Feelin' a little blue + doodle (Patreon)
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Recently I've been thinking a lot, maybe too much. I think that's perfectly normal for anyone not to be always in a perfect mood, so I'm not too worried about it.
It's wild how much life can cost, and while I'm doing as much as I can, it feels like it is barely enough to get through the month. It's been nearly three months since I've moved out with a friend, I've been keeping track of all my expenses, being as frugal as possible where I can (but without being too harsh on myself!).
Still not enough though, because I'm not able to save any money yet.
Then, I remember how far I've come in a few years. It's easy to focus on what's going "wrong" or what could be better; but if I take a step back I can clearly see how many things I did right. And right now I manage to live off my art, even if it's barely, but it is still an accomplishment.
It is still not enough; but one day, it will be. Tomorrow is another day, and I will fight for a better tomorrow.
I kinda feel better after throwing some words!