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February Update (Patreon)

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2023-02-03 20:17:56
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Sorry it got a bit long but the first 20min are focused on the schedule and the rest is focused on what I've been up to and some transparent discussion.

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February Update

Want to help keep the channel alive? Support us on patreon @ patreon.com/formoftherapy Want to just make a one time donation? You can donate to the channel via PAYPAL: media@formoftherapy.com Watch the original video here: For business & professional inquiries only: media@formoftherapy.com Follow us on social media @formoftherapy Twitter: https://twitter.com/formoftherapy Instagram: https://instagram.com/formoftherapy #

Comments

Joao

love to see the sexy PD.

rockthekazb0t

One thing that's always important to remember that - no one is you, no one works or thinks the same way as you. Some things that you may find to be a total "no-brainer", aren't for others. It takes them more time. Especially if they are on the neurodivergent spectrum, which many people are. The key is figuring out if the struggle is from that, or just truly them slacking off. Then it's justified. Finding out ways to get the best out of every employee without crushing them, is a delicate balance. (this I know personally, in the body and soul crushing reality of food service) And learning how to effectively delegate is a sign of personal growth and I'm happy to see it's starting to come together. ✨ Glad it's finally getting better, PD. Unrelated to the above, I'm sorry that the Lightsum video was (indefinitely) shelved. That idea sounded great! Huiyeon is a total sweetheart and we all miss her (and her dimples 💕) but thankfully she seems to be doing all right.

Kate M

Getting older quite often helps you stop caring (as much) about other opinions. You can get more clear eyed about yourself and others. Each new decade takes away more and more of your fucks to give. You follow your dreams. Move to Korea, make more art, be the person you want be, wear fashion, make up your own style, and remember... You're awesome. And sexy. And look really good with painted nails.

Christina M Villa
>>101112297

This comment reminds me of one of my favorite podcasts. They end each episode with a compliment to their audience.

Noem

So much I have to say and at the same time I really don't know how to write it all in one comprehensive text so I'll just say what jumps to mind. I'm deeply happy to see you take these steps since the year has started, from being transparent, updating us, changing the schedule and the content as you really want, being confident and sexy, it's beautiful to see you grow as the year go by. I'm also very happy you're go back to creating and filming and doing what you love because, as someone who loved your short films and always wanted to see more, I've been wishing for you to go back while I kinda felt like you weren't ready because of pressure or depression or anything else that was holding you back so I'm happy to see that you've made real changes and had courage to help yourself, honestly I know how hard it is from not being able to help myself even after years of trying (can't really say I've even tried, it feels so hopeless sometimes 😅) Anywayyy excited for the future and fuck the haters 😎

Kuro Kurt

i never liked how i looked the, most i hated was my small eyes (not normal arond here ;) ) but one day i dont know what happened but i liked my eyes that looked like i wanna kill sb or i found happynes in the most stupid things, and my parents dont like the fact that i enjoy my work in our restaurant. because work is sth were you arent allowed to be happy i guess ps: i am to skini but i cant gain weight because i have no time to eat. i am 19 and work from 9-19 everyday because the time i dont work oficially is just "HELLping" still kind of fun tho

WiseSmellyLegs

First of all… I’m really sorry to hear all those things your mother and all the other people did to you. That brought tears to my eyes 😿😿 Those threats from haters were… or not… I wanted to say something about that as well, but f*ck those “people”, they don’t deserve to be mentioned here or talked about… Another note I made during this video was C-Walk! Dude, you used to do c-walk?? I love you even more now!! But seriously, c-walk is one of my favorite street dance styles. Like krump is still above all of them (shout out to Koki 😅), but c-walk caught my interest as well and I am always glad to see someone doing it! Also during one instagram live stream on Mood Maker I was joking, what positions would you all have if you were in a group together? My gusses were: Dezzy - Main Rapper, Blaire - Main Vocal, PD - Main Dancer, so I am glad I was correct 😹😹 And for the end… You asked us if we think you are confident. Well… you talked in your podcasts about your big body. Like you are really tall and big, so you always talk to people from the above point of view and you also mentioned because of that you can get other’s respect (or they can get scared 😅). But on the other hand I know from your content here that you have been through tough times in your life many times. So because of that I wouldn’t say you are confident, but you are inspiring. And you said here and there that nothing about your work or you is inspiring, but believe me or not I have found myself in uneasy situations asking myself: “What would PD do now?” And when you said you were in a really dark moment and you wanted to take your life, I stopped the video for a moment, because I realized one big part of my life would have been gone, if you did that. And I believe I am not the only one here. So you may not realize it, but you have a big positive impact on a lot of people! I have already written: “for the end…”, but I forgot about one last note I made during this video… You talked about your passion for art. Do you have a piece of art that is really above everything for you? I mean like one true song that you would choose for your funeral to be played on. Or whole album. I know you listen to many other things and not just to Kpop and you are also interested in a lot of another media as well, so it could be a movie, a painting, a picture, a book, any kind of music or something with fashion like some really rare and unique piece of clothes. I gave the example with song being played, because it was the easiest way to describe what I mean. But it could be simply anything. #SexyPD aka The Way Of PD’s Year Full Of Sexiness (reference to Avatar: The Way of Water)

Clover S

This was a very interesting video to watch and get more context on your outlook, history, and mindset. I genuinely appreciate this kind of self analysis. I think everyone can really benefit from looking inwards to patterns of emotions and relationship dynamics. To answer your question about whether we see you as confident.... it's interesting, in terms of content consumption of creators online I think there is an inherent barrier to correctly evaluating how confident a person is. Our perception of that person is more related to comfort level on camera, not genuine, real-life navigation confidence. For me, you seemed competent, knowledgable, and enthusiastic, and i guess yes, i did wrap that up into the concept of "confidence." You're sure of your opinion, or at least you come off that way, and that's what people consume on your channel and patreon -- your opinion, your perspective, your knowledge and in that realm you come off very confident. That sense of competence and confidence may very well not generalize to other aspects of your life, but that is the aspect of you that viewers may be more familiar with. Also, if you move forward with transparency I think the whole balance of contentment from both your side and ours will be more stable, so I think that's a great idea. Finally 10/10 sexy is a vibe completely agree. I hope things go well for you!

ice4fresh

You could put out the best reaction ever and I would still say this is my favorite video of the month. Thanks for making this update PD. I'm pretty sure I've said this a couple of times before but I want to mention again that you're one of the few people in the k-pop sphere that are actually respected by the large majority of fans. And you know that's saying something with k-pop fans. I think you look really confident from the outside even though I obviously know through your content that you're not that confident in yourself. But just judging from the first impression I thought you're confident. When you talk about film making tho, you're confident af especially when you're with Blair. And PD, every time you speak about your attempts to take your own life I always think that I was probably watching one of you videos on the day a couple of times. I'm so happy that you really seem to be in a better position now but just remember that there are thousands of people who deeply care about you. Your reactions are giving me so much happiness and I've learned a lot from you and your hour long end discussions after k-dramas lmao. I consider you as a friend of mine even though I know it's completely one-sided since you only know me through my id but you give me strength and support like a true friend does. Cheers to you #SexyPD

Brianna

PD, as someone who's been a subscriber since way back before you were even the reactor on the channel I can honestly see a big change in your demeanor. The way you carry yourself and view yourself is night and day! Honestly the level of confidence you show on camera is much stronger and I'm happy to see it. If I could personally tell you one thing all I could say is, life is way too short to be like everyone else. Fuck it and be a little crazy with out a single regret you didn't try something!

Chyann Beacham

I can't wait to see where this journey takes you!!

Jennifer Gonzalez

yes, PD! You are fucking sexy; better remember it. You've got so much knowledge, hardworking, and much more, which makes you very sexy. I look forward to the content this month and hope it can all get easier for you. I'm so glad you are being so transparent with us. This was one of the most enjoyable videos I've seen thus far of yours, I love to see you keep growing, and I hope everything goes well with your new employees; much luck to you all. I hope you can make more content that you want and that we can help you do it. I think your personality is fucking awesome. I think you're funny, smart, and cool, and you should believe it yourself; if anyone says anything else, they're wrong. They need to do some self-reflection. I always love your ideas and commentary and want to support you as much as I can. You inspire me so much.

alex -_-

PD believe me when I say you ARE so sexy Pd has the drip, the sauce, the ice, and the ultimate rizz 🗿

Anonymous

You’re a very talented and entertaining PD. It’s terrible that you’ve been subjected to such abuse in the past. Please keep up the great work and believe in yourself. You help me learn and understand more about k-pop and producing in general every time I watch your reaction videos. You look very confident and I hope you really do become confident for real. You deserve it!

noshi

Wow PD, just finished the video. So many great insights, loved to hear more about you as a person. I always imagined you as a variety show PD. With your deep understanding of both the korean and american culture plus your experience in Film and Cinema, I think, no, I KNOW you would be able to produce very unique and fun content for groups. Would love to see you pursue that path. Even though we might not know you that well through your content, we can tell your efforts and your positive change in character the past couple months. You mentioned LE SSERAFIM was a big part of that, I remember in your first few LE SSERAFIM reactions you kept on repeating that you were obsessed with this concept of "being fearless". Being shy and lacking confidence myself, diving deeper into LE SSERAFIM and the message they're trying to convey really helped me with that too. One day it just clicked in my brain and I was like "Why not be fearless? Why not be bold and confident?". And I'm really feeling a positive change to this day from that. We will be here to support you and many of us are super excited for the future of "PD" and FormOfTherapy. Thinking about it, we're always addressing you as "PD" aka Producer, which is totally fine of course. but maybe us adressing you by a name other than "Producer" would be another step? Maybe even your real name? Just a thought of course. Anyways, long ass text, not sure if you even get to read this, but we really care for you PD. Have a great day🌻

DKim

PD, I teared up a bit watching this. I totally understand parts of what you've been going through. You have become an integral part of my days/life and I get so much joy out of watching your content. I KNOW you can break into the industry in a big way. Do what makes you happy and know that, like a kpop group, you have fans (patrons) who will support you no matter what. From one Korean-American to another, I say 파이팅!

zircadia

I have a difficult time with long videos that are chats, because of the ADHD, but this seemed like it was important so I joined you <3 I'm glad I did. I'm so sorry you had so many negative messages coming to you that had you doubt your own worth. And I understand the idea that you're looking to be a person of value in other ways and it turns into you being self-sacrificing to do what you think will make others happy - because that feels like a way to prove you're valuable. I have struggled with the idea of seeing myself as an attractive person due to bullying and whatnot, although I did have people in my life saying that I was, I figured they were just being nice because of the other people. How messed up is that? I was valuing the opinion of people I loved less than people who were being genuinely horrible? Anyway. It takes time to learn these kinds of things. I'm only glad you made it through a time when you may not have stayed with us so that you could reach this place. I just left a comment over on something likes like dang PD why are YOU looking so good today hahaha (you were commenting on the good looks of the folks you were reacting to and I was just like no but PD is looking amazing) - I could feel the shifting tides you know? You being you is what makes you valuable. Not pleasing other people or even anything you do at all - its inherent. I hope you are able to move foward on what you really want to be doing with your time and find that fulfillment and generally be happier in this 2023, year of our sexy PD.

beannieswife

i was screaming at my laptops screen “SLAAAAAY, YEEEES!” Throughout this whole video😭 I literally can’t be more happy for you PD, this year is going to be great!!! I’m so excited to see these changes in you, I’ve been watching it through your fashion or while interacting with blaire, I mean this in the best way ever, the changes you’ve made since like 6 years ago until know… this is the most confident and strong I’ve seen you, you’ve gained so much confidence, and I’m so proud of you! This is and will be your prime time, please do not stop pursuing your happiness, cause you’re going on a streak this year with that, ok?!!! You’re sexy, beautiful, feminine, masculine, handsome, slayfull 💅 enough to do whatever the fk you want!! Sending lots of love to you, blaire and your team!!

WiseSmellyLegs

I've just watched the video update from the end of January. I wrote a comment there about my opinion about the "bulk day idea" and then I finished that video and at the end you talked about your wish of having a child. And since that topic is more important than my opinion about bulk days (mainly because I have no problem with that) I decided to write more about that here, because I don't know how often do you check comments under older posts. I remember you talked about your wish of having a big family, in your podcast with Jarod. You said you wanted to have 10 kids! And at that moment I realized, one day this big amount of content will be over, because you might have to get a new/another job or in general you will not have that much time for all of this. And I don't mind that. I have no problem with watching older things here. I wanted to watch Light Up the Sky (BLACKPINK documentary) again, so rather than watching it on my own, I watched it with you. This is the magic of movies or of videos in general. I don't know if you have seen Damien Chazelle's new movie Babylon, but they talked about that there really well. Even though the actor dies one day, they will revive every time someone starts to watch the movie/video. So although this whole big journey will come to the end, we will be able to revive you every time we want. I meant it like you will not have a time for this, not like being dead (just to make it clear...) Because of that I save some parts of videos of yours, or whole episodes like LOUD to be sure that even if anything happens with this Patreon or another situation like that one with Vimeo, I will be able to revive you at least for my own. And also because I was genuinely considering watching LOUD again, because I really miss not only Koki but the show in general, because it was really unique. Back to the topic of you having a child! I cannot wait for this wish to come true for you! I am really glad that you think about yourself as a future parent in the way you don't want to be a hypocrite! I personally come from a really f*cked up family... my parents got divorced twice and both of them are not really... I don't want to say "good parent" since I have never been a parent, so who I am to judge here, but basically I have asked myself many times, why did these two people ever decided to have children or to have a family in general? So because of that I reflect on myself in this way and I have asked myself many times that if I am ever at the point of my life, where I could have a family or better to say a child with someone, will I be able to give anything positive to the child's life? Like won't the child be in the same situation as I am now? But I see on you that you are really working on yourself and that you are moving somewhere (hopefully to Korea soon!). To end this long comment of mine. The only thing I am a bit sad about is the fact that you said no older shows, once you catch up with the current ones. Because that means no One Piece with you... I started it on my own and I would bet you would like it! Also I was thinking that it would be interesting to watch Stray Kids (the show) from the nowadays perspective, because I didn't watch the show back then, so I was thinking it would be cool to watch it with you. And for the very end I have finally found English subbed BIGBANG documentary of their pre-debut times/formation (like it's not a survival show per se, but it has 11 short episodes), so that would be really amazing to watch something this old school with you. But I understand that even without the "no old shows rule", it would not really make sense to create a content here for it, because only a few people would be interested in it (I guess). That's all from me now! I hope I don't bother you with these f* long comments...

Marly Barry

« This is the year of sexy PD » MF IF U DONT SAY THAT LOUDERRRRRR