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This is just a notice, with the backlog and master list finished I’ll be resuming filming today.

I have a filming list, and it’s currently a mix of past month’s scheduled content and some shorter new releases.

I can’t/won’t guarantee what will come out when, as I don’t know what I will film until I sit down and begin filming. But hopefully people will enjoy what I choose to react to.

Today will be the lightest and most casual day and I will continually ramp up into longer/bigger content as the week progresses. My daily goal will be to film 4-6 videos a day and gauge where I’m at before I decide to either extend or include different content.

For now, what I film today will be scheduled and automatically posted for tomorrow morning (6AM PST). I will not be posting same day for my mental and stress’ sake.

My current schedule is to exercise in the mornings, do administrative work at a cafe (organizing content, master list, upkeep, answering e-mails and DMs, paying bills, etc.), run errands, eat, and take some time to myself and prepare for the day and work ahead. Film throughout the day, upload and schedule everything before going to exercise in the evening, and go to sleep early.

These measures are to both balance my stress and mental health, in order to alleviate my gout disease. Please do not ask me to do or film more. ā€œBut you said you would film thisā€ And I am acknowledging that I shouldn’t have. By neglecting my mental health and stress, my physical health via my gout aggressively progressed. The pain for gout is classified as one of the most excruciating, even exceeding broken bones, childbirth, and kidney stones.

This may seem easy to some but it’s difficult for me, and I can only promise that I’ll be doing my best.

It has been a careful balancing act trying to lessen my gout symptoms while finishing this backlog, but I have gotten a better balance over the past 2 weeks.

I’m figuring things out, and during this time, Patreon content will continue to release for free, into April until I know my limits, have a routine.

I’ve finished administrative work for the morning, I’ll be running some errands, taking a little time to myself, and begin filming before noon. Please have a nice day!

Comments

Kawwee

Can't wait for your 'Young Posse' reactions and listening party's!

Erin Violet

Welcome back PD! Wishing you the best moving forward ā¤ļø

AudreyEClaires

I just want to thank you and Blair for all the hard work you guys have done for this patron! Please make sure to put your health and mental first before anything. I hope each day gets better for you both and can’t wait for whatever content you put out! <3

Sven Lenders

Welcome back PD, If i may leave a suggestion, I would like to see your reaction to POW!'s cover of One Direction's "What makes you beautifull". I was really surprised by the way they executed that. If you didn't know yet, Yoon Dongyeon (from LOUD) is in the group.

Form of Therapy

Whoa. I didn’t recognize the name but I did a name google and I was immediately taken back to LOUD seeing him. Thank you for this info!

Gigi

with everything going on, im not sure if you know but dream had a comeback today! hope to see a reaction to the mv and the album in future! welcome back :)

Venus

what happened to the stuff you said you already filmed?

Mya Papaya

Despite the bumps you’ve had these past few months, I really appreciate that you got the backlog up and running, especially since there was quite a lot. That just proves to me that you truly are dedicated to getting this back page to what it once was. I hope that the schedule and list you made for the next few days is helpful above all else! Wishing you luck PDā˜ŗļø

Liv

Thanks PD!!

Christina M Villa

Welcome back to filming. It sounds like you have a solid plan on how to move forward at this time. I'm very happy that you have found a balance and know how to set boundaries for yourself. I also hope Blair is doing well. I look forward to the new content!

angel

Hi PD! I think you would really love ILLIT’s debut if u have time to react. The entire ep is amazing bur Magnetic was stuck in my head even just from the preview. They’re the group from RUNext, and while i think the entire show was really unnecessary i understand why they chose the lineup they did because all the girls look and sound rlly amazing together.

Brittney Danielle

Whoops, literally went to add to my comment and deleted it šŸ¤¦šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø Here is the gist as I won’t remember it word for word, but I hope you have Nana SVT tour on your list as it was healing for me and I know from prior reactions, they can be healing to you. I’ve reacted to every reactor (that actually likes SVT) to see it again and again lol. I relate to your recent trials, health and work/life balance wise and even in my 30s I don’t have it figured out and can take on more than I can actually do. Being honest and transparent has been the best thing I can do even if people do not understand (Just have to move on), so I appreciate your transparency despite the push back. I also admire your dedication for improvement despite all the negative comments that you received and I’m sorry I could not leave an encouraging message until now as I rotate out my patreon subscriptions due to cost (only allow myself $10 a month so your subscription has always been an extra treat when I do re subscribe). I will enjoy whatever you decide to do this month šŸ˜‚ Sounds like you have a plan and supports in place, you got this! Fighting!

Marco Gennuso

Yeah PD, you gotta react to POW! They’re produced by White Noise Club who consists of 5 members, notably B.I and Millennium! They're great and Dongyeon is amazing in the group!

Pen

Hi PD! I can’t wait to see what content you have for us. My only request is that you check out NCT Dream’s recent comeback and album. I think you’ll really enjoy it!! No matter what schedule or content you come up with, I will always anticipate it!

Sarahvtae

I'm so thankful for finally finding someone else with common sense on here- How is everyone praising him, when he hasn't held up to almost all of his words?šŸ˜‚ It seems like ppl are just ignoring all the bad things...

Venus

@Sarahvtae IKR. I literally don't care if he needs to take breaks but IDK what the point of saying you have videos already filmed and then not releasing it. I really only care because I purposely paid for this month specifically based on him telling us that he was going to be releasing pre-filmed videos all month long. I could have come back like 3 months later and started my subscription again instead. I wasn't expecting new videos from him, just the pre-filmed stuff. The content also wasn't free like he said it would be. I'm giving him grace still but the pre-filmed stuff is just ridiculous. I'm guessing it was a lie at this point. I feel like he should go on hiatus for a month or two for his health or hire someone to help with this page. I know someone on here could have organized his page for like $10 if he asked. Even after reading this post, I dont expect new videos because there's no concrete set schedule and I'm okay with that. the other stuff is kinda crazy though

Mya Papaya

only the newer content was supposed to be free i believe. And you would’ve had to manually cancel your membership if you didn’t want to be charged this month. I think that should’ve been more clear in the beginning tbh. As for the prefilmed videos, I don’t think he ever got to those honestly. Hopefully his schedule outline for this month helps him take the initiative.

Irie

Thank you PD!!

panda_punch

Hi, just curious, will you react to Running Man?

Venus

@Mya oh ok the free stuff makes sense. I think I was confused because he made it seem like content released this month would be free but he wasn't releasing content so I assumed he must have meant pre-existing content. I didn't have a subscription with him before. I took a break on subscribing for a month or two because there wasn't enough content. This month I purposely logged onto this website and put in my card and paid because I saw a post saying there would be new stuff this month. there was no membership for me cuz I had previously unsubscribed. The only thing that annoyed me was the promise of pre-filmed content but it's fine now. Im not going to sit on all his posts and complain, I was just seeing if he would respond to this last comment and tell us if he had the content or not

Annika

Welcome back, wishing you the best :) I do hope you'll get to react to the boyz' watch it (last comeback) and nectar (new comeback) soon tho 😭

Neeko

That's such a good schedule that I will definitely be implementing in my own life lol!

pmreez

Hey PD! Just wanted to bring to your attention the J-POP girl group from the most recent season of Produce Japan that just debuted. ME:I! Might not have been on your radar cuz it wasn't kpop exactly but it's pretty damn good! But of course, only when you have time!