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Just as a heads up everyone, Kingdom episode 9 and 10 will still come out tomorrow but they will be out late tomorrow night possibly past 6PM PST.

So everything else scheduled for tomorrow (B.I and Monsta X listening parties and Itaewon Class) will be out with no issues since we pre-film. I was going to film Kingdom today but I’m just sick.

It’s nothing major but I think I’m just a little physically exhausted because today 1) I overslept. I almost NEVER oversleep. I was out of bed at 9AM today which is extremely late for me as I am usually awake and out of bed by 5/6am. 2) As I was trying to start filming Kingdom I can’t stop shaking and I feel really physically weak and drained. I have no other issues.

Me suspects it might be because I did a full morning of filming yesterday and then accidentally streamed for 6 hours yesterday. I swear I felt fine and not tired at all even after streaming but I guess that punishment hit me late hahaha.

So I just physically cannot film Kingdom today and I know you guys don’t want me to be low energy for Kingdom, right? Especially the 3 hour finale?!

So I’m going to film them first thing tomorrow morning but with uploading/processing time it probably won’t be up until the evening or even late at night but I’ll make sure it’s out by tomorrow!

I’m just giving this heads up because I just know some people might be waiting on these last two episodes and I don’t want anyone to stay up or anything!

I also just want to apologize because this is clearly 100% my fault and could have been avoided. I should learn to limit and control myself and keep my body healthy so this doesn’t happen but I’m so weak right now I can’t help but feel tremendous guilt for overextending myself, especially since I know this is a fault of mine. I’m a people pleaser, to a fault, and it had been such a long time since we all last got to be together on a stream I just wanted to go a little longer but it’s resulted in this delay and my reasoning does not excuse it, so I’m very sorry. To prevent such a situation repeating I have asked my assistant to limit our livestreams to 4 hours and force me to stop and BE the bad guy because lord knows if they don’t I could keep going.

So please don’t keep waiting and wondering when it’s coming out tomorrow or think it’s the usual Patreon glitch not releasing the upload, this was all my fault. Sorry y’all and I’ll see you in tomorrow’s videos!

Comments

Sarah Batt

sure thing sweet thang 👍

Kate M

Thanks for the heads up! That definitely sounds like exhaustion hitting you hard.

shudoon01

no problem PD! get that sleep and re-energise for tomorrow!! :)

Joel R

Take it easy, PD. Your doing great.

Sandy Cai

Stay Healthy PD! No worries!! 😊

Ana Rodriguez

Thanks for letting us know! But more importantly get better soon and rest well! =)

rockthekazb0t

I think it's a very good idea for your assistant to enforce your physical limits. Your mind might be saying you're perfectly fine, but your body could be screaming stop.

Andreeeea

Stay healthy PD!!

JustCakie

Good call. We want you to enjoy it of course

yoonie

No worries :)

Anonymous

👍🏽 Don't be too hard on yourself, sometimes mental and physical exhaustion just hits us, and then we can learn from it as it looks like you're doing👏🏽 Hope you'll be feeling better soon😄

K

dont worry about it!! please do whats best for you, there's nothing to blame there's a learning curve to this

MsMercedes

Yeah definitely don't be too hard on yourself. We as the viewers can also take some accountability if a stream is going long and encourage you to wrap it up LOL. Fun fact I hadn't watched the last two episodes not specifically because I was waiting for you but just had a busy week and figured that I would watch them on Friday alongside you and I made it all the way till today and ended up getting spoiled. 😓🤣

EC

get well soon

Renee Treacy

Thanks for letting us know! Health is always a priority, and it’s always more fun to watch when you’re feeling like yourself.