and several others were shocking to me to read.   I know recently we  had "excuses" why something was late or not coming with moving to a new house, joshs health scare again and the weather power outage. I am sorry. 

i am also sorry to anyone who thinks that we are rude, narrow minded and feel attack about being vocal about our feelings.  

I understand a lot of exit surveys reasoning  specifically covid because I been out of work since March. I am currently searching for a new job at the moment,. but another one I don't understand is how active we are. If we have a schedule of MWF we upload those days always. Occassionaly life gets in the way and maybe something is late or comes the next day but we never not given what we have promised and when we feel bad we upload surprises and extras for lifes mistakes that happen from time to time.  Saturdays will come back soon. But I feel like we have been very open and kept this schedule for a year. 

Because we are overly vocal about us and our daily life and whats going on more opinions can be made and confusion on whats going on.  We lost 174 people yesterday and today.  We already had the least amount here and on youtube. Maybe its us. Maybe its me. I just don't know how to come back from it. I feel defeated lost and sad because someones hatred/ jealously led them to want to cancel us out. We lost 200 people on twitter. We havent gained 50 subscribers this whole year. The comments went down and I feel like people lost interest in us and we pushed them away somehow. Im sorry I really am but like I said on twitter I feel like I lost family. 

A simple attack someone made and many posts later about it they won. Not because I gave up and Im not going to come back and do what I promise but because they got our family to question us and leave.