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About Jeannie (Patreon)

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2025-11-01 19:52:52
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2026-06

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Ivan Babenko

Finally we get some updates about the situation

GingerHitman

We weren't here JUST because of Jeannie. Yeah, we've loved her for years. But we've loved you just as much for years. You're just as important has her and we always have your back! <3

FatManChew

It’ll always bros before pandos. MxR lives on. Also props to Kai for filling in.

idris rashid

Love you bro keep your head up.

Jayson D.

I love both of you guys but I was ALWAYS here for Henry. From Skyrim and Fallout mod videos to reaction videos to now. You the man, Henry.

Andrew Johnson

Sorry bud I know it sucks. It will take time.

Frogus

I liked MxR because Henry. Also nice ladder.

zippy the dragon

I'm just here for the fun vids. You are Kai are good together! Plus, she is a hottie, so there's that....

Enki Damu

Love you dude :)

Leonard Taylor

As much as it hurt to lose Jeannie, doesn't mean we won't support you too Henry. I'm a sub to Jeannie stream and your Patreon. I love both of you guys and either together or separate and gonna always love and root for both of you to win. Keep doing what you're doing and send Kai our love too

The25thBam

We’re here man, and you’re doing great. You don’t have to fully let go, but you’re moving forward every day and that’s what matters and what counts. Love you man

Andy Carranza

We do understand and wish you the best Henry

Jumpingfun80

thank you kindly for the update, to be clear we arent entitled to it it is your personal life but thank you anyways for letting us see through the veil to the otherside even just a little bit take care henry

SafeguardJeff

Keep taking care of yourself man 💪

jimmy perez

You will always be our King and she will always be our Queen

Skyllex101

I was gone for awhile wtf happened?

John Louis

Everything happens for a reason. Stay strong bro!

Ronald Hodgson

Doesn't really answer much but I understand. You and Kai moved back together?

Shoelid

🫡 ty for update, nice lego collection keep doing things that you love

Austin Vaughn

Bro, I've been on this train since Skyrim Mods weekly before Jeannie even entered the picture. I've always been here for you. Jeannie was a nice bonus, but this has always been about following and supporting Henry for me. Hope things look up for you.

Big J

I hope you’re doing okay man

serguzzle

It takes a lot to speak candidly about your insecurities and about a break-up of this level. Hope that this is part of your healing and that you're able to come into your own again. I understand being non-specific about it even though some folks just want the tea. I still talk with my therapist about my former fiancee and how I struggle to move forward when I have reminders of her all across our house. You never stop loving someone when you've been together like this. But remember that they grow as you do. Depending on what led to your agreement to split, remember that she will never be who she used to be to you, and vice-versa. You are different people now. Hold your Jeannie in a relationship close to your heart, but Jeannie is someone else now, and if you reconnect, respect that difference.

Adejandro Medina

Ahh no worries Henry ik there's a lot of weirdos making assumptions and crazy remarks but I will always support you

AJESPI520

Just going to the best of your ability Hery! With Kai or whoever else you get to react with you we'll still enjoy it! 👏👏😁👍

Areg Ghazaryan

Stay strong Henry, love you (no homo)

Skyland

Get a passport, you won't regret it out there. Put the videos from Thailand, Vietnam, Japan, etc here for us.

Blackirish

We will always be here for both of u, even if your paths have split. We appreciate your commitment to making content and being transparent with us, even though u don't owe anyone an explanation

InkNspired

I was here for the both of you but I still want to stick around even if she’s not here. You guys genuinely brightened my day whenever you posted!

NB

I’m glad you’re still pushing forward. It was a long and serious relationship and it can fuck you up. It was nice for you to check in and make an update

NoLifer445

Our Queen have left the kingdom, BUT WE REMAIN LOYAL TO OUR KING OF IMMERSION! Stay strong Henry better times are coming. 🙏🙏🙏

LazyFanKaibigan

I think those that stayed are here for your humor. That’s what one of the things that had me hooked. Would you ever go back to doing gameplay?

Steven Padilla Jr

I haven’t been here since your Skyrim days, but, I did start watching you and Jeanie for more than a few years now. It is sad that she’s…gone. But it doesn’t feel right to just, leave. I still love the videos you post, I still respect and admire your will to keep moving even after all the hell of YouTube and other junk. I’m not sure what the future holds for you but, I’m certain that if you keeping moving through the darkness, eventually, you’ll find light.

Truce Peters

Love you, man. Stay strong. Heartbreak and moving on is one of the hardest things in life.

Rod Holcomb

Thanks for the video Henry. Keep putting out good content, I will keep watching.

SantzRR

I have been watching your videos since middle school. I am graduating from college this year. I do miss Jeannie but I mainly stayed because your videos have always been funny. From the old reaction videos to even now. It has been a wild ride but your content is still just as good as then. I also understand about love. I have loved someone for so long but I can never extinguish the flame that it lit in me. It is hard but I think it is beautiful to carry on a part of someone else in you. It's one of the biggest shows of trust in my eyes. I hope you do well and I will be here watching and waiting for new videos :)

Gabriel Quintana

We all like Jeannie but your as important to your fans as she ever was stay strong.

Drift Samurai

Not gonna lie I miss Jeannie too but life goes on. Still will support your content through thick in thin bro.

Ice man

Jeesh some people expect to be told everything you said you broke up that is all we need to know. Rest is your business only. But thanks for explaining what you wanted to explain

ZekeCloud

Henry. please take care of your self. breaking up a long relationship like that takes a massive toll on you. the pain is torturous I know but please take care of your self. do what you can to heal and I truly wish you the best in the future

Cu-sith

You guys happen to break up the same time me and my ex did. I consider you a battle buddy now you can travel and refresh yourself with new experiences i wouldn't mind showing you places in Alaska if you would like.

Javier Cruz

Life is both.... good and bad..... love a woman is not easy to lose...... you are best bro.... and love your video big bro... you're 5 years older than me.... i love your video

Clemens (장노을)

Of course we OGs from Skyrim mods days are still around 😁 Yes dude, I agree that when you love a woman deeply it never really goes away. Stay strong and You and Kai are incredibly fun to watch too! It wasn't all about Jeannie. Don't feel pressured into making videos with her again. 🤗

Quinton Brent

Love you all, but I was always here for your content. Keep your head up.

it's just taylor

You should never expect to love someone new like someone before. Because you'll love them in a whole other way. The love you feel was generated by you not her. We're all unique with unique qualities. I would be upset with myself if I wanted the exact some things from a new love. Like our fingerprints no 2 are alike. And yes you will always love Jeannie. Don't ever try to kill that because that is a part of you. Make new memories with a new love.

reynedd

Thinking of you dude, I know it's not an easy thing to go through. It's cliche to say it gets better over time but it's true, hang in there. Sending love and hugs.

Chaim Brooks

I was hoping you would address something of the sort those of us who are still here understand, that if you where going to address the Jeanie thing you would do it on your own terms. Break ups can be hard and staying friends with an ex can be hard too, although we do hope that one day you will be able to have Jeanie on again, we understand that’s it won’t be any time soon. Remember we are here for you if you want to share your personal stuff or not remember that we are a safe place for you even if we aren’t there physically with you, you have our support.

Robert Ball

I love you Henry, maximum homo.

Landon92

Been following y'all since 2019 brother. Wish I could continue. However I lost my job in September and will have to cancel my paid membership till I get a new one. I've been living off of savings and credit cards to support my family. Good luck in all your endeavors and grieving.

Charles

Speaking for myself, and maybe others might agree. We got you, and at this point we are fam. I followed back when it was just you, through the whole relationship start, to her joining into the channel, till this day. If you've wondering why i stayed around, it has always been you bro. You started this, and you are genuinely entertaining and enjoyable to watch. Keep your head up, do as you do, and we will be here to have your back. Btw, love seeing my wife kai on the channel 😁.

Who2b

This video shows just how much of an actual man you are. Keep on loving and stay strong, always cherish the moments. We cherish are moments with you, thats why were still here!

Canadian4991

Henry, I'm a lurker from Skyrim Mods. I'm also a widower, nobody here needs to know what happened between you and Jeannie. What is important is that the love was real and that life will always be there to throw any fu*kin one of us for a loop. Neither of you will ever owe us that "explanation." It is endearing to all of us that watched your relationship over the years, as painful as things may be now, nothing lasts forever. It's been nearly 5 years since my significant other passed and only in the past 2 weeks have I met someone I can be open with. Nobody knows what tomorrow will bring. Keep your chin held high brother, what is need not ever be.

Caleb

Hey Henry. Hope your doing well. I'm glad to see your in a place where you feel like you can talk about what's going on. It shows you're healing and that's all that really matters right now. I know from experience how this sort of thing can affect a guy and I can tell you it does get better. You just gotta keep trucking along and work on rediscovering who you are as an individual. Often times the hard part about loosing a long standing relationship like that is figuring out what it means to be 'you' again. The you without the other person. It's tough but it helps to remember that you are enough. You have people who love you and want to see you succeed. Your friends, your family, your community all feel for you and support you. Just keep working on moving forward, man. You got this.

Fox god

I found you through MxR Plays, so yes the appeal was the dynamic you and Jeannie had that made me a fan. But I'm still here because after all this time, I'm a fan of both of you, and Kai. I'll continue to support all of you as you've provided us with great content over the years. Not to be parasocial,as I don't know you all, but you all seem like nice folks and I'll still be around. I know exactly how you feel in regard to the love for an ex sticking with you. It gets better with time. But what's important is that you have a good support system to get you through this. I know Kai considers you one of her best friends, and maybe you have more people like that. They're going to help you get through this. I know we're paying for these videos, but I don't think you owe us anything. If you need to take a break just let us know and those who want to pause the payments can do so. Others like me will probably keep paying for a bit. Or maybe you find it's better to keep making content to keep yourself busy. Whatever works for you, I'm here for it. I think the vlog style returning instead of just reaction videos is a nice thing, as you get to go out and do things and share it with us instead of trapping yourself indoors 24/7. I don't know what my point is. I guess just that I hope things get better for you, and I'll be here.

KingMarkus22

We understand and it’s ok, these things take time. Sometimes u have to let a good thing go for them and for yourself, be strong we are here and we still support ya brother.

The Doge Father

take care of yourself bro! You will never stop loving, but you are allowed to decide to have new love if you want it in the future. I believe the majority of us already knew you were hurting badly and didn't want this path. Losing someone you thought was your forever is hard as hell and sorry the sympathies of a stranger aren't worth more buddy!

Krewsader69

I personally stayed, because I think you are a good and fun guy and I enjoy the content. OFC it's not the same without jeannie, but you're still king immersion though. I understand very well, how painful this is, getting remembered ob all the great times you shared, and she might never fully leave your heart, but one day it won't hurt that much anymore. Don't want to spread these fake ass wisdoms or so on. Just wanna say, we're gonna stay and when you need some time off, take it. Don't

Per Gustafsson

Take care of yourself Henry. Breaking up hurts. And it might do so for a while. I'm 46, married, but with a few old exes in the luggage and they stay with you to some degree. But it fades. It's like the Robbie Williams song No Regrets "often I sit down and think of you for a while. And then it passes me by and I think of someone else instead." And don't think you need to stay strong. It's perfectly ok to break down.

Matty Schultz

Hey Henry: I know the feeling you speak of.... and it is very hard to let someone go. If I were you, I'd maybe talk more to some men about stuff like this. Maybe join an all male help group or something. For me, when I was in rehab and try to sort my life out, the best thing were the all Male Group, where it was just a bunch of guys talking about shit. They helped out with some problems I had about getting sober and how I'd talk to my Dad about it. They all agreed that I should just talk to my Dad, man to man, and boy was that the right answer. That was the best decision I made, to talk to my Dad before he passed away from Parkinson's. Anyways bro.... Be good. You've got a lot of people rooting for you.

Ian Hefferan

We are here for you bro keep being cool and weird that's what I want at least

AlphaPrime

Yes it does pain us that Jeannie is gone but shit happen and that’s just life for you, and even though all the questions that have been asked are not answered because it is not our business it doesn’t mean we will stop supporting any of you when life gives you shit, we just got to make kool-aid out of it. But jokes aside keep doing what you are doing and we will see what time will tell

Paul

I still do like you. You seem like a good lad. It's true that I miss the old dynamic tho.

Tomiwa Ayemobuwa

Awwnn..I just happened to have made my first subscription to your patreon after your breakup. It breaks my heart as I've been fans of yours since your YouTube days but hadn't been able to earn my own money for patreon till now. I love Kai and you too anyway but it really does break my heart not to see my favourite duo together anymore

Anton Fuentes

You are the reason why I subbed and it will be for the rest of my time.

Bryan

I was never here because of Jeannie. I was here because of you. You can’t make someone love you or care about you. She doesn’t like you. Best thing you can do is move on. I know it’s hard right now I’ve been there and done that. But you will find someone else.

Richard Askren

We weren't ever here for Jeannie bro. I started watching you because of your Skyrim mod reviews which lead me to MXR plays. Love the new content with Kai, too. You guys have fun together and it shows

lenin silverio

Bruh, whoever is saying to you they miss Jeannie is an asshole. You guys broke up and she was great but it's time to move on for both you and the audience. We are still here because you have a relatable sense of humor that we share, that's it. You can bring on guests and watch videos and cook stuff or whatever and that is enough, as long as it's funny, no explanation needed. Being heart broken is GAYYY!!!!!

alex schwarz

You’re appreciated man, never forget that. I started watching cause of you, but stuck around cause of the atmosphere and fun vids. And even if it’s a little different now you always got my support

Unaffected Covid

We love you, too, man... chin up, my boy!! I peeked in on Jeannie's Twitch live stream once and left in her comment section that I miss her, but tbh, I always wanted Kai to be in that chair. I feel that Kai is more suited for the type of content that you all review. Not that I didn't enjoy watching Jeannie cringe all the time. I just think that Kai is fuccin hot and she's not yours, so I can flirt with her. THERE! I SAID IT. I'm weak for Kai. Oh no! I'm a simp. 🤦🏾😳

Brian Calapini

I have been with you since the skyrim days and just want you to know we support you!!

Christian Christainsen

Hey, growing up watching mxr, it gave me a very good impression on love and how close and compassionate a couple can be. And I loved to rewatch old YouTube videos of SAD etc and living vicariously through your relationship. But I want you to know that no matter what happens you will always have loyal fans and people who support you no matter what. People love you for you and it doesn’t matter who the cohost is.

Jonathan

The reason I didn't leave was because I enjoy watching these types of videos over watching twitch in general, but whatever happens happens and I just hope for the best when it comes to you and Jeanni, and so far I've enjoyed watching you and Kai react to videos as well as do other stuff.

Larry B

I know how much a break up can hurt, after personally going through a divorce. It can take years, but eventually you make peace with your feelings and hopefully-- your ex. I miss Jeannie too, and while you guys had a great dynamic together, I'm also willing to stick around as long you're still uploading with a co-host. I think most people feel the same way, and that without that familiar back and forth, teasing each other, it would be a tough sell since I don't think you have the right energy to do this solo.

Dtravesty

I stayed cause I always want to support you both, I did initially find you from the Skyrim Mod days and stuck in for the long run. Things change over time, things are loved and lost, and that’s okay. It’ll take time, and don’t hesitate if you need to take time to care for yourself. Sure it’s different but we’re all here for something that brought us and wanted to say. For me it’s always been the community and the laughs, and the fact your always genuine. Glad to hear from you again and hope your taking care. Much love brother

STomas

Yeah I would say that it's good for the both of you to stay apart for now. Don't feel pressure in getting Jeannie back to the videos just because people say that they miss her. Think of yourself first and your mental state.

BlaZeR

I feel you on the love will never be able to go away, its been one year since my divorce and the exact same things happen to me with seeing places that we'd go and its devastating. Everyone says it gets easier but I dont think thats 100% true. I think it just gets more dull and you're able to not give it your full focus. Being strong isn't always keeping a image of being okay, so when you get down over this talk to friends or family, they will never turn you away. Much love ❤️

Thomas

Love you, Henry. I know it must have been really hard for you to dig it all back up just for a quick little video like this, but just know that it's normal to shut down from people when you're going through a tough point in your life. Change or no change, you still produce the same kind of content that I'm here for. It's not going to get any easier, the memories will still remain, but you'll certainly find ways to cope throughout. Give yourself some love. You're doing great!

10_wolf

Bruh! You're good! We're here for YOU!

Justin BaeBae

Sorry for the hurt brother. Keep doing what you are doing. Enjoying this new chapter with you and Kai. Just don't over think it and stress out, have fun and we will too.

10_wolf

I've said it before but, STAY STRONG! Your worst days of feeling down may not be behind you but take it from me (Divorced now, married 10yrs), you will be back up again! It may seem like an abyss you can't climb out of sometimes but, you will climb out of it! It will be behind you as a distant memory and you will emerge solid, strong, and closer to your final form.

Mark Jensen

Henry, I found MxR Plays while going through my breakup. I will be here with you through yours.

DatManJB

You’re the goat bro! Jeannie was great too ofc but I stayed and stuck with your channel because of your unique comedy and fun personality. You’re a hard worker plus talented–don’t let that go man. That’s what allows us men to keep chasing what we want. I just hope if your head is in a tough place you focus on what you originally wanted or planned to create when you became a creator and do it! You got it mane keep it up.🙌🏾🫶🏾🤞🏾

Bert Derauw

Hey Henry, firstly i would like to thank you for the video, i must admit i've been wondering about how you were doing and what's going on in your life at this moment without Jeannie. You're right about men feeling love imo. I have felt and always will feel the same as you do about someone you truly love, you can't just hit a button and turn it off, at least for me it doesn't work that way so i know what you're going through and man it must really suck to have all those feelings. I really hope you can enjoy some things in your life at this moment because you're going to need that. Secondly, i've been following you since before Jeannie and alway loved your content. I must say that Jeannie brought something along that made it better and that was that you seemed happy. Seeing you happy made me want to come back more for you next clip and Jeannie was always so nice too. I wasn't there for Jeannie nor for Kai now but i do love seeing both of them and while i see that Kai is more on your level of humour, Jeannie brought somehting loveable to the screen but the whole point i started watching was your videos Henry. Skyrim was so cool i could never get enough even when i stopped playing, i needed to see some videos or mods and even as a console player i could only dream of all the mods so i started watching your channel. You gave me something to dream of, mods i could never play and my bro Henry was showing me all these amazing mods. I felt like you were my brother showing me something cool and me just being happy my brother was interested in showing me his interests. So Henry, i just want to say, i will always be here for you, not just as a subscriber, not only as someone who watches your videos but also as a friend. Maybe not everyone here wants to be your friend because some of them just enjoy being here and watch your videos but i will always see you as a friend, even if we're worlds apart, i live in Belgium 😜 i'll always be there if you need a shoulder to cry on, an ear to talk to or just a presence if you ever feel alone. As a friend or as a brother from another mother i cab honestly say i love you man, not romantically of course but really so as a friend. You've been keeping me from dark moments too in my life with your videos so, thank you Henry!

King Tonic

Life is a journey and at times we meet people that we want to be there for the whole run. So, I know how you feel best of wishes to everyone and keep moving forward man. Time heals all wounds if you let it.

J

I'm not from the Skyrim mod days but I started watching you guys back during the pandemic. Your videos helped me through some dark times back then. I know I'm not alone in that. We'll be here for you now, Henry.

Edward Garcia

I been watching you since before you ever revealed your face. You're a good dude, Henry, we'll keep coming back 🤘

Damon

I feel your pain bud, been there after 13 yrs with my ex. Love never goes away, you just learn to live with pain but it will get easier. Were still here for ya and loving the content you put out with kai! At least in my opinion its as good or better with Kai!

David Coreas

i started watching around when you and jeannie started dating I love her but I stick around because of how funny and real you are man. I loved the videos then and i still love them now! Keep doing the best you can i know ill still be here waiting for next video every time.

Tim McKenzie

Hey man we feel you, most have been there ourselves. Keep that head up bud, it'll get easier over time and you still got plenty of "friends" here to chill with. I know i ain't the only one that feels this way and not everyone can afford it, but shit i'll straight up fly out and chill w you sometime brother, don't nobody gotta go through something like that alone my dude. It'd be cool to meet up and hang out sometime if you just need a buddy to waste some time with, though I ain't gonna just stalk you 😂 but fr look dude you ain't just "Henry and Jeannie" you're your own man and just don't hold yourself back from being that badass you know you are brother. Much love from TX, and keep that fuckin chin high bro cause life ain't done with your ass yet

Cldstrife

As has been said in many comments before me, we understand that pain. We will continue to be together for you.

Blackzero123

Honestly I stayed watching because of your humor Henry. Jeanne did add to it but mostly your content was mainly reason

JJ JingleheimerSchmidt

At this point anyone who isn't a troll and truly misses Jeannie also knows full well where to access her content and doesn't have to bring it up as if that will change things to suit them.

Johnny Dough

While I understand that it's your business, I couldn't help but wonder why you and Jeannie broke up? I have seen many couples on YouTube breakup, and they always explained why, but you never have. Can you tell us what caused you two to break up?

TKayOn1

Sending all my love and strength, buddy! Omg this made me emotional... When I first started watching your videos i was (I guess we both were) a kid.. i was getting out of high school in 2012. Several relationships later and coming out on the other end of depression, I can say I've grown quite a bit, and it's always been a pleasure of mine to watch U grow with me. There were plenty of us back then, and if coz we're still here! sometimes there are joys and sometimes there just isn't, and growing up is realising that things are just the way they are. Its never easy to accept changes in life, but at least you've got all Ur subscribers here! With Love from Hong Kong

Stash O’neill

IMPORTANT MESSAGE: Do not leave your Lego or other collectibles sitting in direct sunlight as they will bleach. I learned the hard way and now have a yellow R2-D2. Also, I’ve been watching you since the pandemic and love both of you guys. It’s a shame the two of you aren’t doing videos together(for now) but, I’ll still support the two of you no matter what. You’re a good dude and that’s why we’re still here.

Dog Dad Jokes

The way your energy matches Kai's is one of the prime reasons that we watch, Henry, and will continue to do so. Although it was nice when Jeannie was there, the common denominator was always you, brochacho, as we'd enjoy your interactions with others, whoever they may be. And Kai certainly has put in her time-in-grade to become the perfect interactive foil for your personality to keep us all invested. We're not going anywhere.

Reigys

Sucks to see the love fade. Yet, obviously, this is MxR, and the quality is still great.

Nico

good you have a great pall like kai to help you out

Logan Cadorette

Brother, that was pretty vulnerable of you. I can fully empathize with you too. I loved a woman and married here but it didn't work out and she left. Your feelings are valid and you probably will feel them for Jeannie for a very long time. It's been years since my girl left but I still feel it. On the positive side, the pain isn't as acute and debilitating as it once was. I remember being down for days after a memory was triggered too. Hang in there and maybe seek some counseling if you aren't already. Its a good way to process those feelings. Thank you for continuing to produce the content you do. I know its hard to want to do anything in the wake of a heat break like this.

Xavier Hosking

keep it strong bud! we still love the content you are putting out. just keep doing what makes you laugh and have fun. that is all.

Eleazar D.

Im Here because She was with you and at the beginning I was thinking of how much fun you both are and the energy you both give eachother. I hope you get through with all this brother. And you're probably right, you will probably love her for the rest of your life, but you will learn how to live with it. We all do... all the best!

Kelb

What kind of cunt would say "I miss Jeanie" in these comments? They were together for like 10 years. Whatever we're feeling about this, Henry's going through some real shit. Henry, stay strong brother. It will always hurt at least a little but it does get better with time. You're gonna make it, man.

Aivjiol

Thank you for all the content and memories. Continue to do what brings you joy and hopefully that’s more videos haha. But also find what fulfillment you can from life in the meantime. Make sure you’re good first, we will be here.

Kenneth Mitchell

Do you know what I miss more than Jeannie, Henry? The creative genius you put into every video review of mods for Fallout and Skyrim. That was all YOU, by the way. Many of us in here do miss the Jeannie dynamic in your reaction videos, yet here we are, lining up for your content every week. (The Kai factor helps!) Rub some dirt on it, take a knee and drink some water, and know this too shall pass. We’ll still be here.

Rael

Good update. We are all spinning in this big Earth together.

Stikz Level857

We're here for you and your hilarious content. Kai is an awesome addition too so keep it up and we'll be here.

Suki Maidaung

That was sad to watch bro. You should have more faith in yourself. Jeannie was only half of the duo. Yes she was the cutesy aww, but you are the Stifler unfiltered comedian. While things are different now, that's not exactly a bad thing. People were already accustomed to Kia's presence before hand. And even if she hadn't stepped up to the role, you had tons of fans long before the co-host era. So chin up. You're worth more then you think. You are both doing a great job. Thank you.

Phule

I was never here for Jeanie

Valentine Everain

Yeah, we all miss J to a degree, and for you more so because you are in love, and that doesnt diminish completely. But as to why we are still here, we were here before the face reveal, we were here before Recorder, and we'll be here for the next big thing to happen. Keep doing what you are doing, at your own pace, and the vibes will keep flowing. Dont even trip Broski.

Bria

I found you before Recorder mod was even a thing, before Potastic became Panda Queen and she entered all of our hearts. Love her, love you, love Kai, I have so much love for the Krewsaders and the whole crew of people you've brought to us. Life sucks sometimes, relationships like what you two shared are life changing, forever and permanently, but hopefully, ultimately happen and make everyone a better person as a result, regardless of whether it ends. You're an amazing guy, and you've been a huge, integral, valued part of my own mental health relief since I found your OG channel. I support all of you, MxR w/Kai is equally as enjoyable in different ways. New era, new fun, same MxR brand quality of humor and you henry being your wonderful self. As one of your ride or die female fans, I genuinely wish more men were like you, truly. I'm here til you retire or move move on for my part

Liam West

We are family, we hurt, we miss sure, Jeannie is still family. It's like a death right now. It stays permanently but stings less over time. Be happy we had what we did and for so long, fuck YouTube for not letting us reminisce especially over the vlog content where you were vulnerable and growing together. I hope you re-release those and others somehow yourself. Appreciate the adorable Kai, don't forget the hardship on her for longer and different ways, you both have my love, my support, my sympathy and extremely sadly right now, my empathy. Obviously you have my money and I can't get enough of your wonderful stuff. Stay strong fam, I'll always be here for you all. Have been for years, will be for more. Be you, be strong, survive and thrive.

xain

Man it's all good take a break don't push yourself. Make sure you're ok.

Phillip

We got your back! Just do what you do best, be "immersive", and pursue happiness! We are all here because of you. We aren't going anywhere. Ride or die!

Heathen

Hey brotha, first I wanna say we love you man. Second I starting watching your content back when you were in college. You got me through a lot of bs in my life at that time. So thank you for that. So I'd never stop supporting you unless something crazy happened. Third I like Jennie too and I know she became a huge part of your life and ours as Krewsaders. I don't know what happened between you two. But I'm going to support you both. I also really like Kaii and I'm happy shes still here for us and for you. I really hope that you find happiness in this life man. I feel you really deserve that. Thanks for not giving up Henry. 💜

John Nathan

Bro I joined for Fall Out 4 mods and stayed cause you kept things fun and real. It would be weak to leave when you change happens because all life happens to be is change. We are here for you, Jeannie and Kia & whomever comes along for the immersion.

Jeremiah Johnson

Dude I know what you mean, my girlfriend and I broke up as well. Our relationship was very similar to yours and I always enjoyed watching you guys on YouTube. I watched you guys while I was at work and it made me want to go home to her. Sucks that it ended though...I wish the best for you bro. I'm here for the memories and I still love your content and I'm still there for Jeannie too. We never met but I think of you as family, your videos on YouTube got me through tough times and made me laugh when I needed to. Thank you always MxRplays...

Mark Chang

Okay. Sad to hear about the breakup. Wish you the best going forward.

Denis

I don’t know what to say, just know things will get better. You and Kai are a great duo. Try to focus on you, pump some iron, go running with Ein, exercise will do wonders for your mental health. Godspeed brother!

Geroya

Love you too man. Been here since the Skyrim early days, anyone else in the videos is just a bonus. Do what makes you happy and if that means you're uploading something, we'll be here to enjoy it.

Dan

I’ve been going through a divorce after being with her since 2001. We have children together, had the perfect family till she decided she didn’t want to be family anymore. It hasn’t gotten easier nor do I think it will. I feels like I’ve lost part of me. Like I’m morning her death and in a way it is. You’re still young and I hope you find the strength you need especially on the hard days.

Carlton

Hey Henry, I just wanted to say I know how hard breakups can be, brother. My wife and I are going through a divorce after six years, so I can relate to the kind of pain you don’t always talk about. Just stay strong and keep busy, man — time really does help. Sending you strength and patience!

BuritoBndt17

Henry thanks for sharing your thoughts brother. It takes strength to share inner thoughts. In my whole 45 yrs on this earth I have never found a channel that's so funny that's constantly makes me laugh. Ive been with you since the sloot mod days and I will continue to watch. Take your time brother and find and focus on the good things. You can do this man! Take it one step at a time. You and Kai are awesome! Remember, we are here for you no matter what. Keep that head up and remember you the goat!!!!

ArsonBarson

You are allowed to have a bit more confidence in yourself Henry, you are still 50% of why I, and alot of us (guessing here) subscribe for, and Kai makes up for another 25%, so you are still 75% as entertaining as before and I am sure you will reach 100% again! Its a very small price to pay (for me) to get some funny entertainment now and then. So keep strong and power on, live and keep smiling but don't push away the sad feelings when they come.

Tom Guthery

I am enjoying the Kai videos! Very different dynamic but still a lot of fun!

Jordan Simpson

I was a fan of you and the MXR channel before Jeannie. I will continue to be a fan until you finally say to are officially retiring from making videos. I am a fan of Jeannie as well don't get me wrong, but I will always be a loyal fan of yours as well.

Raymond M

Henry: " I'm confused why people are still here" Also Henry: "Here is video of Kai doing squats(zooms in on ass)"

Owen Wadleigh

Over 50% of marriages end in divorce, and just about everyone has had a heart breaking break up in their life if they are over 25. It is the worst gut wrenching feeling. I don't think anyone truly gets over a serious relationship break up 100 percent. We just try to wall off that chunk of our heart and try to find out how to function as a single person again. There will be days when you just don't want to get out of bed, or feel you are lost and don't know what to do. That is when you need to turn to your closest friends and talk it out. Whomever you are closest to in your life now, I'm sure they are talking with you, and I know from past experience that talking to a close friend helps. It does get better, you may not feel that way now, but it will. Just try not to dwell on things if you can. Get out of the house and do things to get your mind off painful things for a while. When it happened to me 20 years ago, I felt paralyzed and couldn't function. Thank God I had good friends that pushed me to get out and be around other people and at times just talk one to one about how you feel. I swore I would give up on relationships, but after a few years I met someone who was amazing, but I kept distancing myself because I didn't want to risk pain again. Long story short she had gone through the same thing and over time we developed trust and we ended up getting married. Just hang in there and focus forward. The less time you have to let your mind drift to the past, the better you will become. You are lucky that you have a large following that cares about you. I had three that I would trust talking to about anything. Trust me, your best friend now is probably better than most therapists, so let that person help you. If you don't talk to someone you trust and you keep it all bottled up inside, it could eat you alive. Take care, stay strong, and your future will be brighter and better with each following day.

Vaultboi101

Henry, i have been watching your content since the beginning. Back with Skyrim mods . your content was the reason why i switched from console gaming to pc gaming so I could use mods at the time i only used mods that you show cased. Then you started dating Jeannie and moved on to MXR Plays my girlfriend and i watched every video. when guys couldn't post anymore on youtube anymore it was like not getting to see your best friends anymore i know weird and corny right lol. anyways then this year you and Jeannie broke up yes she was big part of your life and content but there's no rush to try to put things back to the way they were as in having her host with you even as only friends. years ago my girlfriend at that time we broke up and we tried to hang out as friends but it felt so weird and wrong like we could hang out with each other if there were other people but the moment we were alone its like we had to forget about everything we meant to each other if we wanted the friendship to last 14 years later we haven't spoken to each other we live in the same small town we past each other in the stores pretending we don't see or know each other. I guess what I'm saying is don't rush to make friendship with each other especially if just for content sake when wounds are still fresh.

Isidorn

Stay strong Henry. They say time heals everything, but I'd say love is the exception to that rule. So might as well try to move on with our lives best we can. As for the channel content. Kai is a worthy replacement and I think you'd do well on your own too. So don't be surprised we're still here.

Adam Bowman

Well, as long as Kai keeps showing up in your videos, I'm here to stay.

Marranu

ok, time heals all wounds, there are no ends just new beginnings. if the landscape in LA is to much move and with out looking back. Dallas is always looking for smart folks. and there is also space port in far south Texas. it is on the coast with giant salt water shrimp. that are just waiting to jump into your nets. if you want lower cost home and no income tax Texas is great. but just don't just lock yourself away and become a withered and angry old man. get out there and live.

Ziyn

Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Henry. We don't the know what happened BTS that led to all this, but that's your guys' cake, and if you'll share a slice, then we'll be grateful for letting us in a bit more. That's your guys' story to write, not us. We'll read the book when ya ready to publish it. I can't speak for anyone here, but for me personally, I'm still subbed and follow all 3 of you: Henry, Jeannie, and Kai. (But I think from the outpouring of comments and what not, it's evident how much support you have). Y'all have unique, beautiful, and amazing personalities and stories that you decided to share with strangers, in part, to entertain us. The three of you make me laugh and be content in your own ways and at a time before, when all of you shared the same roof. Unless one or all of you do something so egregious to bring harm to another, I won't stop supporting you guys. Keep trucking on and you do you. You're going to have your ups and downs, and smiles and cries. Stay true to yourselves, always be honest, transparent, kind, firm, fair, and consistent, and accountable, and when making mistakes--be honest about it with yourself and others (if applicable), own it, be accountable, and do better; embrace changes that come and adapt but never sacrificing the good in your life and yourself for short term gain or profit; and keep your chin up.

Warren Cotton

Feel for you Henry. I remember the feelings from many years ago. It does get easier.

SirSpinoza

Once you love someone, you can’t ever stop. If you do, it’s just the realization you never actually loved them in the first place. But moving on can be hard regardless if you wanted to end it or them.

Drsusredfish

You just need more time. You and Kai work well together.

Eggrix

I feel ya, though not public and no where near the pressure for appearances, I have a familiarity with a relationship that was for others. Though what you had wasn't for show, you didn't force it to maintain appearances. It sucks and it hurts but you're moving forward. Just keep yourself in good company and know I'll salute your support with a shot. All who are legal feel free to join in, we're not drinking to death but for life anew. Stay strong.

Finnrock

So many years ago, I subscribed to a small youtube channel run by a funny Chinese guy. Lots of things have happened between then and now, but I'm still here, and as long as there's still a "here" to be at, I'll be there.

GFP

I've been watching since before Jeannie. Appreciate the openness, but no need to worry, Henry. Just keep doing what you do. Kudos to Kai for stepping up and helping out, too.

spacebound024

I'm not a mxr og, I found mxr plays after Jennie came on....shit think it's been like 5+yrs now lol I do miss the good ol days of mxr plays...but that's not just because Jennie is here now. It's more of the same reason I like watching a lot of other content creators. People that are passionate and having fun doing what they do. It's fun seeing people have fun and since the breakup there's been this sense of unhappyness( which is very understandable). Whereas in the beginning there was so much joy. I think that's kinda what people mean when they say they miss the old days. But we are here bc we are here. We enjoy the content, we enjoy you and Kai....some of us a para social asf but most of us here understand your human dealing with human shit like the rest of us.

Esa Nuutinen

I came to check the comments because clearly Henri has a serious problem there. Lights on a book shelf are several times switching on and off in the background. Bit just the ones on top shelfs. So either Ein is somewhere on the floor chewing the the remote light switch or then those are somehow controlled of how dark it is in the room and light doesn't hit to top shelfs. Or then those are just broken and not working anymore. Could not really focus on the video because light show in the background was stealing the show. Anyways keep up the good work. I would not mind some Skirym or similar content again here too... But will watch what ever.

Andrew

Henry, been here on/off since the Skyrim mod days. Prioritize yourself, and take the time you need. We all out here doing the same.

Necoloom

i am from the skyrim era tbh it helped me when i was alone in highschool and watching your content change and grow was a gift even if things get tough just know you've always been a beacon of light for me through some seriously bad times after highschool they say things will get better but it doesn't mean the past still won't be regrettable just know that in all honesty while jeannie was a fun edition to the channel i still came for you in a way you're like a personal hero of mine.

Donnerwamp

Been watching before Jeannie was in the picture, took a decent break until 'rona, enjoyed the both of you and still enjoy the stuff you do to this day. I miss the both of you, but life is life, people find each other, people drift apart, people continue. Even if something changes and is no longer the same, it can still be great the same "amount" but in a different way.

Timothy Pershall

I only watch you for you not Jeannie. Keep it up.

Stroll

Been following your channel since the Skyrim days and I gotta say, if reacting and vlogging feels different now, maybe you should try getting back into games more? (And I don't mean 18+ games.) Not necessarily mod reviews but there's a lot of great projects finally coming to a head after all these years, maybe a Skyblivion or Skywind playthrough could be fun? (iirc, you never finished the last playthrough you started. Maybe your head just isn't into video games anymore, but maybe going back to your roots could help you clear your head a bit?) Whether you stick to reacting or decide to try other content, I'm still interested in watching, gaming-related or not. I hope you can settle back into making videos as 'your thing' despite how long Jeannie's been a part of it, but I wouldn't want you hurting yourself on our account. If it's a page you have to turn, don't linger just for us.

Berker Yüceer

Bro just leveled up in life congrats

Kevin Lawlor

I started to watch you guys id say maybe around 2022 i guess, so I am not an OG MXR, but dude we love you both, what we want to see most of all is you both to be happy. Sadly sometimes that means we find that happiness apart. I understand what you mean about how men love, and even though I am so happy in my marriage, I always will care and have love for my ex, even if I no longer am IN love with her, and me and my ex sometimes message to wish each other well and have come to a great place of friendship, so I hope that can occur for you and Jeannie at some point, but its going to be a long hard battle to get over and heal from the relationship, the only way to get over it, is just to get over it with time. Yes we miss Jeannie, but you both made a decision for a reason, we dont know what that reason was, and we do not need to know, but your life and Jeannies life is way more important than us, we are just strangers on the internet who watch you, yes those videos have gotten me through some dark dark times and I thank you for that, but you owe us nothing. We love you both and wish you both well. It gets easier brother, trust me. Just 1 day at a time.

Kaleb swaim

henry me boyo, i started watching you, ima keep watching you, keep up the good work and the passion.

IceLeviathan

I stared following MxR due to Skyrim mods and joined Patreon as soon as one was made. I miss Jeannie too but like supporting and following you. My wife also wants me to tell you she wishes you the best, heartbreak like this really sucks, and she hopes you two can be friends again some day and create together again. We both like watching your videos.

James Smiley

As much as I shit talk therapists, you might want to talk to a pro about depression before you talk to the end of a shot gun my friend. I've stood in your shoes, only I lost my first love to a violent psychopath with a handgun. It was over 40 years ago, and I still miss her. Time and some therapy's the only thing that made things any easier. I had to leave and never look back. While you appear to be nowhere near where I was in those days, I've seen the signs, and I doubt I'm the only one. I'm sticking around, the laughs help more than you can know. Don't worry about her and don't be afraid to get some help, we all care.

Angelo Mendoza

I subscribed during the very early days of MxR plays. Your content has changed and evolved over time and this is just the next evolution. You're still putting in the work and I'm still enjoying the content. Keep.up the good work and we'll still be here.

A Person

Henry, Even when you cannot slow down, I hope there is still room for you to heal. My heart aches for you. Your love for Jeannie is beautiful, and now it’s changing. I believe in you. There will come a time when that romantic warmth in you wants to find its way outward again. You’re right that Jeannie will always have a place in your heart. She’s made her mark. Maybe it feels like you’re cursed to want someone who could never be everything you needed, yet was so wonderful that no one could ever compare. That’s a brutal feeling. I don’t know how you’ll move past it, but I don’t believe for a second that anything could hold you back. You’ll get a lot of words from people who mean well. I may be one of them. But all of us love you and just want to see you heal. So please, take only the love seriously and let the rest wash over you. Hold onto what helps, and let go of what doesn’t. You are loved — by all of us, yes, but first and most importantly by yourself. Maybe you’ve forgotten that, maybe you haven’t, but I hope your life keeps teaching you that self-love is the foundation for all the rest. Love isn’t something you can measure or rank. Your love for Jeannie took on a shape inside you, perhaps so big that no one could ever hope to match it; perhaps not. But here's the important bit: that shape was totally unique, as will be the shape of the next love in your life. Humans are endlessly complicated, so there will always be more to find, more to understand than ever before. That can happen again. Maybe with someone new, maybe in ways you don't expect. I hope that thought gives you some peace.

ArontheSmooth

Don't sell yourself short bro. You and Jeannie were my favorite reaction channel because of the dynamic of the two of you together, but a big part of that is that you have a terrific personality and sense of humor in your own right. I'm sure it's tough go it alone after years as part of an incredible team, but you definitely have what it takes.

Manuel Nascimento

Of course, it's very unfortunate about your separation and of course I miss you and Jeannie together in the videos and all the guests as well. I'm not gonna gush about how great you guys were. But hey, bottom line is your personal lives is your own, so we need to move on collectively. I'm still here because I still enjoy the type of content - it's just that simple. Also, I always had kind of a crush on Kai, so I'm down with seeing more of her, not gonna lie. :) So yeah, probably almost everyone went through a breakup at least once, we know how it is, you gotta move on. Personally, I don't think you even need to share that much, it's of course your personal stuff - even if, of course, the nature of your content was always very much tied to both of you. I hope every one of you guys stays strong and well. Keep calm and carry on :)

MuGenKai

I followed and watched before Jeannie... I was soo happy for you to have found your person... But I will always watch you even if she's not around... Things don't always work out, people change, and all you can do is let growth happen and hope the best for both... Love you Henry... hope one day to meet in person and shake your hand for helping me through my hard times with your videos.

Manni

Old original German MxR Mods watcher here (I think I started around episode thirty-something). Man, it's been so long.This might sound strange, but you're really the only online MFer I've never met who feels like a friend in this weird modern-day way, I guess. Hey, better you than some e-thot, if you ask me.Just wanted to say—it's ride or die for me, man. I appreciate the personal update, even though it feels odd to admit that, and you should never feel obligated to share one. We'll probably never meet, but for one, I'm really looking forward to more Rice & Slice Golf segments or whatever you cook up next. Just try not to disappear from one day to the next, mate. You've built a community that very few people in this world could ever dream of. It's fascinating in itself.Peace out, brother.

Titanmo01

Hey. I'm here till the end.

TheVoidRose

Been here before Jenny, here after. Henry, you're funny and great don't sell yourself short. We love you.

Egger

I am here since about 2014, not exactly sure when I started actively watching the og Skyrim mods, but I was not there for the very early vlogs with the Ice Bucket and stuff... but still, bretty early. It took me over 2 years until I noticed, you have a second channel, where you do stuff with Jeanniey. Until 2019 I basically just followed MxR. I learned to appreciate your vlogs and reactions during the big C, but I was there for the mods first and your reactions second. I liked the energy between you and cohosts, but I did not necessarily subscribe to Patreon because of cohosts, I can be just straight forward, I hated the crampy censored videos on yt, so I came here.

Brian

When I was younger I totally thought I would be able to pick the right girl and we would have struggles but live mostly happily ever after. And then I grew up and realized that was BS fantasy movie shit. You can love many people and some of them will love you back more or less. Enjoy your time. Experience life. Keep learning. And never forget death by Snu-Snu is the only way to go!

Marquise Morton

Been around since you made that cannibal Shia la bouf (idk how to spell his name) song. Your one of my staple creators and I hope your hanging in there. People change but who know who or what may come in the future

Ethan G

I feel like a lot of people are in the same boat as me. I didnt watch your content specifically FOR Jeannie. And now i watch both her content and you and kai's. Life is ever changing, doors open and close 24/7, from birth till death. I wish everyone the best. You guys, Jeannie, and everyone here on patreon

Jerrod Webb

Henry we fux with you bro. keep your head up.

anthony

I've been watching since about 2016. I enjoyed seeing both of you and I do miss seeing her. I would love to be able to watch what channel she does. But at the same time, I'm not leaving your channel until there's no reason to be on here. A.k.a. you shut it down. I wish you the best, my friend and any of your endeavors And I support whatever choice you make for your own life, sir. Love all 4 of you.

Zigelectric

Honestly I still watch you, and Jeannie's streams but I enjoy everything you do you're the Lord of immersion I'll keep watching and see what you make next. Life can be hard but you just gotta keep moving forward and not forget the lessons these events teach you it sucks but pain does help us grow.

AxilSpades

Honestly man, as someone that started watching from the old Skyrim and Fallout mods, I think most of your audience from before Jeannie joined the channel kept watching for the humor and entertainment you added to the videos you put out. Jeannie being open to tag along was awesome, and was a huge chapter for you both, but I am glad you are willing to keep pushing even after she has left. Hope to see more vids soon!

Chububobcat DH

It feels weird commenting on a video like this, but I think you're right that guys love differently and when that object love disappears it is something that can't easily be replaced or repressed. When that love is for another person even a few decades will feel like yesterday under the right circumstances. Or maybe I am just talking about myself, I've lived a full lifetime from the last time I even saw a text message from her, and if tomorrow she said hi it might make my heart break again, maybe. However, I have things today I wouldn't have otherwise if life didn't go this way and so will you. I found your channel because I was looking for something different, other than WongFu there wasn't as many popular or interesting Asian streamers, it sounds stupid but the different perspective was appreciated. Then the lockdowns happened and I started watching you guys more than ever because it was funny, genuinely funny. I joined the paid krew so I could see the uncensored stuff that looked more interesting. Stayed around because screw youtube and their mess for messing up your life's work. I felt that part more than the loss of Jeannie, as much as lost love hurts, having someone take your life's work and burn it in front of you is worse. I understand that pain too. Jiayou Henry. Keep fighting 💪

Yobehtmada

No, Henry, we're not going to abandon you because Jeannie is gone. While, admittedly, the spark and chemistry you two had together was what made your videos extra special, I was watching your mod reviews long long before I realized that you did anything else. I started watching MxR Plays because I liked your personality and humor and came for more. To my delight, I got more than I expected. But all those weren't Jeannie's videos, nor were they really even "Henry-and-Jeannie's" videos. They were, and have always been, your videos. You're the creator we're here to watch. Jeannie has her own. Don't let it be said that I suggested there was anything wrong with Jeannie; this encouragement was for Henry.

eelu

take care of yourself bro❤️, a lot of people including myself still love the content and will be here for a long time

KanyeT

I have been watching since the very first Episode of Skyrim Mods. Honestly, though, towards the end, I wasn't watching much because the Reddit react content got a little dry for me. The fun challenge videos or AVN videos were still great, however. I joined for the Skyrim content, but I stayed for the chemistry between you and Jeannie. Now that Jeannie is gone, I think the only reason I am still subscribed is that I would lose access to all those old videos, which I like to fire up every once in a while. I see a lot of the comments still love you for you, so I suggest just keeping doing what you're doing and putting in that grind. If you're authentic and work hard, people will see that stick around until the end.

Lalo

I felt your pain for days man but only for a few days. I was shocked when i resubscribed to your patreon only to find out yall werent together. You got a long battle ahead of you and id like to be there when you've won. For now i look forward to the Henry X Kai dual. 💪

Will Retallack

Gonna be real, I think going back to LA may have been the wrong move. Most of your relationship with Jeannie was there. I think somewhere else may be better in the long run for your mental well being. Staying in the same place you made a life with someone for that long in, when they're no longer there, I can't imagine that's good for the heart and soul. But if that's where you feel most comfortable, than it is what it is.

Rainon the lost

Bro if you need to let the channel die thats cool if you want to keep going that’s cool too just be happy

kiraya87

I joined a few years ago on YT when finding you and Jeannie^^ loved your videos but I also love the current ones just as much. even if it was only you without anyone else I'd still watch them because you're still an entertaining person :P wishing you and Jeannie the best for the future though and that the pain is bearable sooner rather than later! We continue.

wally whitegoat

I started really watching MXR when Kai joined the group. So, Jeannie gone does not really bother me.

That1Ghost

Oh boy, Guess this is the video that all the lurkers that never comment have gotta come out for huh? Sorry I didn't get here sooner, had to finish my DnD Sesh lol. I found your channel in 2013 or so and went back and watched every one of you videos. From the very first Skyrim mods weekly with that damn near prepubescent voice you had all the way to the Ban Hammer. Then again on Patron, Every single one I've watched. Sometimes binged 2 hours of content at a time but I've seen 'em all either way. I don't watch just for Jeannie, or even the content itself. I watch cause I like YOUR humor, and the way it bounces off of others humor. I still try to catch Jeannie's streams but often miss 'em. Jeannie is amazing but when life pulls you through it the way it does sometimes it can't be helped and people drift apart. You'll never be the same but change isn't a bad thing. Without change there is no growth, no intrigue, and no mystery. You are still strong Henry, Whatever you do, us OGs are here to stay. You have my word on that, whatever it's worth lol!!!!

Shaun

I was watching your Skyrim mods videos before Jeannie was a thing. So her being gone doesn't really change my mind on watching you.

Josh L

Stay with You forever, In heart for sure, but also on here as long and as often as I can with my money issues

BarronVonCrash

I was a viewer before Jennie came along. My introduction to you was the Fallout mod reviews. I joined Patrion back when my tier was called Immersion Scientist.😁 I've been here & don't plan on leaving.

Dangnabbit

Man. I don't know if you'll read this or not but I just got divorced after being with the same woman for 35 years and married for 28 (yes, I'm old LOL!) Its been a couple months and I haven't been great. Lots to deal with. We are on good terms with each other but that doesn't make it any easier. There's a chance her and I will revisit this relationship down the road and I hope for it strongly. Guess my point in explaining all this is when I saw you and Jeannie were breaking up it stung me. Same feeling all over again. I wouldn't want anyone to feel that bad ever. You're a strong man Henry, keep up the good work!

RayJay66

A lot of us are here for just you man. I do miss Jeannie, “the good ol’ days”. But what’s done is done, it would just be nice to see you happy bro. Things’ll get better.

at

I'm on this ride until the fucking wheels come off. Gotchu homie

Masklein

Henry, I've been watching you LONG before Jeannie. Believe in yourself, the instincts you have for humor and pacing were peak in your mod reviews. You have done your best to keep that with your video reaction videos. You owe us, patreon members, NOTHING regarding your personal life. If your down, I get it, life is full of bumps. But I'm here because I believe in the humor you put out. Reaction videos, goofy gameplay videos or what. You have the talent to put out funny content; that is why you get my $$$. Your personal life has nothing to do with it, so feel free to keep that to yourself; you don't owe it to any of us.

Bob

She's awesome, but I didn't come for Jeannie. I'm definitely not staying for Kai. I started with MMOxReview. Co-host or solo, I've been enjoying the videos. I don't see any reason to stop now.

Noah Morse

I am indeed a 'ride or die from the Skyrim days my dude. Miss those days. Was a magical time. I only wish the best for you. You're an amazing person and I'm here for what ever direction you go in life.

Allan Moynihan

I started watching the reaction video and found that you have a creative mind and you share insights about your grnerations thinking.

Allan Moynihan

You need to invite others on the show. Do some mocking of the AI bots. Laughter is the best medicine. You need laughter and we need your humor. Keep at your craft.

Puma

It's sad but not unexpected or at least Jeannie seemed checked out for a while. You guys helped me through my own divorce in 2017 with your videos on top of helping kick a nasty reddit habit since you reacted to all the memes anyway lol. Anyway she definitely brought energy to the videos, but out of the two of you I'd probably genuinely get along more with you so here's 5 bucks for all the good times.

GVALE

Henry, I have been in your shoes and I know it hurts. We are with you and we all love you too, brother. I swear it gets better...I still love "the one that got away" but I am finding love and happiness in other places. I love the Kai and you together...great chemistry and it brings me laughter and joy. Keep up the great work. Your ride or die supporter.

Drew Armstrong

Don’t know what happened between you two and not my business but don’t lose each other

Reverse-Nut

🥺 I’ve been a fan since I was in high school, I started watching the Fallout and Skyrim mod videos in my sophomore year and it made me get into pc gaming for modding. You are big influence on me. We are the ride or die fans. Keep moving forward and everything you need is within you.

Sleepless

Definitely apart of the original Skyrim crew, much love for the both of you but it's shared in equal parts. Keep up the good work Henry, you've worked hard for all the love and respect.

Kay Douglas

Oh Henry… how I wish I were there cause I’d love to just sit down and listen and let you talk and vent. I’ve been in Jeannie shoes… and in yours too. I promise. Yes It’s hard. It really is, but you are doing GREAT because you are TRYING to keep going! I love what you and Kai have currently. It’s good stuff. You have always been fun to watch. And as somebody who had watched your videos from the very early days of Skyrim modding, long before these reaction videos, you’ve always kept me entertained. Keep up the good work. Keep your chin up. You and Kai are both doing great!

Baka Templar Gaming

I'm from the OG skyrim days i miss your mod videos but we are here because of you not her, yalls chemistry was a bonus but we love you henry

José

Thanks for baring your soul, brother. I love you all, and I appreciate that you can continue to work even through your pain.

Craig Hawke

Definitely an og member of the mxr squad hope thing return to normal miss those days but you and kai also look great together just saying 😀 I hope you all the best

DingDing

❤️❤️❤️

Ary

Sorry things didn't work out with Jeannie. That is tough, I think some distance will help you both sort through your feelings and hopefully you can become friends but I think that is some time off yet. Hang in there mate!

dlpheonix

I was always on-board cause of mxr mods which is you. I liked jeannie a lot but that was through you too. If you guys were happy great. If you gotta move on thats fine too.

RICHARD

The channel is still great. It's definitely not the same without Jeannie, but Kai is awesome as well, just in a different way. I've always felt that if you love someone, you will always love them. If the love goes away, it was never real, it was more of an infatuation or something. I have exes that I still love decades later.

Hans Smeets

Kai has got great energy and has made your channel grow to be honest. The content itself is also better

SomethingorOther

"Luckily" I will never feel like this. Except for my family.

Mandoris

Why are we still here? What's the term... Parasocial relationship? Seriously though, its not the same as a friendship, but there is a relationship of sorts there. We like you, we like Kai. We enjoy you as people, and after years there's a bond of sorts, though it admittedly feels off to put that in words. We like Jeannie too, but what can you do. :) Reaction videos are similar to hanging out with a friend and watching TV. The occasional "us doing real life things" type content is an enjoyable peek into what a friend is up to. I always saw the patreon membership as a way of saying thank you to someone who week after week generates content I enjoy. Every month there are other $5's I'll blow on far dumber stuff than this. ;) Happy to do it. Things will get better. Real life is messy. When you give people a limited view into your real life, as a product... That product will also get messy at times. Take care man.

Zarli Win

I'm not OG, but still here. Jeannie was special, but you and Kai also have a good chemistry.

Rundagar Jones

I supported you before and i plan to continue to! please understand your self worth, you were successful before jeannie and youll be okay after her so keep your head up! ive been watching since the skyrim days and am still lowkey bummed that all the skyrim mod weeklies are gone, thank you for making this video. was waiting for you to say something since i felt like you needed to get something off your chest! obviously loved watching you and jeannie but there is a different kind of entertainment watching you and kai, but i also hope you can make more things like the old days with games like maybe even something with oblivion remastered or ESO. I think i speak for a lot of us when i say itll take more than jeannie leaving to stop us from supporting you. I really appreciate the transparency since seeing how genuine and vulnerable you were in this video was refreshing

Jesse Senior

I wasnt an OG either, but I loved what yall put out content-wise, and you have still upheld that quality in my eyes. I hope you feel better.

vody333

Henry, I was with the same woman for 14 years and then she left. October 30th would have been a 20-year anniversary for us it hit hard and I cried. You're doing the best you can, I still have memories as well and they still haunt me to this day. She is now married and I have no one for the past 5 years yes it sucks but we keep going forward

Legion_696

I followed you before Jennie, I followed you before you just reacted to videos, and I will still follow at your weakest moment. Be well MXR.

Cackles

I definitely feel you, Henry - us men go all-in on women we're serious about, and it really sucks when it doesn't pan out. I was married for 6 years and really thought it would be forever. I even got a wedding band tattoo rather than a ring - partly because I can't stand the feeling of rings, but also because I wanted to always proclaim my married status. When she cheated and eventually tried to steal the kids, it was like my heart was ripped out. It's been 3 years now, and I'm starting to feel like myself again, though of course not the same. I suppose what I'm trying to say is that it does suck, and it will suck, but the suckage fades eventually, and there will be a new you at the end. Try to keep your eye on who you want that person to be, but don't push yourself too hard to get there.

Chuffled

i was always here because of you Henry, ive been watching you since like skyrim weekly 30 or something.

Brystton Granger

man i feel you on this one.. but my support will still go out to you man.. you're one of us and you did everything that you could to make it work. life goes on but you take all the time you need

Robert Dyche

Ah man sorry to hear that. I totally understand, been there myself. I still like your content.

DarkRooster

Man, the fact that you still love her is because it was real. If it wasnt real you wouldnt feel the pain. Even after 30 years I still have feelings for a girl that I absolutly hate. It sounds fucked up, and it is, but its how love works. I have serious mental health problems and your videos are like therepy for me. If Im ever feeling fucked up, I watch one of your videos and it always cheers me up. Even if Im back to where I was after the video is over, for at least a moment you give me solace and I thank you for that. The highlight of my year in 2024 was when you read one of my comments on camera. I'll never forget it and it puts a smile on my face every time I think about it. Be Well.

epicvarian

I've been in the same boat, it was a 9 year relationship that I genuinely thought was gonna last a lifetime. But people change and it sucks if we're the one caught in the wake (although trust me it sucks for the other person too, if in a different way). For me personally, my life turned out great afterwards, I went on adventures, learned a lot of actually useful things, my career skyrocketed and eventually got married to the best and most supportive woman. But only because I learned to be self-sufficient and accepted that I can't outsource my happiness to another person. Use this time to grow and be a better person, for yourself, and eventually you attract bigger and better things into your life. Not all of it will stay, but every single one will be be a beautiful experience. It may not make sense now, but it will. Start by learning basic electronics and fix those lights!

BigRedXennial

Hang in there, man. Sure the videos with Kai are different ,but that's fine. They didnt' have to be the same. They're also great while being different. Keep'em comin.

JJ

One of my best friends was with this amazing girl for like 9 years. One day I got a message that they broke up-- and it was seriously the last thing I expected to ever hear. They were engaged too. While I know they had a few bumps on the road, I didn't think things were that bad. And the sad part was-- my friend, didn't think things were that bad either. All our friends knew she was good for him, because he was becoming a better person through her-- respecting himself, and taking in more of life in healthy ways. To shamelessly quote Severance: she made him beautiful. I dropped everything and went to visit him as soon as I got the news. I remember talking to him in my friend's backyard about it all. I asked him how he's feeling now in this moment, now that he's pulling back and looking at the whole frame a bit more. And what he said still haunts me to this day. "I feel like I lost my home." I saw a sorrow in his eyes that I've never seen before in my 18 years of knowing him. It was like, a piece of his puzzle was removed that will never be filled again. It's been some time since this happened. He's doing better, and he even started dating again. But I'll admit it-- he's not the same as before. He went through some big internal changes, after having the time & space to think about it all. I don't want to say if his change was good or bad, just that it happened. I know your situation is different, but I think it's something you might end up having to go through as well. And while it'll simply take time, I think having some good supportive friends around you would help a great deal. I didn't think I could grow closer than I already was to my friend, but being there for him through that breakup made our bond even stronger. I'm happy I could be there for him, and he's happy I was too. Us as your community & fans, we'll always be here of course. The ones that're here, are here for YOU. But if I could suggest anything: it's to not rely on us being here as a means to push on with content, or as a means to stay strong. In the end, you've got to do it for you. And having good people in-person that truly care to empathize and understand you, and give you supportive & encouraging words, is a great thing to have. You'll be alright dude. Keep thinking about everything & keep asking yourself questions, as it's an important part of the process. And it's okay to confide in your loved ones & the ones that love you. That's why they're there, for times like these. This is when the real ones truly show up in your life. All love, from Canada ❤️ -JJ

Nar

It is not really about getting over it, but finding a new way forward. It takes time to accept a new path. Need to balance the needs of now with the needs of the future, which means the new path may not be permanent either.

Googleit

Easy answer, sure breakup could have been handled better, but it is not like Jeanie unimportant part of the dynamic duo, but obviously you are MxR, you are the one people followed. Heck, it has always been about banter between two, it doesn't matter who it is Kai or someone else as well, heck if you have dude friends that works too. Just take your time or whatever you need to feel better.

Krazz

Stay Strong dude i still remember when your channel was called MMOxReviews, I'v been here for a very long time, One's heart can take time to mend, but you will be okay. I believe that you can get through this. Sending good vibes to you and your amazing editor Kai take care.

Caleb

I totally get it, man. Life's tough, and breakups suck ass. Funny thing is that I'm not even one of the people who has been around since the mods era, though I wish I was aware of your channel sooner. I started watching you in 2021, I think. And I just got a lot of love for the both of you. Y'all have been my favorite people on the internet this whole time. And I still feel that way. Jeannie was great, but these things happen. As a fan, I appreciate the clarity. I've felt the energy of what you're describing here, but I would expect as much. I still love everything you put out. And every time a new video drops it makes my day. I've been loving the return to vlog style content lately. But if I had to vote on anything, I think that an entirely new style of content in a series would be awesome. Like, doesn't have to be anything fancy. But it would feel appropriate given this time of change. And I also think that it would be good for you to be making new content unique from the type that you used to make with your ex. Anyway, I don't plan on going anywhere. I wish you the best. Thank you for all the dope content, and also for continuing through the hard times. Just remember to be kind to yourself, my dude.

Liam

You are all wonderful people and did essentially teach me how people are supposed to treat each other. I wish you joy

JrMex

Nothing but love brotha for you and for Jeannie. I have been a fan since the MxRMODES days, so when I can I'll support you and her. Skyrim was the first game I bought when I finally was able to get my own gaming pc, because of your videos and all the awsome and creative content the community was making ( and of course the ;) modes lol). Keep your head up brotha, I've been there before and I'm sure alot of people that follow you and her have been there. But alas that is life, Keep your head up and keep doing whatever it is that makes you happy ( that goes for jeannie as well).

Khroniclas

I have been watching since fallout 4 mods. You're good bro. If I'm backlogged on videos it's because we have been supremely busy lately and even our youtube is behind by several weeks.

Stephen Martin

Henry; I’m still here because it’s still entertaining even though I miss her too!

Ivan Mira

I remember skyrim mod days when i played on 360 I would play and watch your videos at the same time

cnjak

Henry, I'm here because you're genuinely funny and creative. There aren't many content creators who make the edgy, authentic, comedy-focused content you make. From the hilarious product reviews, to drinking games, to sex dolls, to thirsty adult video games, all of it is funny and you and your friends make for excellent watching. Also, the editing is perfect, too. Jeannie is clever and cute. I still follow her content, too, to an extent. Your content is active, creative, and skates past the milquetoast status-quo content that YouTube and other platforms force us to consume. No one flirts with and crosses that boundary as successfully as you do. You know exactly where it is, and how to present it tastefully. I love that what you make is tantalizing, fresh, and borderline inappropriate because that's what makes it fun, funny, and risqué. You aren't afraid to go there, but you don't make it just M-rated for no good reason. It's like I'm living vicariously through your and your friend's explorations of adult life on "dorky-sexy" mode. It's hilarious, and I hope you keep making it. I think I've laughed more at your content than anyone else's on any platform. Keep making it dude, and I'll keep watching!

Dre

Hey Henry, thank you. I was here before Recorder. Do we miss the Queen Panda as much as you, no chance. We are still here because of the content of course, but because we care. If anyone thinks otherwise, they might want to "touch grass". Keep on keeping on and we will be here for you, as most of use have been through it.

Arghus1989

Jeannie is great, but so are you, and so is Kai. I’m not going anywhere, and I wish you all the best.

Justin zamijaster Larsen

Love you man ♥️ you are doing so good, the content you've put out has been great. Thank you for your hard work and dedication to us! Sending you a big hug!

Austin Erber

Been with you since 2012 brother. I'm not going anywhere. Thank you for sharing with us.

Deadman

Been here since skyrim mod reviews. Henry the shit you said resonated a lot with me, my girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me 7 years ago and I still love her to this day, I thought I was the crazy one for struggling to let go of those feelings, but what you said made me feel a lot better. Once we are in love, that love sticks, it hurts but I don’t think it’s bad necessarily, good memories are still good, even if they are bitter sweet. Keep going Henry the boys are with you!!

Risto

Here for the top tier content man. Keep it up, and I'll stay. Wish all the best for the Panda Queen!

Dockman513

Keep your head up man, my first video was from the short lived fallout new vegas mod series, I cant even remember how long ago that was, but I remember that was at the very beginning when no one even thought you were a asian fella, I mustve been in middle school at that time. Since then Ive had a long term relationship that ended after three years. and after that I met my now wife. I think we have all grown watching you and remember you as someone we grew up with watching.

Sumo Boyo!

It's a new chapter now. Fill it with the best that life can offer, something new, something fresh. Maybe something immersive. You're going to be okay, Henry. We got you.

Daniyel Ortiz

i found you in the old solo skyrim mod days. i renenber the day she dropped in and became a feature. she was cute and wholesome and it was great to have the straight man for you to bounce off of. but things change. its true that you keep loving them. i still love my first wife, but never will i ever let her back into my life for my safety. you learn to live with it. like...you drove this car before her. she left some of her scrunchies in it, and it still smells like strawberries, but your gonna keep griving the car. and someday someones is gonna wanna be the copilot again. keep ya head up, henry. we're here for you.

Omni

I came upon MXR with your gaming mod videos. Life has its ups and downs. Live for the ups.

RPAM Stories

Stay strong, man! It's never fun when a relationship ends, but sometimes, it happens. At least you guys had the insight to notice it and do something about it. Staying together for the sake of it is never a good thing. And I sincerely hope that after you guys have processed it, your friendship will survive.

Jesse

Well said and very mature of you both. Keeping the personal business out of view is understandable. Hope you let the show go on. But you do what you have too. You got some good friends that make the duo commentary fun. Just keep it fun, there are plenty of drama shows on Netflix. But few fun duo videos around. Keep with it as long as you can.

Chaotic Phoenix

I can't remember when I first started watching you, I believe it was after my brother killed himself. I heard your voice and it sounded so much like his it helped give me comfort. I smiled watching how happy you and Jeanie were thinking that's the relationship my brother should have had, (he married a selfish person who didn't want to work and only wanted him to provide for her as she sat around doing nothing). When you and Jeanie broke up, I was sad, and I hope and pray for your mental health. I also want to see you give up drinking as he my brother was big into brewing and drinking his own mead. I am happy you have a friend like Kai to help you through these dark times. And I personally know you won't get over strong feelings you had for someone, you will always get reminded of something from them. The trick isn't to avoid it because if you try to avoid it, it will only hurt worse, the trick is to find something else to help change the memory. . Long post short, I watch you for you, but if you have to walk away from making videos just know you still have someone who wishes the best for you.

Everybody

We always support the Lord of Immersion. Been here since the Skyrim days.

Keyes Pierce

Was worried this would be a video on blaming or guilt tripping. I respect you for not going there, expressing your pain but not disrespecting Jeanie to do so. I will stick around awhile longer, though I was here because of Jeanie, Kai is fun to watch and you are still more entertaining then any other react channel out there. Effort does come through in quality.

kuya PJ

stay strong brother, you're doing great

IRIEMike

Hey brother keep doing what u do alot of people love your content and look forward to wats next with this Channel

The Living Tarim

I am not a ride-or-die from the beginning. I started watching the two of you on youtube, and was drawn in by how genuine your content felt. Even with Jeannie gone, you still produce the kind of content I look forward to you. I think you do better with a buddy than you do alone, so I'm grateful for Kai's contribution. Keep on making content, please!

Nick Cristofano - 중대로

Been a fan since the old skyrim and vlogging days. Life is unpredictable and will always find a way to shoot you in the foot and kick you when you're down. At the same time, life can be so beautiful and rewarding. What you two had was real, there's no denying that, but it was just time to say goodbye for now. One of the ultimate forms of love is letting go while still caring about them. The Lord of Immersion will always have fans that look up to him and support and care about him.

David Boblett

I just re-subscribed as I got a notification with the video title. So sorry to hear, Henry. I had to unsub for awhile due to financial reasons. I still love all the women that have come through my life, even the ones that weren't good for or to me. The love stays for me. I was here before Jeannie and now that I can be back, I will be here.

pyrosixtey2 .

I’m still here cause I enjoy the content. Yes I liked Jeanie but I also enjoy you and Kai as well. You feel you need to take a break let us know how long so we know when to start our subscriptions back up

Frank Maloy

Hey, it's ok. Sure Jeannie was part of your journey, and you built this channel together, but I would like to believe that this is not the end, rather a new beginning. Good luck to all of you.

Kiriyu300

Been watching you guys sense High School, yes I feel the age too, and while doing stuff with Kai is different, you two bounce off each other nicely and the videos still makes me hard laugh. Don't think anything short of the apocalypse is gonna make me jump ship.

Detheavn

I've been watching videos since your solo days and been watching every step of the way (however creepy that may sound), but I'm here to see the rest of your journey. If that means at times you need time for yourself, you do you. Your bros ans brodettes will understand ;)

Yoonsoo18

I subscribed during the Henry/Jeannie times and although I’m not considered a long time subscriber, I still want to support this channel because it was always fun to watch whatever was on here. Whether it’s reacting to memes or doing irl content. Stay strong Henry and you’ve got a community that supports you.

Irish Cowboy

mostly everyone is here because of YOU

Roberto Martin

Henry — You don’t need to make videos explaining your personal life. Your fans and the people who support you already respect you and your privacy. I feel like sharing too much only fuels more rumors and speculation. You don’t owe anyone explanations or updates — a few small things here and there are fine, but it’s okay to keep most of it private. We’re here for your work, not your personal drama. Please remember, we’re fans, not family, and we’ll keep supporting you regardless.

Sosa

Unlike EVERYONE HERE.... I jumped on this here train the same video the legendary outro blessed our ears. Now that I have Skyrim and a pc..... imma get to experience some peak for the first time in those old Skyrim vids

Tsuki Kai

I have been watching you all on my darkest times. Brings me satisfaction and memories to laugh back upon. I wish you both nothing but happiness.

Alejandro Solis

Herny I feel for you, and I know its tough seen all the memories come back but stay strong bro. this doesn't just end over night. I have say it is different the type of content you are making now but its still fill with that love of content creating that I join and will keep supporting. Thank you for continuing even if its a burden on you.

Drew

You two made me laugh in days that were absent of laughter. Maybe staying subscribed is a way to return the favor. Don't take falling views or subscribers as a personal thing. It will happen. Your content is still fun to watch. It's like buying a beer for a friend that you never get to see.

Transmongold

My dear fellow human ❤️ I have been watching you BOTH, well all 3 of you. And if one leaves, that still leaves the others, as long as just one posts good stuff.. I was in a very dark place myself when I found your videos, and your Patreon is actually the only Patreon I pay for, because I just couldn't get enough with just the YouTube videos you made... If I have to cancel some month, I will come back, money is just very tight right now, but I need the dopamine boost you give me.. So it has been till worth it to me. Thank you for bringing joy to my life when I was very down, you and couple other content creators really made me believe in myself, that, even though I'm pushing soon 40, I still can start the social media space I've been wanting to for over a decade but didn't, because of depression. Now I'm retired, so I would have the time.. Just need to believe in myself, like you believe in yourself.. This was a bit long one 👌😅 Kudos, if ANYONE read the whole think, much love ❤️🥰

jaime salvador Garay

Gose to show that she is the sour one for being so awful about you and Kai..... Honestly henry man to man let it go heal and push to be better than before ...... she wants nothing to do with you and Kai so why hope for her to come back one day After the video you made where she shut you down and made fun of you I honestly hated seeing her by your side

Dan Rose

I started watching you back in the skyrim mod days, and I broke up with my fiance after being together for seven years just 2 weeks before your separation videos went out. I feel you man, but if I can keep moving forward, so can you. Stay strong, and do what you need to do for yourself. We understand.

Roberto Trinidad

I personally have not watched to from the beginning only when you and Jeannie were together I started watching you had lots of fun watching both of you but yeah personally I understand as well because I lost someone as well and they cut all ties but you know that rightI have fun watching you even with your new contact and I’m not going anywhere. Hopefully, you can cheer up and keep making videos you have my support and maybe one day we all can have a drink cheers mate.

Ian Darley

I feel your pain. Keep going and I'll keep watching. Kai has a different, but no less of a personality. Do not be blind to what is in front of you as men often (always) do. I'm old now, but when I look back at my life, I now realize all of things that were right under my nose, but I was too dumb because I was a man. Kai adores you, wake up FFS!

Marcus Perry

Stay strong and know that while we miss Jeannie we also love you!

John Eymundson

I may have not been subbed back in the Skyrim mod days and only subbed afterwards. I did watch a lot of those videos. Hope you do good and take care of yourself.

Chadwick

Figured you had some feelings that were not being addressed and just trying to grind out the content. Wish I could lay you out a solution in 250 words here but alas that ain’t gunna happen. This matter is, on a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being the greatest, probably a 12 (in terms of hardship)

Chadwick

Henry: makes this video Random ladder: 👁️ 👄 👁️

MourningBell

Life has chapters. And stories end. Even when we're older we can look at the closed chapters fondly, either for what we achieved after, or for the new stage in life you achieved. That is only if you keep moving. The direction does not have to be right or wrong, that can be decided later. People are not made to be stationary. Just keep moving.

Carey Turner

Just keep getting up everyday and do something. I miss the old days and earliest days as well. Since first finding you when I started looking into mods for Skyrim. I hope you keep the motivation to make videos. It feels like decades now.

Daffny I Moracuadros

i never/rarely post on anything, and I'm normally a day or so behind everyone else. that been said, been with you since the Skyrim days bro, you where there with your content for me during my divorce. even though i may never/rarely say anything, I'll be here with you man, bro to bro, strangers barely connected through internet content but still bros. be strong, take care of yourself first and foremost. I'll be here for you amongst the masses of people who believe in you

michael stark

I am very glad to see dudes being a bit vulnerable online, I find it hard to express myself sometimes and I am glad to see people like yourself just having normal emotions. I`m sorry you are having a hard time and I do miss how things used to be but, I`ll still be here to enjoy the journey with you!

Vinícius Pego

I too carry around a lego heart that's already been broken into a bunch of pieces. But we put it back together, we see the lines where pieces meet and we just hope they stay stuck. I'm not much of a lego person but you're room gave me the idea. It really sucks. Whatever I felt and feel, I'm sure you do too, maybe even more because you got yourself an audience that maybe you've been feeling you need to portray a certain image to or deliver something. You don't. It's really brave of you to open up that way. Not many are comfortable showing vulnerability. Just keep it up, keep having fun, doing videos that you feel like doing, if any. Glad there's friendship left between you and Kai to do these. I've personally always been drawn to Kai, and so you two doing these videos the way they are being done is honestly quite fun for me. I haven't been here since the good old days everyone talks about. But I am here now and hope to be for as long as I keep feeling this weird and delusional one-sided connection xDD And hey, if all else fails, you could always create an onlyfans account. I mean, I'm straight but what's a bro for if he can't support another bro's onlyfans, amiright? Sorry for the bad jokes, hopefully you won't even get to read them anyway LOL Cheers cheers!

Salekinj

Been a fan since the skyrim mod days, patron more recentley. I have always been here for you. Jeannie and Kai were/are amazing extras but the channel is MxR not anything else. You keep making content, I'll keep paying to see it. Love you too buddy.

talerlight99 99

I'm not going know where i started watching around the time mxr plays kind of started and i liked Jeanie but i stayed for you man because we have the same humor same opinions and similar personality and one thing i love is no matter what happened money or fame wise even through hard times you never changed and that made this a comfortable and reliable place even though YouTube tried to take you guys away many times im glad your still here and i will be to.

SocialxGhoul

Only just today heard about the break up so sorry man. Been watching you bro since the early skyrim modding with the hodge twin memes pre Jeannie era. I've never spent money or subbed to the patreon, never subbed to Jeannie on twitch, was always here for you bro as a lowly non commenting watcher, and now i'm all in man, the bros got to stick together!! You've always been a talented funny guy man, you'll get through it no matter whatever happens. Nothing but love for you Henry your content has gotten me through my own dark times, and now hopefully i can at least sub to the patreon and show you some love in the messages to try and return some of the help that your videos did for me.

Kozaru98

Your videos got me through some of the hardest times in my life. I’ll only unsubscribe when I am in the ground.

Mdnghttiger

I remember before, I had a youtube account following your tutorial on modding had to even go back to search for it because I deleted my history n cookies. Also appreciate your videos.

Jesse Handley

Man idk how some of these comments are like "wake up you got kai" like no, bros hurting, he was in love with her. I get it. Let the man deal with it the way he has to. Its hard, they were together a long time.

Vince's Viewpoint

This video was a subtle message to Jeannie and not to us. A very masculine way of letting her know you still want her back. And there is nothing wrong with that!! As for why I stayed - Kai.

Cory Wipke

While I'll miss Jeannie, Kai more than makes up for her.

Bruce Wigzell

Dude. I can relate. I had this one special lady that I will never get over. I still think about her at least once a day & it has been over 20 years since we split. Stay strong, hold those close to you & we are here for any support you ned.

Amethys

Im waiting excitedly new Elder Scrolls and your content on it

Nero the Appreciator

We got you man. take all the time you need. Whatever you gotta do to heal. we support you.

Mr. Yellowhair

So, are you and Kai smashing or what?

Homerostasis

Bro, we're here for you too. Life happens and we'll be here to support you. I can't speak to the love that was lost personally but I'll stay and watch your videos. I kind of liked your Fallout 4 mod videos more than your Skyrim mod videos. But at the end of the day, I'll still keep watching no matter what videos you publish. Kai is awesome.

Paul M Libeer

Kai is special and seems to understand the dirty old man syndrome that all your watchers have and that seem to bother Jeannie, I am sorry though I do miss Jeannie

Tansi

I think you need to branch out a bit. That your viewership here did not evaporate is a good thing (and Jeannie did help with that in the way she commented on things), now use that. Even if it still hurts and probably will keep hurting for a while longer.

Ruka Ruka

Honestly, I was always here for the big man himself. Im sorry life's been throwing rocks at you but I believe you will make it through. Come to see the big man smiling and thriving, even if it takes time.

Homerostasis

See? Your community is here for you. Just be you as you try to heal.

Hawk Knight

I think it's easy to love another person; it turns out to be MUCH harder to live with that person successfully. I don't know what went on with you two, nor am I asking. I'm just saying... relationships are complicated. But life does go on, and eventually, you WILL heal. Good luck.

blackjack161

bro be strong love your face my brother

Okidokey27

Okay, well that didn't really explain anything🤨, oh well. hang in there I guess. Nice Lego collection by the way🙂

BadBoi

Ive been a fan since youtube, not as far back as the Mod Days, but im a fan forever dude. Not goin anywhere. Also I've been in a similar situation with a girl I almost married a while back. and i can tell you with time and maturity the pain most certainly goes away, the love for her will remain but it will be peaceful, not painful. Promise. Stay strong bro, Better days Ahead!

Immymidge

We're here for you, Henry.

Garrett R.

I remember watching you and Jeannie back around 2019, and have been a fan since. By coincidence, I'm the same age as you, and had a relationship start around the same time as yours, which saw things kind of fall apart the past three or four years. We're still trying to stay together in some kind of a relationship, but the romantic aspect is certainly gone. I think it's just the consequence of people changing. The girl I loved a decade ago doesn't exist anymore, and I'm not the same guy either. It's deeply painful and hard to accept, at least for me, but I think there is joy still to be found in the present, if I can stay strong enough to search for it. I wish you the best. I wish myself the best. I wish everyone the best, in their own situations.

Trip W

Bro, I been watching Henry since before Jeannie, back when he used to have the wanderer as his opening song for fallout mods. I’d love to see some of those old school videos as well. When Jeannie joined, it was cool and fun but at the end of the day, I’m still here to support Henry. I know what you’re going through, I’ve loved and lost “the one” before. Then I found “the one” part two. And I’m probably looking for the one part 17 now. lol. Love. It’s the ultimate gamble. It can make you feel like you’ve hit the jackpot and you’re set for life. Or it can make you feel like you’ve lost everything and you’ve hit rock bottom but there’s nowhere to go but down. It’s the best thing in the world. Or the worst thing that’s ever happened to you. Keep on doing your thing, brotha. I’ll be here. And Kai is a welcome addition as well.

Dark Man Unknown

Bruv, I hate to see your pain but that is how you know it was real. Honor that shit, most people will never get it. Respect always and know you have people out here routing for you.

Tom Wayne

I've been with you since your early days of MXR mods and I'll stick with you till the end

Skin P.

I subscribed to your youtube channels for you, I followed over to patreon for you, hell I even got an onlyfans account for that gag you pulled on there. I've watched you grow from the mods (which I will forever love), to the reaction videos, til even now. You are the heart and reason I kept coming back to these videos because you got me through some of the hardest and lonliest times in my life I knew at the end of the day I could sit back and watch one of your vids, get some ideas for skyrim, laugh at the innuendos, smile at the reactions. My thoughts and understanding go out as someone who''s lost a love like that before, at the end of the day you supported me through that and I just want to show that same level of support even if it's through comments and likes/hearts. Jeannie or not, we still love you and we support you through everything that's happened, you are still the man that we see as a close friend and someone who gets us. What's happened has sucked and it's hard to see you suffer but we will stick by you. Stay strong my friend, we got your back.

Branden Fletcher

Stay strong dude, keep your head up, whether or not it's just you or you and 10 different people on future videos, you gotta keep looking towards better days. I can't speak for everyone but if you're still here and making videos I'll do my best support you and all that you do.

SilenceoftheDan

Dude yall were a team. Team meaning you both were badass. No side greater or lesser than. Keep doing you man. The heartache lasts but having someone that special in your life for even half a second is worth more than anything.

Chadwick

I happened to be able to watch all the videos as they came out/went away. It was very strange. Both of yall seemed very upset and sad on camera. But then hearing kinda from the side that Jeannie had some very serious things going on over on her twitch I was like, Jeannie is getting the worst of the deal here huh. You (Henry) kept making videos semi regular so you appeared to be relatively unscathed given the scale of the situation. However, as a fellow man myself. I figured you weren’t really ok. Now Jeannie is (sorry to break the news) hotter than ever and apparently busting out fun content all over twitch, social media, and maybe now her own Patreon. We feel ya dawg.

Kai Schwulbusch

I think a switch up in terms of content might be a good idea at this point. Maybe try to do something alone. Travel the contry do some vlogs and find the right state of mind. I had a break up where i felt very similiar and it really helped me to pull my head out of this and focus on myself. It might be scary to be alone with your thoughts but i think thats whats needed to grow and make the best out of this situation.

Rhexnbeast99

Don't you worry Henry. We and gang always got your back and Jeannie's. We love you both and want what's best for you both. Keep strong and we'll be behind you 💯

Robert Rama

Honestly, from experience, its best to just let it go and try to move on. Trying to force a relationship is the worst thing you can do to yourself. I tried for 5 years and each time things got worse. The more you see her, the more you think of her the harder it is. Try to distract yourself with other things. We all liked you guy together but I've always said, if it ever ended I'd stay on your side. Love your videos, keep em coming please.

willpill35

Most of us were here for you even before Jeannie was even in the picture. And just because she is gone does not mean we will just up and abandon you. We love you both even if you are not still together.

The Gaming Bear

Pages turn in a book and sometimes it’s a book you cant go back to. Be better for it and treasure the good learn from the bad.

Peter Lin

take care henry. hope in the future you and Jeannie can be friends

David Cowdrey

I've been watching you since you were playing Skyrim and mashing the too many skeevers button. Because you're stuff is funny. I've seen you adapt your content more than once and I'm confident that you can adapt again if you decide to. I'm loving the stuff with Kai btw. So yeah I guess I'm a ride of die. Us sloot-loving degenerates will be here when you're ready or you tell us all to go away.

Tim the Asian

I know you're short, but don't sell yourself short. You make great content. 🤌

Slade Raccoon

I've stuck with you and Kai since the break-up and haven't bothered checking out the panda person. Bros before hoes. And yes, Kai counts as a bro until she's naked, in workout clothes, or certain cosplay.

DennMark

Henry, it takes a brave man to get up in front of an audience and say these things. Although my first love and I only lasted 6 years, we had to stay in contact for many more years because of children. Her name was JEANNE and even though she has passed, I still miss her. I am in my later days, over 65, but she is still in my thoughts,. Your content with KAI is great content, so be at peace knowing that I, for one, stayed because your content never reduced in quality. Working with Kai help me stay because she is familiar and also cute & funny. Keep it up!

Julius Robichaud

Been with you since the mid 2010's Henry, keep on being you. Whoever works with you we know that its always for a time until the last day when you decide to sign off. Anyways, I'm looking forward to what's next.

Ty921

You two got me through lonely times at college. Bringing some humor in the day. Glad to support you in some days that feel rough.

Metem

Hey Henry, been watching you for years. I remember many times when I'd come home depressed and looking forward to nothing but a vid from you and Jeannie to make me feel better. You guys were/are so funny and so much fun. You got me through a lot. And sure, you were great as a team. But it wouldn't have worked as a team if you weren't both likeable, if you didn't both have your great qualities. So why would I leave just because one of you isn't around? Of course, I'm disappointed, as I know you are too. But it never occurred to me to leave. I always knew I'd enjoy watching your stuff. I knew you'd find a way to make something fun and interesting. I've seen you many times over the years have moments of great comedic timing, there are little looks and facial expressions you sometimes do in videos that were so comedically perfect. And on the other side, you're very genuine. I don't get the impression that you're putting on an act or playing up some aspect of your personality that you think people will want to see. Plus, I've been through break-ups too. So leaving would have felt like abandoning a friend when they're down, a friend who got you through your own dark times. You're a good man Henry and you genuinely have a great sense of humor. Don't knock yourself. Just keep being you and do the best you can. Love you too man.

Shawn Colson

Just because a relationship may have run it's course, or things changed and it doesn't work anymore, doesn't mean it didn't work, it wasn't important and it wasn't supposed to be. We become many different people in our lives, and are who we are because of those we met along the way. Be thankful for the good times, and look forward to many more just as a different person and with different people. Change can be difficult but it is important for growth and for evolution. All the best to both of you on your new paths in life, and thanks to both of you for sharing some of that with us to allow us to enjoy it with you.

Colby

Bro I followed you before Jeannie and I’ll follow your after. Stayed cause ik what kind of care you put into what you’ve built. And I recognize a funk when I see one. Don’t mean we gonna drop the ball and leave you hanging. Community sticks together. You’re stuck with us

Threeman

Absolutely sticks. It can take a long time. The best thing you can do is don't dwell on it, I don't mean that insensitively. To move forward you have to be okay and if you toss yourself into the memories or past feelings it makes it harder, you get stuck in them. You have to let your own brain adjust back to where it needs to be. Keep on looking forward. You got this.

Cody

You defined the emptiness of our soul when one we are very close to leaves. Chin up, hang in there, still enjoy your content.

Brannon Davis

I fell in love with your videos back in 2018 when Jeannie was here, but I enjoyed your humor more than your relationship, doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy the personal videos, but to me I will always watch your videos as long as you have your humor and someone there to react with you.

TombMedia

Ride or die. To me mxr is Henry, full stop. Just be you, that's who I'm here for.

Khan Krum

Henry, I have been here since Skyrim OG. I liked the game videos and some of the reaction videos, but I was here for you bro. And getting back to the video, what you said is very true. As a guy who did all the wrong things for myself, I can only tell you what not to do or how to avoid it. You need your space, but you also need your IRL guy friends. Do not become isolated, because that only leads to very dark places you really shouldn't explore. There are steps to mourning and grief you need to take, not when you are ready but on purpose. And you need to have a few casual dates. Not for romance, but just go out and have one or two good dates where you laugh with someone else. Not about the sex. Just plant the seed, "there are others." And it will take a few tries to find a person you had fun with. But then you should cut it off. Do not rebound. It's not fair to you or to the person you choose as the rebound. Have some cool-off periods and "me" time. If you end up doing what I did, isolated myself, buried myself in my work and school, I left all of my old life behind, got a new degree, and suddenly you'd wake up, look in the mirror and won't recognize who is looking back at you. It's been a decade. I get this is a parasocial contact and we don't really know each other, but I hope you take what I said as some friendly advice. I am definitely not expecting you to do what I say, it's just what I have learned through my experience, there are many self-help books on the matter but number one advice I got but didn't follow was, "do not make life altering decisions while experiencing extreme emotion.

Atlas

I've been watching your shit for years now, I remember your facereveal and so much has happend. Thank you for your sharing and your openness. As someone has said already: go see your IRL friends, we are glad you are keeping it up and you are strong. Allow yourself to be weak aswell, I hope you have friends and spaces which make that possible for you. Thank you for being here for us. We are here for you. Signed: a silly gooner

ALFRED STUDWELL

Why am I still following you Henry as you've left YT and post here. Because I like your stuff... and I was already here supporting other creators etc so... Why not one more?

Leaf

Many of us love you and Jeannie and Kai! God bless you all in Christ Jesus our only Saviour

Spooky_Ghost

Henry, I hope you know how much you are loved in this community and in your own life. If I can offer you sagely advice and to anyone else who needs to hear this. The pain of a relationship ending is a reflection of how strongly you cared for that person. It is you grieving a loved one and the loss of a relationship. You may feel like you will never love again or to the degree that you feel now. But as time passes you will reflect on the love you had and the life experiences since and soon you will realize that the person you were and the person you loved no longer exist and you have both grown into new people which is both sad and beautiful. The lessons you learned and the relationship wisdom you have acquired have made you into better people and there is a person out there you weren't ready to meet yet. They have been waiting for the person you've grown into. To help you progress, go do things and create new memories with people that matter to you. Your time with Jeannie will always be important, but the purpose it serves may just be different than what you imagined. Be patient, even a redwood starts as a seedling. I've watched you grow through the years as I have too grown. Your contribution to my life at times when it wasn't so good got me through some very tough days and I hope this post in some way pays you back a little. As for your content, it is different but it's really good. I love you and kai together, your banter and friendship definitely brighten my day. With much love, Spooky_Ghost

SuperCat

Take ur time, bro, life is fucking weird like that, and sometimes not even time can heal certain wounds, but we learn to push through for the betterment of ourselves and for those we care for the most. I'm just a fan, and this could come out extremely parasocial, but I truly do care about the MxR gang, and so do all of us. Stay safe and healthy, Henry, and gain the clarity in your mind and soul that you need. It won't be by night, but take pride and happiness that you're taking steps when u feel like you barely moved. We love you guys, we'll be here always <3

Liquid Totem

Henry, I've been watching your videos for years, way before Jeannie came along, and here after. Do you thing, my guy

Tacocat11

I'm not a super old subscriber around covid I believe but I watched and rewatched old video with and without Jeannie and this new stuff is just as good I'm loving it and always will. Take your time Lord immersion

Rickard Berglund

No problem Henry. I will still watch you as long as you make good videos

Christopher Vandergriff

I've been hanging around ever since I mistakenly clicked one of your videos instead of a Cam and Seb Skyrim Mod review, lol. I ain't going nowhere, they'll have to drag me out when the club's abandoned.

Lavenderbun

I've been a fan since way back when you started doing the Skyrim mod videos. I suffered with you when you had your channel issues with Youtube, I celebrated when you and Jeannie got together, I made sure to find you again here on Patreon when you were completely banished from Youtube, I'm still here after you two split up, and I'm probably gonna stick around forever. You and Jeannie are always gonna be the best of friends and I understand the pain of having to let each other go, it's happened to me several times. The hardest thing to do is let go, and the love never really goes away. You have to carry that passion, the fire of love forward into the next kindling for a bonfire in a new relationship in the future. Even if you don't find a new partner or settle with just having friends, you have all of us here to support you.

Shannen Dawes

What they don't tell you about loving someone is that you will always love them from then on. You carry that with you forever, no matter what. Sending virtual hugs your way, Henry. You're a good man. ❤️

pawcisq

Yo! What you said is very true and that's how it is. I'm currently over a year with my breakup of 10+ years and it's like you said. You never completely unlove someone, it just slowly shifts to other ways of being friendly and caring. It takes A LOT of time and mental work. And for all the places that remind you of her, make new memories there so you have an easier time when feels arrive. Then it won't hit as hard as if you have now new memories and things to do. And we're here because of you bro. You are still THE DUDE we subbed to. Chicked or chicless, still THE DUDE. It's hard for you to see but J didn't carry the team for the whole game. You're both 50/50 in terms of effort in bringing things to the table. She did carry you though, as you carried her. That's why her absesnce is so devastating on your side. Been there mate, lived through it. It gets better with time and the more people you make new memories and spend time.

lowkikid

You need to give yourself more credit. I think a lot of us knew you (or at least your voice) from your other channels. Jeannie was a welcome addition to us that followed you. I don't know about anybody else, I will continue to support you. And I also wish Jeannie the best as well. Take care and hold your head high.

Richard McLain

Kind of the same sentiment of others. I started watching you all the way back in December of 2011. Yeah Jeannie kept me coming back but you were the one I was watching. Skyrim mods weekly. Then Fallout 4 mods. All of it. And it was your personality that I watched. I enjoy you and Kai's dynamic as well. So I will continue to sub to the patreon. It sucks that someone had it out for your on Youtube and I hope you keep your head up. Seems like everything with Jeannie is still fresh and we all know how hard that can be. Just keep on doing what your doing. I may not speak for everyone but we support you.

Servo1969

Well, the thing is, when I started watching you on YouTube there was no Jeannie. I didn't know anything about her. I was into your particular style of humor and how good the Fallout 4 videos were. So, Jeannie was never the reason I was watching. Sorry you guys are done but I've always been here for your talent.

Casey Miller

Hey Henry. First time commenter. Injuries like loss never fully heal. But they do stay the same size. The only path is to keep growing as a person. As you grow and the hurt stays the same size then some day, even though it’s still there, a paper cut to a giant is far less dire.

ChubbyChibiChan

An old man once said to me when I was young: Men live in black and white. Women live in multicolor. If men lose one color there is a big peace missing. If women do lose a color they have many others that can distract her from losing one. Be strong ♥

Bruh

Stay strong Henry!! Thank you for still giving us content during this difficult times you are going through. I hope you and jeannie do talk to each other again, and big hugs to Kai for being by your side and helping you with all this awesome videos. I do like the golf videos

David Arimond

Henry you are a real one man. You have given us so much to laugh at, explore, and inspire over the years. You have poured your heart and soul out for your fellow Skyrim/Fallout peeps. Sponsoring you through this and your next chapter in life is the least we can do. Mods may be immersive. Gains may be all kinds. Life is the most immersive, and tragedy the best setup for gains! I have loved strongly and lost mightily. Your friends, your community, are those to cherish in these trying times. Strength comes not from being unafraid or from never showing weakness. Strength comes from overcoming fear, and from conquering your own weakness. Push past your limits and go further beyond. Kai seems to be a good cohost for now. Willing and able. Keep plugging away, keep those who show loyalty close, and remember to stay true to who you are. Sincerely, David Arimond Channel watcher and enjoyer since Fallout 4 Mod Weekly Episode 1.

IRON WOLF

We are all here for lord immersion.

Agent CAW

I feel bad for how busy I've been that I haven't kept up with what's been going on with you and Jeannie. I'm sorry to hear that you two aren't together. As far as sticking around goes, I was here since the MxR Mods days, and I'll still be here until the end. You're a great guy, Henry. Never forget that.

Allen

God bless you Henry. And Jeannie, too. And also Kai as well. I hope you can find peace. Do not lose the ability to love. Love is the strongest force in the Universe and it always brings things into our lives. If you truly love, then you can never be separated, even if apart for a time.

Tordhaugs

I came here for the good content, and that's still here. I would also like to see new Skyrim mod reviews

Alex Graham

Hey we all miss jennie man. But your why were all still here. your deciding to suffer man I've been through the same thing.... get in the gym with kai get Jacked. Do not fucking tell me your not able.. because I've been there too. Henry your you got yourself a serious opertunity. Make us all proud

Maraxik

I can't speak for anyone else but you saying out loud the inner thought i have is what made me laugh and why im here wish you the best bro I live in Seattle this place is hard lol

secularhuman12000

I think a lot of us care about Jeannie a lot. And the situation outside looking in is more confusing and unclear to us. And of course patreon isn't for everyone (paying on an ongoing basis). I think its really cool that there is new content and more videos being made (as someone who has been watching since 2020 back on YT). At the same time its all paywalled now. And I think this probably not great long term as a strategy. There are other platforms that exist for sharing videos. I don't think I need to explain anyone is well aware. I think something like that with a free to use / with ads website is good for the community and growth. And there are options that exist that aren't YT. I enjoy the content even now. But I never thought this was a good long term strategy of paywalled only content.

Edd

I'll abstain from saying almost anything about Jeannie and from making it too parasocial. If I knew you in real life I'd go deeper. Anyway, to keep it "brief": don't sell yourself short. Personally I've been watching mostly for you and your particular "brand" (personality/humor). You are valued both as a human being and as a creator. You built multiple successful youtube channels and a hyper successful Patreon. You have the ability to move forward with a great track record proving that unequivocally. On top of that, in terms of the so-called "sexual market value," you would likely do quite well due to how much you've built yourself so far. You are probably in the high percentiles of multiple qualities that are desired in a mate. Even in the USA you probably track quite high. It's hard to convince you rationally because your mind is a cocktail of love, FOMO, nostalgia and memories but trust me when I say that, at least in my opinion and looking from outside, you went far and beyond what was required from what I saw; you paid for so much stuff and made a career for "others," which almost certainly wouldn't have happened without your help. You are a builder and you can rebuild. Take care dude! Glad I subbed recently.

Aaron Cooper

I started watching you around FROST Survival Simulator havent stopped since. I want to know what happened with you two so bad, but it really doesn't matter at this point. I love me some Jeannie but I love Henry and Kai too. So never stop brother.

Lyxu

My gf broke up with me a month ago, so hearing you talk about this makes me realise im not alone in it, and you should know youre not alone in it either. We all love you Henry, and the true ones stay krewsading until the end o7

Jeremy R

Bromigo, you do not *need* to be strong for other people. You also don't need to be vulnerable to the internet.. Be honest with yourself, don't shove it down. Talk to people you trust. For me that was my mom and sister because I knew I could let it all out and they wouldnt judge me. Find who that is for you and call them...like, every day. It will feel like you're burdening them, but people who love you will happily bear it to see you recover. She was great... we all know it. But - YOU are great. None of this would've happened without you. Love from SoCal.

Justin

I forget about my patreon subs every now and then and just came back and seen this. Henry, I have been watching you for a very long time and I always watched for you and your type of humor. I also went through a life-changing breakup a few years back. 10 years gone. The memories will never go away. But, the feelings will numb and soften until one day you can look at it all and just be grateful for the experience. Don't stop making new experiences. Live for each new day. Much love!

Roman N

Brother i have been here for henry since the day i found the channel. Im here for the henry. Will b here for the henry.

zadimi

I have been a sub on youtube since your third week of skyrim vids and I am here to stay

tizr0b

I've been here since the Skyrim days, definitely here for good brother.

aeru

Damn very late, very sad news coming back to, so much has happened in my life since the termination of the channel, you guys used to be the positive in each day for me, just recently thought of you guys and saw the videos from 5-6 months ago on youtube. Ive had alot of loss since then and havent been in the best space but still happy to see the patreon. I lost my girlfriend little over a year ago now so i understand where the feelings are coming from, hope the best for you two even with the split, keep it up. Ill try my best to stay around, and youre good enough for me to wanna stay henry, try not to look down on the content youre still creating, im gonna enjoy it

Khaltazar

So, what happened on the high level? This doesn't explain why she left. I don't need every detail, but "she left" only raises more questions.

Patrick H.

You'll be alright! I promise there will be a day where you'll walk around LA and you'll be surprised how much you don't see her in those places. NGL it will take sometime. a year, maybe 2 but I promise that day will come. I can tell you how much you both got me through sometimes, including a divorce of 16 years. The love will fade as well. Not the respect or appreciation, but the love will fade. And it will be replaced with self sufficiency, independence, peace of mind and one day another love. But for now know that what you are experience is normal. It's hard now, and then there will be surprise moments out of the blue where it will feel like a punch to the gut. Then the sucker punches will happen less and less emotionally until there is only just you. Jeannie and Henry maybe over but you're still here and it will get better may man.

Cree2507

You, Henry! Stop with the "Woe is me" crap. Jeannie's already said she doesn't even want to hear your name or Kai's name ever again. Just admit that Jeannie left because she found out you and Kai FAFO! We all know you and Kai have been together since the break up (and before), so either just come clean and admit it or just keep quiet about it, but don't insult our intelligence by saying how much you're still in love with Jeannie while you're going on cruises with Kai. Just be a man and admit you got tempted and you gave in and Jeannie found out.

Kanin Coniglio
>>195054798

You wrote, "Just admit that Jeannie left because she found out you and Kai FAFO! We all know you and Kai have been together since the break up (and before)" Where did this information come from? I watch Jeannie's content, and I never heard her say that. How did you get such private information?

intnox

relationships are complicated, if it didnt work sad life. just try to stay afloat, patreon keeps you alive for now but you also needs more visiblity. there is no Jeannie is streaming if I stream is going to be detrimental for her, she has her own followers now. so is time to wake up dude, is a while already need to stay relevant.

Ryan Hobb

Damn bro. I have been absent for a year from Patreon. Seemed like a couple months. Not sure why. Time goes by fast I guess… but came on tonight to see how you guys were doing. Damn that all sucks. I’ll still support you though. I know you’ll get back to being 100% again and find someone who will fill that hole. Glad Kai is still sticking around. I’ll be sure to pop in more often to check up on you Henry! Love you man.

xPastaBake

Just came back after a while, I'm so sorry to hear this bro. You'll get through it with time, keep taking it day by day, it's so good to see you've still been crushing it on here. And to answer your question, for myself at least, I'm here from the Skyrim days, I loved your content so much growing up as a kid, it's great to have a way to give back and support you

Duy ngo

I have been in the same boat, just parted way with my GF of 13 years...been together for so long it feel empty and you just see her everywhere overlapping with memories that you were there once upon a time. you might be able to be the bigger person but I'm still salty about it...only time or a nice club in the head will help one forget and move on....

Pourma

Re why I am still here. You haven't got a job yet, and the sub fee is so small. I am being a charitable person at this point. Sucks as it's not tax deductible. But gotta help out the skyrim porn guy

ShadowSICK66

I want to know more but i respect the privacy.

J.L.

hell yea ride or die since the skyrim days! jeannie was a bonus but the bros are still here for you

Jeezy

Huh? Oh I forgot I was subscribed. I'll get around to canceling sometime this year...lol. No but seriously, im subscribed because you guys were always genuinely hilarious with your reactions. But when youtube started with the bitch moves I said lemme go support what theyre doing. I dont watch everything you post since ive been busy but will continue to support until you stop...or until I run out of money, whichever comes first. And regarding what youre going through, been there. Lost mine 2019 just before the pandemic...its even harder when kids are involved. I'm just now starting to heal as we enter into 2026. Like you say, men love deep.

Josh

I came back only to find out about Jeannie. Hearing she's gone sucks. did Henry say anything anywhere else about this, or did Jeannie somewhere that give a more solid answer? I'm not into all the rumors.

William Bright

I hope you are still doing therapy it helps

David Krantz

I'm so so sorry dad :( Shit I got so sad too. I really hope you're okay Henry <3

Bear Barre

I am so sorry to see the two of you apart. I have a philosophy about relationships, tht has been very good for me. The basic idea is this. We will have fun and good times together as long as we are together, but always remember, I know you are a good person, or I would not be with you, however, sometimes things don't work out. I refuse to have a bad break up. At some point one of us or even both os us may realize that this relationship is noyt what we want, or that there is someone out there tha we want moire. That's when it's time to talk and decide what we want to do. No matter what happens, I will always have a special place in my heart for you and I will always be your friend. That's it. I am 59 years old, and the shortest relationship I have ever been in was three and ahalf years. Because of my philosophy, I have never had a bad relationship. I am still friends with every girlfriend I have ever had, Yes, splitting up was hard each and every time, but time heals all wounds. I have learned that, no matter how hard you fall, no matter how much you love them, sometimes the two of you are just not meant to be, for whatever reason. Many times it's just that you are not compatible. So be it. We had fun, made lots of memories, and we both learned a bit about eah other and ourselves. And I still ahve a good friend. Once apart, you may lose touch, or not. Sometimes you sttill call each other if you need advice. (Ome of my old girtlfriends have gotten me laid or hooked me up with women that I coul only dream about before). In this life, one can not afford to lose a friend, and who better to have as a friend than someone who knows you so well?

Maraxik

Im here for your funny awkward personality it its home. Wish you the best in your future endeavors fam

FR057BY73

Always been here since mxrmods, here for mxrplays because I just enjoy your content, humor, and ...shall we say respect for the female form.

Johan

Sorry to hear about it. Not to sound cliché, but if it was not meant to be, it is not meant to be. It hurts like a mofo, but trust me, it will get better. In the end, you both will be even happier. Life always moves forward to the better.

poop

i wish we were all 22 again

Tobi Wi

I searched for this after losing sight for some years because of changes in life. Watching this hurts alot bro. I miss her too. I miss the old Times too. But i already watched you from the first skyrim mods.

David De Lange

I'm so sorry to hear that you guys broke up. Breaking up hurts a lot, it took me 1,5 years to get over the break up of my 6 year relationship, and I still care about her. Stay strong and allow yourself to feel what you feel, thats the only way to get over it, suppressing is easy but it wont allow you to heal. You are still a handsome brother with great sense of humor, you'll find an other love when you are ready for it. But until than we are all here for you. Much love <3

Frankie Corpus

That sucks bro, sorry to hear this, still think you should have stayed in WA so old feelings dont stir up like u said but im still a fan of your content, and yeah theres a slight dynamic shift with you and kai content but its still good, I look forward to see more and more content from you man, thanks for being a content creator 😄

SomethingAppropriate

I've watched you since the early Skyrim days. Hadn't checked in on your Patreon in a while after the YouTube ban, only just found out about the breakup and such. Really sucks, man. Hope you're doing alright. Reach out if you need someone to talk to. On an unrelated note, the Skyrim modding scene is absolutely fucking nuts right now, should revisit it for old times sake and see some of the crazy mods around these days.

Orhan Shi

Henry my brother I love you. I loved you before Jeanie, I love you when you're with Jeanie. I haven't checked with you in a while so I'm not sure who Henry after Jeanie will be yet, but PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU LOVE HIM TOO! You're strong, brave, resilient, funny and original. Good things will happen to you brother!!!

Nikolay Nikolov

Jani(Or what ever is her name) was just a speed bump, you don't love anybody more then you love yourself! If she is not willing to if in your frame, then find another one that will! Kai looks okay, go with her if she is a good fit ... if not there are many others to pick from. No woman is yours it's just your turn, take what you can and then move on! That it is what women do all the time, just take a page from there book.

Frog Counter

I Just subscribed and heard the news, Hey man, of all people on Youtube i have never found a personality like yours and made videos as memorable as you. I came from MXR, and i stay for Henry. i wish you the best man. keep doing what you love. I can't wait to see more content!!

PattyGibbs

Brother man, I'm not a vet or anything, only saw the skyrim/mods vids later. Have been watching you for a good few years though. I remember there were two times in my life I'd watch ya'll religiously, once every day without fail just to laugh at some dumbass remark because I needed that laugh. The other time, when I finally got out of that mess, it was good coming home from work getting dinner prepped and putting you on and chilling. To me MXR isn't Jeannie, to me it's your hard work that's created a place to feel good and laugh at stupid shit. Your channel is unique as hell, there's not a single other one quite like it, full of personality rather than sucking up to YT guidelines.and I respect the hell out of that . Cheers man

Taylor Hoskins

It's almost been a year since my wife left me. I love her dearly and probably always will. It's so incredibly difficult as a man to lose the woman you love. I hate it for me, and I hate it for you. I feel like society now days makes women think that they are better off without men, and if you have a problem with your partner then you should just leave. I know its devastating to men now days, and I think it will be devastating for women later. Idk man, I keep trying to find a reason for my pain, and I understand your pain. We will get through it man.

Lee Valentine

I want to see you back on YouTube again Jeannie is awesome but you are epic even since the Skyrim Days and even now "Much Love Bro"