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I’ve been putting off writing this because I feel like every time I take a break from some aspect of my work here that I’m somehow letting you down. Unfortunately, I gotta do this. I really need a break from the comic. This is for several reasons, and right now seems like a good time to do it because I’m between scenes.

Lately I’ve noticed I’m just completely artistically burned out because the comic takes so much creative energy. It’s not even a matter of time (although it does take a lot of time too.) I have time to work on things, but lately when I sit down it’s more and more of a slog to draw. It’s not art block; it’s just me being mentally drained.

You might have noticed that I haven’t posted any art of Pulsar in some time, and not very much color work in general. I definitely miss doing that, and several other things that need more thinking behind them which I haven't had the energy for. I just feel like I need to work on literally anything else right now.

I’m going to take the month of October off from working on / thinking about the comic. Among the other things I mentioned, I also feel like I just need some time to reflect on it, and to more conscientiously consider exactly how the ending is going to go. There’s something to be said for taking a break from something you’ve been doing consistently for so long. Your brain needs that time to ‘level up’ as it were. So I’m kinda hoping to give myself room for that as well.

I do plan to keep doing commissions. I'll be opening for them again next week. Doing sketches has been working really well for me because they don't take up so much time and energy. I just need to give myself a little bit of creative breathing room and work on other projects to recharge.

Thanks for your understanding and support <3

-Pulsar

Comments

Atromus

So you're saying you need a... shift in your perspective? I'm sorry.

Kibeth

Completely understandable! Creative activity or not it's hard to work on one thing exclusively for a long time.

Riz Lysander

Totally understand, I hope your break goes well! <3

AngelBatter

It's good to hear that you're going to take care of yourself first before anything, you're health is important.

The Producer

Take a break my guy! Your wellbeing always comes first.

Piper Malone

Yes please take a break of it has become a burden. Take as much time as you need! Take care of yourself

Blockhead

it IS hard to focuse, keep creative and stay on point for such a long time, the main thing is not "burn yourself out" and as long as you can manage yourself correctly you can achieve anything, and no, it is not leeting us down, high quality stuff take time and a LOT of breaks

ebu

when you're feeling empty, it helps to take a break and refill the tank! ;3

Darquirrin

I think art slowly becomes like any job when you start publishing/sharing it on a schedule. Work. And like work, you can love what you do and still pay a high price for doing that work consistently and at a high degree of professionalism and proficiency. And creative work, regardless of the field, is mentally and physiologically draining. I think you are well within your rights to take breaks. You don't really owe us anything but clear communication which you are good about doing. Give yourself some grace and patience, take a break. We'll be here in the corner oogling the porn till you get back. =D

Amethystine

We are here to support you as an artist, whatever that means, each day. If you have no drive to make a certain kind of art, don't! If your health as an artist means making NO art at all for a bit, to rest or regain energy, then that's what we are supporting.

Peameal

It's okay to take a break! <3

H_R

Breaks are important for refreshing and wellness! 💪

Pulsar

Yeah, I talked about that in the panel I did at AC last year. Doing something like this full time means it's work. It can be fun too but ultimately it's a job, and everything that entails. I appreciate it though. :> I guess the thing I'm more concerned about is that people are paying for the content. So I feel like when I can't deliver on the promised 2 pages a month or whatever, that I'm not upholding my end of the deal. But on the other hand, individual artists aren't machines and I can't just pump out stuff the way a larger corporation can. So I just need to shift gears for a bit.

9Lion

Totally understandable. Like the punchline of good joke, the ending of a story needs to land properly and if you're pushing yourself too hard, sometimes you can't see it until you take step back. Take some time off, draw some bird butts, and enjoy yourself!

Mathew322

Dude don't even worry about it, you do what's right for you as long as you need and screw everyone that says otherwise! 💚

stratavos

when you're ready, we are still here.

Simon Aquarius

Been there before, can say it's also tempting to just not finish a comic sometimes.