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I’ll be filming the SKZ MAXIDENT Listening Party today! It’ll be out either later tonight or tomorrow morning! (PST TIME ZONE)

Also I don’t say this often but

I’m having a really really hard day. I’ve been trying really hard but I’ve been having really dark thoughts about myself and I wouldn’t be reaching out EVER but… last week when people told me I looked nice in my jacket in my videos I cried reading your comments.

So I could really use any encouraging words if you don’t mind leaving something on this post. No pressure though!

Comments

dani

i watched your update video already and wasn’t able to comment anything because i was working :/ still wanted to leave a comment :) anyways i think i found your channel in 2019 but 2020 was the year i started watching more of your videos! one thing that i first noticed about you is how you speak so eloquently and just put everything into perfect words. me.. i’m the total opposite. i’m horrible with putting my thoughts into nice words and you’re so good at that! that’s why i love watching your videos so much because you always speak some of my thoughts so perfectly. my senior year of high school (graduated 2021) i was in a horrible place. i was burnt out and the whole time i just felt like i wasn’t actually there and present. went from being a straight a student to whatever grades i got my senior year because i could care less about that now.. late 2020 though, i got my first job as well! you would mention your patreon and to join on your yt so finally having a debit card and my own money i was finally able to consider and actually join your patreon! haven’t left since btw.. your videos not only on yt but also on here and then when you used to have your livestreams.. like everyone else, i have looked forward to them and they’ve made me get through my days. being able to join your patreon my senior year was actually so perfect because i never really realized how much i looked forward to your videos and how much they helped me until after i graduated and made it through the school year. like woah that’s kind of crazy right.. but yeah thank you so much. got really personal haha thank you for being the great person that you are <3 one memory that’ll always stick with me was when you live-streamed watching the iland finale and i watched every single second of it too ah good times.. was such a fun stream!

希文 王

PD, sometimes I wait for your reactions bc I want to watch the mvs for the first time with you, and it’s always such a joy to watch you nerd out and fall in love with different groups/soloists! I watch your videos when I need a pick-me-up too (saw your post that you’re better now but just thought I’d leave this here anyway!

SenifyLeah

I love it when people are honest about their feelings and that’s exactly what I live about you PD. You’re honest with everything that’s going on in your life with your channel what’s on your thoughts and so on. Whenever you like something you’re so passionate about it and the smile on your face is so cute! Also I Love when your reactions get passionate! I enjoyed the NMIXX reaction to the fullest! I don’t know, you’re like my favorite reactor out there and often when I hear new stuff I think to myself “what does PD think about this song? Has PD already reacted to this?”

Byul Moon

You help a lot PD. I've had really shitty weeks too but I have joined your Patreon last week and it's been a real comfort to watch your videos. I love your input, your expertise and your reactions. Your channel is my safe space, it's my daily comfort thing. Thank you for being honest, thank you for trusting us with your difficulties.

Anonymous

Love ya PD. I respect you a lot for being so open about things like this, as someone who can relate to the exact thing you're going through with the needing reassurance or even just a hug from someone, I truly do hope things get better for you soon!! and you do look great in that jacket!

Noem

I'm way late for this, but I'm really happy all of our comments helped you. I've been a patreon for more than a year and I will never not be one and that's not because of your content because even if you had one video a month I'd be here. I really care about you and Blaire as people and I wanna know how are y'all doing and I want to just be here watching your journey. You help me with your videos, they give me happiness and peace, they make me laugh and cry and give me a little escape. A few weeks back I had to make a list of things to live for because I'm also there, and you are in that list, just hearing you talk whatever the type of video is, is a part of why I am still here. I am seriously honest when I say that you're a truly beautiful, authentic, talented, hardworking human and I really appreciate that you are still here with us. Always reach out if you need it, let's help each other like you've helped us.

mridula

I do not know since when, but your channel and your thoughts have become one of my happy places. If I have a rough day, I just watch your videos and I feel much better. Thank you for doing what you do and being the way you are. It gives me a reason to smile.

ughhtwice

I hope one day when I get to travel to your side of the world I’d like to just treat you PD and Blaire to some nice meal for the many moments you’ve accompanied us in our solo kpop stan journeys. My twice comebacks always felt incomplete without watching a reaction or going through an album listening partey without you. So yess. More than the physical jacket appearance your mere presence and vulnerability we see through your reactions are definitely reasons we are your patrons.

Sander

Hi PD, I saw that you already uploaded a video but still wanted to leave a comment, I rarely say things like this but still wanted to let you know that I ALWAYS look forward to everything you put out and are one of the rare people I choose to share a little bit of my income with because you are someone I enjoy, someone I value the opinion of but most importantly someone I tremendously RESPECT. I really feel like you are such an authentic person and I am so proud of you for always going out of your way to do your best, something that inspires me to do the same. I really, really want you to know that every single one of these numbers you see on this patreon page daily are people who truly CARE about you, only want the best for you and believe in you. Love always PD💙🫶🏼

Rosemary Powell

Hi PD. Thought I’d join in on the well deserved compliment party. There is a very short list of reactors that I actively follow. You are one of them for very good reasons. You have a great love for K-pop and it shows through with every video you do. You join in with our excitement with comebacks and albums but you also have so much more than that. You explain the intricacies of MV’s, how they do things and why that make us feel different ways. You give us background on lyrics when they need more explaining and make our experience even more rich and complex. You experience K-pop through an industry lens and a cultural lens and I appreciate that so much. I get so excited when you post a reaction because I am keen to hear your perspective and opinion. You have great opinions and knowledge. Even better than that, you explain it all so beautifully. Your words and thoughts are so well put together. It’s not too flowery, just well explained. We know exactly what you mean and how you feel. Even when you’re blown away by a comeback or album and you are struggling to put it into words, we still understand. Most importantly, you’re genuine. Reactors can do what they want but I will always enjoy and appreciate a genuine reaction more. Thank you for also being open and vulnerable with us. I also have to say, the quality of your channel is amazing. The backgrounds, camera and audio are always top notch. You’re always so well put together too. You have a sense of style that is always fantastic. I don’t know how much time you put into your looks but it always looks effortless. Side note. Your voice is very soothing when you’re just talking and infectious when you’re excited. Sorry for the essay but I felt like “I love your channel” wasn’t enough. Thank you for what you do and I appreciate the time and effort you put into your work.