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Hello.. dear my supporters.

I have to apologize to my supporters regarding the content set. I'm sorry.

The work on the content set isn't finished yet.

My mental state is so poor right now that I can't focus on it.

For now, I'll work on it for a few more hours until today and then release the content set.

I probably won't be able to add variations for pubic hair on/off. I'm sorry.

I'll have to think about what to do after I finish the content set.

I don't know how to recover.

I even received mental health counseling over the phone, but it didn't help.

I feel like I've held it in for too long and it's finally come crashing down. I'm sorry.

No matter how much I think about it, nothing feels enjoyable or enjoyable. I feel like I've lost the meaning of life. I'm sorry.

For now, I'll try to draw I can on the content set until today.

I'm sorry.

Comments

Black Heart

Dont have to apologize, dont bash yourself like that Take some time off if you need, get some rest, maybe take suggestions from comments from a post if you dont know what to do? Love your art regardless, don't be so hard on yourself Lim

LIMGAE

Haha.. Thanks for the encouragement. But nothing is fun. Nothing good is happening. There's not a single hopeful outlook. It's not easy. I don't think taking a break will make a difference. I can't even take a break. Haha.. There's no way. I'm sorry to say this. There's nothing for me.

Black Heart

There is something for you, but have yet to find it, maybe talking on a deeper way about what's troubling you can help vent some of the feelings you have right now

LIMGAE

I can't imagine myself in the future. I can't imagine becoming a popular artist with hundreds of thousands of followers, tens of thousands of likes, or earning thousands of dollars a month. I feel like what I draw is ultimately art that only a select few enjoy. I wanted to be a popular artist, but I realized I don't have that talent. It's sad, but that's the reality. I guess there's nothing I can do about it. I don't know if I'll get better after this content set ends. I feel like I've lost hope. Haha... I'm sorry to say this. You can just ignore it. Thank you.

Justin

Perhaps these types of posts are cathartic for you and I do think it is mostly healthy to expel your thoughts, however, it does feel like these thoughts are unhealthy. I understand the circular dilemma you are facing but your health and mental health should come first. It sounds like you should talk to someone in person rather than over the phone. I don't want to retread everything said in past conversations but I feel like (in my opinion) we (your patreons) aren't just consumers but we are fans of what you do. So it is a bit upsetting when you put yourself down with these negative thoughts. I think your artwork is top notch. The colors, the shading, attention to detail (If you could you probably would make it so we could see dust mites on the characters skin), anatomy, even imaginative concepts and compositions. I think it might be healthy to set some short term goals. As they say, Rome wasn't built in a day. Instead of trying to fix everything you think is inadequate all at once perhaps pick a few to work on at a time. Take it one day at a time. Stay strong LIMGAE 🫂

LIMGAE

Haha... They say that men produce more female hormones as they age. Haha... I think that's why my mental health is getting weaker. Haha... Or maybe my lifestyle has changed recently, and I'm lacking vitamin D because I go for walks in the evenings. Anyway, I hope my condition improves since I'll be able to draw more freely starting in November with a new work pattern. Haha... I'm sorry for continuing to show you my bad side. I'll start over with a fresh mind from now on. Thank you.

Mickaschke

Maybe im a little late to the party this time, so i dont know if my take here matters or not, but i gonna comment regardless. Definitely the heftiest crashout ive seen coming from you and that is truly heartbreaking to see. Sometimes i wish i could help you even just the tiniest bit, like giving you a hug or anything to console you. Other people might already said everything by now, be it in previous posts or in this one (besides me, who only yaps and throw nice words at you). They care as much as i do about you whether as a supporter, fan or simply being part of the community, otherwise nobody would listen to your yapping by volunteer, would they? Im aware you still aiming high if but rather slowly, which to me is still completely fine, but this 'unstabilitly' seems to be a major roadblock to this very day. Your health should always come first, regardless of much time you take for each content piece. As i said, i wish i could do more than just saying nice things to you (im not rich myself, so i sadly cant help with money), but me saying you should take a break wont do much, aye? Take it slow and stay strong, LIMAGE. You are better than you perceive yourself and THAT is a fact! MfG

LIMGAE

Thank you for your advice and encouragement. Nothing good has happened lately (last year and this year). There's nothing to hope for. Haha. I think things were much better back then (5-7 years ago). Back then, I had hopes that if my drawing skills improved, I'd become more popular, earn more money, and become a great artist. And back then, I got a lot of DMs asking for commissions and other work. But I haven't gotten any messages like that in the past few years. Haha. My drawing skills have improved a lot since then, but I'm having a harder time financially and my popularity has dropped. I need to see a path forward, but I can't see where I'm going. It's not easy. I have to live by not looking at my problems and not worrying about them as much as possible. Haha. There's no answer. I just need to try my best not to worry, but I feel like I've lost control of myself. I think it's time to turn to modern medicine. Haha. Anyway, I guess I'll just have to try to survive. Haha... Thank you.