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Ultimatia (Patreon)

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2026-05-09 09:56:22
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Hello.. dear my supporters.

It's "Ultimaita(Ragna crimson)" work.

Work finish was delayed much more than my expectation. So I'm a little upset. Haha...

Last time, I said I started drawing "Jacinthe" work, but the work has changed. Hahaha.

Actually, I planned to draw this work with very simple details for painting practice, but the plan went wrong. Haha... I'm sorry..

These days, I'm using all my attention and mind only on drawing.

At first, I thought it was a good phenomenon, but lately, I'm suffering because my head is full of negative thoughts about my work. Haha...

Many supporters left during last March and April, and my SNS and Pixiv pages became a mess. Haha.

I'm confused about where to start fixing. Haha...

I also think that I should change my work method.

I'm thinking if I should try something like a challenge. Like a challenge to finish within 3 or 4 days. Haha...

I think the painting detail part, which I thought was my art style, is just my useless obsession. Haha...

It is a May where my head becomes complicated. Haha...

Anyway, I will try to draw the next works quickly.

Thank you.

Have a nice weekend.

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LIMGAE

I still like drawing, but I have nothing I want to draw. Haha... It is strange. I do not know what I should draw. Since I started uploading works to SNS and my personal pages again, I cannot help but be conscious of the view counts after all. Haha... So, negative factors like my reality situation and problems of my work started to fill my head again. Haha... Since nothing is fun, I do not have feelings for anything. So, I do not have a desire to draw fan art, either. And my thoughts about the details, which I thought were my art style, are changing negatively. I thought that I should change the direction of my work. I decided to change my practice method, too. For a while, I will try to draw low-quality, bad drawings. Haha... I think I should increase my resistance to the shame when I draw low-quality drawings. Honestly, my head is so complicated right now that it is not easy to judge what to do or what to start first. It might be a misunderstanding that I must change something because my anxiety is growing and I'm getting impatient. It is not easy to manage my mentality these days.

dakco

When do you plan on drawing Juno?

Ultra

Beautiful work! She has a really cute face and cute bottom too! It's the perfect combo

Antifaith

I think your work speaks for itself, it's incredible and unique, I'd like to see whatever direction you'd like to take your art in! Your works are so high detail and intentional, I do not think simpler works would be bad.

Beanz

BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THANK YOU. this looks amazing <3

Mickaschke

I know it gets mentioned almost every time, but your 'realistic artstyle' will always be unique no matter how different you see it. And even you trying to draw 'low quality', i cannot see any difference from the usual drawings you do. Maybe thats a curse for being a member for many years by now? That even your older works feel fresh to this day when i revisit them? I surely cant speak for anyone struggling with mentality, but im sure even if its just for a brief moment, you can reignite some spark for drawing content as you usually do. Just dont fixate yourself onto too many challenges at once, not to make it any worse. And btw, no clue who that is but she looks insanely pretty. Keep it up 👌

LIMGAE

Even though I ask myself many questions and analyze with AI, I do not know well how to solve this. Haha... Actually, I think the problem is that I want to solve everything too fast and impatiently. These days, since nothing is fun, I have nothing to focus on or think about except drawing, and that is also a problem. Haha... Because I only think about drawing, the power of negative things seems to become stronger. It is more like that because of the unstable reality. Haha... What I need is not drawing skills, but I think I need psychiatric medicine. I will visit a hospital soon. Haha.🤣 Thank you.(✿◡‿◡)

LIMGAE

Thank you very much!(❁´◡`❁)

LIMGAE

Thank you so much!😪

LIMGAE

soon? haha.. I will draw this month. Don't worry.

LIMGAE

Haha... I'm considering drawing with simpler and more basic descriptions. I will draw only the parts I want to emphasize in detail.😞 I think I should evaluate myself objectively and give up what I should give up. Haha... Thank you!(✿◡‿◡)

Justin

The doodles / practice you post on here and SNS, if those are considered "low quality" they still seem very good. It would be interesting to understand the threshold LIMGAE has for level of quality. Perhaps if you can identify that as well, perhaps you could streamline the process to get to that level more quickly (if speed is your issue). That being said, it seems that most people around here don't mind waiting as long as something is made. Be it two weeks or two months, (at least for myself) I've never been disappointed with your output. We're all riding along with LIMGAE and it's nice to see what happens along the way.

LIMGAE

Haha... It seems that the problem is my anxiety and pressure grew because my reality situation is not stable. I think I want to solve problems quickly and see the results quickly.😞 In my head, I think it will get better if I draw works at my current pace, but I keep having doubts. Haha... But... I keep thinking that my current work method is not very good for me or for the supporters, so I think a change is necessary. Haha...😅 It is not easy... Haha... Anyway, I will manage my mentality well and get through this well. Thank you.(✿◡‿◡)