That time of day (Patreon)

Just that time of day where it is too sunny for me to safely be outside and too hot for me to stay awake. Food and alcohol later, I'm trying to take a nap in the oasis shaded area of a resort hotel. It seems to cater to weddings and rich. I've seen a few brides taking photos all over Hawaii. I can't imagine. It is beautiful here. I'd take photos too but haven't really had the chance for self-portraits. I haven't been in the right spots. I think that's fine. My body truly needs the rest near the ocean water, but tucked into the shade. Also the food here is bomb. Unfortunately a bit of a result of gentrification, like everywhere else. I'm a sucker for good food. I wish I wasn't. I need to lose weight and focus on only eating super healthy, basic and proportionally