Fear (The heart that makes you human) (Patreon)

I actually started this at the beginning of the year, wanting to make something for the year of the tiger. But I just could not think of anything Brave. The Tiger means brave.

I learned about myself that, from the childhood neglect that I sustained that I quite literally have something missing in me emotionally. I found that such an interesting observation as I very clearly remember that growing up I would constantly draw themes of "My chest has a hole in it".

Interestingly enough this isn't to imply I'm a monster because of the hole in my chest. The monster parts are from my abusers who quite literally made me this way. 

As far as I know, no one can fill this emotional gap in my chest. I don't want to feel doom about it.

1 min time lapse attached.