who am I, everything was taken from me and i'm mad about it (Patreon)

Lately i've been feeling really disconnected from myself which usually results back to feeling out of touch with culture. I'm korean american but with how I was raised, I have no attachment or history with either. it makes me absolutely infuriated.

not only being korean american make me feel detached but abuse took away what I could have from me. i don't know who I am anymore

The tassles in the background are something I grew up around, they're very korean and have a symbol of their own but mean nothing to me. I only know of the hanbok but it's torn here to symbolize my lack of connection with it. Plus i'm nonbinary and the hanbok is traditionally feminine/woman which I don't identify as. The pants symbolize the american part, bell bottom pants were the only thing I kept with growing up until they went out of fashion.

the masks show identities I switch around with. Demon mask bc my mother thinks of me this way, and the jealous woman mask (right) because I'm resentful. the broken fox mask bc I don't know who I am.