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This episode contains honest reflections on politics, narcissistic abuse dynamics, audience entitlement, neglect, and grief. I speak about the election, what it evoked in me as a survivor of abuse, and how silence from community and friends impacted my mental health.

If these themes feel heavy for you right now, please take care of yourself first. You are always free to step away.

I welcome thoughtful discussion, especially when grounded in compassion, lived experience, or factual resources. What I won’t welcome is dismissal, cruelty, or disrespect. If you can’t engage with empathy, this isn’t the space for you. ♥

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NearisL

It hit me really hard when you spoke about people not seeing you, using you, and not being seen because I've been going through that for years. Being a people pleaser like us leads to being emotionally abandoned by people we thought were our friends. I was abandoned by someone who was my world about a year ago out of nowhere and I'm still recovering. It's OK to be not OK when people treat you like shit. I love you Moon and thank you for sharing your life with us. 💙

Greenstrike

There are so so many creator either here on elsewhere who disappear without a word, so I am happy you made this audio explaining what happened. I am glad you have found yourself and are making content that you want to make. I also much prefer my porn audios with some nice build up and foreplay otherwise it is like a burger without the bun, the lettuce and the sauce. p.s. you never need a reason to wear a silly hat if you want to wear one.

that1otherJake

I wish I had the words to say how sorry I am for all that you've been through. I've been a fan of your work for years, and while I wasn't always there to support your financially, your work, even the stuff I wasn't into, always felt like it had heart beyond what I heard with many other audios. I'm glad you're getting back to more story based audios, and I even look forward to more works that aren't erotic (still hoping for another mind weaver episode, but no biggie :) ). Please, keep taking care of yourself as well. And thank you for all you've put out there for us.

MoonSilk

Aww thank you so much. This means so much. I get really proud about how much emotion I try to pour into my audios so eee, thank you. Thank you for the kind words and support and seeing my efforts! (Eee I'm excited to hear you liked the MindWeaver, Ill hafta do something similar soon <3333 Yall are the best <3 Truly ^-^

CrimsonHoudini

Words cannot express how deeply sorry I am for what you’ve been through. I’m so happy for each and every one of my queer siblings who are still here with us. And I’m so grateful that you’re still here.

MoonSilk

Aww thank you, and it feels good to know someone out there supports other queer folks. Makes me feel like there's a place somewhere, I just gotta find it. ^-^ <3 You give me hope, cheers! <33

Raven_Ned

I need to apologize Silk. I heard this on the day you posted but... this is incredibly heavy and heartbreaking😢 I wanted to give this the respect and heart needed but... I've been worried I wouldn't. But I feel I need to try. The politics are a mess and have been for... I think the majority of my life if not somewhat my mother's even, considering she was a daughter to a World War 2 veteran.(rest her soul) Honestly I don't even know what we all could do but the one undeniable upside to the Internet is the extreme difficulty in f--ked up people from hiding who they really are. So as long as the next generations take on some form of the saying "the price of freedom is eternal vigilance" the world will eventually see a future worth protecting. Mind you the "eternal vigilance" can be a good thing as you may be looking for the bad, you'll also see all the good that's coming from the society being nurtured. Sorry you weren't able to enjoy your birthday 😢 I may not but it hurts to see or hear when someone who wants to can't. Hope you're able to connect with people better that can in turn connect with you as well and allow you an environment to do the things you want to. Please take care Silk. Hope you are able to embrace and love yourself as much as you've done for us. It's great to hear you're trying to do ASMR that's true to you Silk, should have said something but life has been rough... though that feels like an excuse.🙇‍♂️ Good work that has love in it can take time but it's always worth it and always will be. Admittedly the verbal stumble was very cute but also small things like that can help show the beauty of one's nature. Sadly a lot of society has developed this unsettling behavior of not seeking (proper)help if you can. Some from toxic behaviors but others... because of money, regardless if you have enough. (sadly) Hopefully you can do what you can to feel more like...who you truly are and can be 🫂 Do what you can and need to be true to you Silk. The AI madness is worrying. Feels like everyone just wants to make junk. I get using it for simple, silly or dumb things like thumbnails, TTS or just messing around. Hell I understand using it for rough ideas but it can't replace people. It's can't do anything truly complicated because it keeps making things up or going insane from trying to sort everything in its digital head... and it can't. It's way too early for this and it's showing. It's why for example people are walking away from Windows for Linux. Maximum profit but trash tools. Sorry if I rambled Silk, but it's been awhile since I tried to communicate in any kind of deep or long manner. Welcome back and here's to you having fun with making ASMR alongside everything else 💖