past versions of myself (Patreon)

I cant believe I was so insecure about myself around the time these photos were taken (2017/2018?) I felt ugly, didn't like my body, felt bad about my hair. I look at these pictures now and wonder why? What was so wrong with me that I couldn't like myself back then? I would give anything to be able to go back in time and really appreciate myself and walk with more confidence. I do miss that figure.. but then I realize that I should be appreciating my current version just as much. I'm still me.. I've filled out in good places too. But tonight I can't help but compare and wish my stomach was small like that again.

PC: David Dodson, whom I get to work with again later in the AM.