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SEVENTEEN 7th Anniversary ‘Chapter7teen' (Patreon)

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2023-04-28 14:46:16
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This is my last Patreon video of the month and before my hiatus and... I'm sorry for getting this emotional. I love you all.

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SEVENTEEN 7th Anniversary ‘Chapter7teen'

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Sven Lenders

PD/재혁, If words don’t mean anything to you. Imagine us sitting in front of our monitor, every time a new video is uploaded, watching it with you. While there isn’t anyone actually there with you, we are laughing with you, crying with you, sharing opinions with you and sometimes having a discussion with you. But never forget, we’re also there for you when you need someone to talk to (even if it is hard). While it isn’t possible to give you a hug or a pat on the back physically, our comments are no less than compliments and messages to thank you, help you or comfort you. 재혁, you are a wonderfull person. Don’t let anyone tell you differently, you can be … No you need to be YOURSELF, not who anyone wants you to be. It sucks that you get a lot of threads, but that’s probably because of people being jelous of who you are as a person and who you are online. There is nothing wrong with 재혁, in fact he is special, he is재혁. And I believe this 재혁 can still achieve big things in the future, nothing is too late to proceed. Just like the girl said to Hui on BP “you’re never too old to persue your dreams”. And most importantly, I’m sure Seventeen will appriciate you in any way you are. I think if you come up with a great concept, they will be down to do a video with you. 재혁, let’s accieve many great things in the future together, you and your patreons.

Anonymous

I was also introduced to SVT because of you.. They have absolutely changed my life, and I couldn't be more thankful to you. Take your time PD, we're here for you!

anejelly

PD :(( I am watching this at 1 am and I am sobbing mess from watching your tipsy live reaction and now this. I've been here for Patreon for more than a year now and I know you've been through a lot and I can feel your pain. I hope you know that we truly appreciate you and I know how genuine your love is for Seventeen. I know nothing that I will say in here is ever going to be enough to console you or remove all your worries but I do hope you know that there is a lot of people out here who are cheering on you and i'm sure Seventeen would want the same thing. Take all the rest and time you need we will be waiting.

Lula Moon

PD, I'm usually i quiet subscriber and I'm always afraid to post comment because of my low self estime I always think : Why bother no one is interested in what I have to say anyway and what if I make many mistakes while writing a post and I'm misunderstood ? But today you gave me a bit of courage to share my story. I got to know Kpop when I went for a 6 month stay in New Zealand to learn English and I made Korean friend (I went 2018-2019) they show me different group BTS Seventeen EXO Twice Red Velvet ect... It was fun it clicked in me. I was really happy there. When I went back home I had the pressure to find a job, all of my friends ghosted me while was away there were many rumors about me. I couldn't find a job my family pressured me a lot and I had no one to talk to anymore apart from my oversea friend but I didn't want to bother them with that because we never talked about our family and I didn't want them to find out I'm sad. My situation got worse really quick financially I had almost 0 no job. My social anxiety grew to the point I waited everyone was alseep to go eat something. My self estime is very low and of course depression came. My only light was kpop content ( I was so happy that I learn english cause there is not many french sub) I found you chanel was the best !! I like how you gave us more knowledge about the group and the video aspect also is always intersting. You nerver overdo it with the reaction they are always genuine. After some 2 years of therapy I finally managed to go out alone for the first time this year and I bought a prepaid card to subscribe to your Patreon. I love watching reactions it might sound pathetic but I have no friends and my family hate me so when I watch your video and read the comment I feel like I watching stuff with friends (but I'm often to shy to let comment). What I want to say to you the most is that Kpop idols give me joy and cheer me up but YOU too I always like your reaction I laugh with you during you're GOSE reaction I cry with you when you watch a sad scene in a drama. I really like you. I feel sorry that I don't comment enough that I'm silent subscriber. I would kile to cheer you up as your cheer me up when I'm down. The only thing that I can think of is to continue to subscribe to your patreon and wait for you to get better. I can't wait your future reactions !! Don't worry about us take as much time as you need! In the meantime I don't mind rewatching older reaction I might do a GOSE rewatch marathon!

billie27

We appreciate you too 🫶🏻 hope your month break will help you healing ! Also stop apologizing for being you 😄

Rebecca Le Minh

About the part where you said that you felt ashamed for being a fan and doing all that you did back then, I have some comments : I used to feel ashamed of being a kpop stan. Although it's gotten a lot better now, I think a lot of us who've been into kpop for more than five years know that it's not always easy to try to explain why someone is our idol and what this love is exactly, because in my opinion this exists no where else. A girl on twitter who's french like me mentioned that she talked about being heart broken about Moonbin to her family, and all they said was "oh my god this obsession of yours needs to stop". I think this "anecdote" abolutely sums up how heartless and mean people are against fanboys and girls who just give all their heart to someone who inspires them. Then on Wednesday night, French fans decided to hold a memorial for Moonbin in front of the Sacré Coeur, in the Paris borough of Montmartre (ITZY went there and got drawings close to there, you might remember). I went and I cried a lot of course because of Moonbin but also because we were so many fans there. Strangers hugging each other and supporting each other. Only idols like Moonbin, only kpop can bring people together like that and one of the organizers said something that i'll never forget : never be ashamed of loving idols the way you do because your love is one of the purest, disinterested loves on earth and that's exactly how I see you as a carat, PD. We're all here on this Patreon with you because we relate to your unconditional love for them- and it's okay to have felt ashamed, we know you love them more than anyone in the world. Also I'll never get tired of saying that if we're here it means that we care for you. I am grateful for Seventeen for existing and being that support group for you AND WHO THE FUCK IS SENDING YOU HATE??? I will never undersand people. Haters come for the good people. Know that THEY are the bad people PD, not you!! like IVE said, DON'T CHANGE Finally, YOU have been a great help. I was falling out of kpop a few years ago and your reactions pulled me right in, telling me it was okay to love idols and fangirl like crazy, contrary to my old close ones and boyfriend who used to tell me it was ridiculous and weird (fuck those people). So thank you PD

mm

Every now and then in life being a drunk sobbing mess is just the only right thing to do. Take care!!! And on your last words: Even when you don't do "everything right" and you're not "in peak condition", you're already good enough as you are :) I'm gonna open a beer now, too. Cheers!

flowerbit

hi this is a bit random but I was wondering if the new drama club would be included in this months releases like it says on the schedule or if it’s been pushed back?

archie :D

hey pd are you gonna be in korea in june ? cause there’s a weverse concert in the kspo dome with fromis9, lesserafim, newjeans, txt etc

Laura

It breaks my heart to see you that way. Last year was my darker at time with suicidal thoughts. To know that you feel that way is heartbreaking. I’m very thankful you stil here! Just know you make people feel happy watching your videos ❤️‍🔥I will pray for you and please don’t forget God is with you. Psalm 23:4 “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬-‭30‬ ‘Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”’

Aya

yk im honestly more of a silent watcher, someone who just watches and doesnt comment on posts..but i had to comment on this video. this may sound cringy but ive been watching a lot of reactors on yt and tbh you were the ONLY one that made me feel a certain way about kpop and ive been by your side since 2019 :) thats how much you mean to me!! i first used my dads creditcard to pay for the subscription bc i didnt have a job back then, but now i work at a corporate office and i can finally pay for things I want without feeling guilty about it!! you’ve been the only reactor who i can watch hours of content from without getting bored and im not even kidding..during Ramadan when i was fasting during the day i always killed some time with your videos so it helped me a lot :) and i think its especially fun to watch your reactions bc we like the same groups and the same anime’s and kdramas!! (and we had the same BP bias #teamGunWook) anyways the reason i wanted to comment is solely bc i think it may help you feel a lil better, even if its just 1%. yk we’re always here for you and im not planning on quitting my subscription anytime soon im so excited for your future plans and i cant wait for you to come back from hiatus!! much love from the Netherlands :) Aya

mridula

PD, I FRICKIN LOVE YOU! So many of my days have gone so much better because of you, I cannot even count anymore. I know it is difficult, but I hope my (our) words bring you at least a little comfort. While you take a break, I hope you take care of yourself; I hope you do things that keep you content. If you have a difficult day, you can always reach out to us/me. Do anything that helps you feel better but just, do not let the a**holes get to you. It is unfair that they are even able to say something so inhumane. Nobody should go through this, nobody . I am here. I hope you always believe that you can come back here and confide in us. I love you too.

Anonymous

hey PD, like some others in the comments here, I'm a silent watcher but thought that this was the perfect video where I would express my endless support for you and all the work you're doing. please don't worry about taking a break, we all need one from time to time and this next month is your month <3 take it easy because you've done a lot of work and we all appreciate you and what you do. we'll be here when you come back. its been tough so far but what you're doing has cheered up our days and has continued to expand my love for these artists. I've always been quite embarrassed myself to be into kpop and only recently started accepting it even to myself and a large part of that is thanks to you. seeing how much you love seventeen and kpop and how you've gotten so far just pursuing what you're passionate about has encouraged me to do the same, not only here with seventeen and kpop but also in my personal life. so take a break, you deserve it. we'll be here waiting for you <3 thank you PD for giving me so much joy and an escape over the past few months that have been difficult.

Anonymous

Hey PD - as another usually „silent“ listener of yours, I wanted to wish you all the best and all the rest you need for the next months! You too deserve to focus on yourself and to get yourself in a good mental space. K-pop and SVT help me more every day than I can express in words and they have truly pulled be out of the darkest of places. I am so happy to hear that you too can find comfort there and that you feel heard and seen. Thank you for your hard work, you’re doing a truly awesome job! Until you come back, I will be waiting here as well, excited for your return, and to continue this SVT journey with you. Sending you a big hug and lots of encouragement as a fellow Jeonghan bias🫰 All the best — Leonie-Aurora

Ivy

hey PD, I’m also usually a silent watcher but wanted to comment to tell you that I genuinely hope you get all the rest you need during your hiatus. after working so hard for this long, managing so many things at once, you definitely deserve it. I’ve been a patron for over 1.5 years - if I remember correctly, and you’ve barely ever, if never, taken a proper long break. you deserve it so much, so dont feel guilty about anything during this hiatus, don’t feel guilty for not being up working and take your time to heal 🫂 we’ll always welcome you back whenever you feel ready :) whenever I had a hard time, I always used to wait for and watch your videos as an escape. it made me happy to have someone enthusiastic about the same interests as mine and very healing personally which is why I’ve been a patron for so long and always come back. I’m very thankful to you for that, you helped me so much in various ways. I can’t fit all of my thoughts into one comment but im sending you many good wishes & lots of hugs. good luck PD :)

Noem

I listened to your talk at the end in silence and took every single word in and I want you to know that you're listened to and taken seriously. You have worked constantly for 7 years and that is the dedication and the appreciation for our money. We definitely know how much you appreciate us from putting so much content in your schedule and reacting to so many diverse groups, and you don't have to even say it because we know. Actions are bigger than words and you've done that and it's just a fact. A lot of people take 6 months to a year breaks from normal company jobs when they're really struggling and the job that you're doing is different but not less worthy. I would even say you've worked even more and harder than most people do at their normal jobs. We only see you reacting on here and YT, but you numerating everything you do, we should also be more aware of how much work you do that is not just sitting in front of the camera and reacting. I'm personally incredibly grateful for the day to day work you do. In the next two months or even more than that if needed, I hope you work on finding specific content that you want to react to vs what you want to just watch offline, find a good pace for work and life balance, and really find what you want this patreon to be in the future. I'll still be here supporting you while you find yourself, heal and rest and I hope that you won't feel too anxious about this. We love you too Jaehyuk, and we will get through this tough time

Anonymous

seeing you breakdown like this really breaks my heart ): as someone who also struggles from low self esteem, depression and hatred for myself i know that words really don't just shift that but i want to show my immense love and support for you. i've been watching your content since 2017, i got into seventeen in the same year. you and i both share the same bias in svt so watching someone who also went absolutely bonkers at the sight of jeonghan was like comfort to me. i was struggling with depression so much that year but your content helped me through it. even now, this has been one of the hardest and darkest 2 weeks for me and the first thing i do every night before i let the dark thoughts consume me is run here to you and this beautiful community you built to chase it all away, even for just a little while. you deserve this break, jaehyuk. you've been working so hard relentlessly for such a long time, you deserve to take time to gather yourself and to better your mental state. you deserve love, those kids who said awful things to you, those people who send you those terrible emails and death threats are just simple trolls, and they do not get to decide if you deserve to live. you deserve life, jaehyuk. you deserve happiness and you deserve to feel like people care. because we do, we care, we see you and we love you with our entire hearts. it hurts me to no end to see you this way, but at the same time it also warms my heart that you feel safe enough to express your thoughts and struggles with us. i wish that we can always serve as a safe place for you, like you are to us. i'm not gonna lie i cried so hard with you, i wish i could hug you and tell you to your face how much you matter and how much you make our days so much lighter. sadly, i can't but i hope my words will suffice. jaehyuk, thank you for being yourself. and for the times when you feel like you should cover up who you truly are, DONT. we love you for who you are, we support you for who you are. we'll wait for you, so don't be afraid of taking time off, don't beat yourself up for it. we understand and we wish you all the best on your healing journey. i'll also be trying my best to heal and to live much brighter, i'll see you when we both come out on the other side much happier. love you so much !!

o(｀ω´ )o ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

Hello PD, like many others here, i am what they classify as a silent viewer. I can’t really pinpoint the exact time i found you, but i remember the feelings i felt when i watched you react to Seventeen. i finally could relate to someone who feels so strongly about these 13 boys the same way i do. It was not long after subscribing to your youtube that i found myself wanting to experience more Seventeen content in the eyes of someone like me. I constantly go back to rewatch every Seventeen reaction you have ever made because i resonate so much with how you feel towards them. It has truly been an honour to watch you grow as not only a content creator but a person who truly wishes to fight for their life. I and many others appreciate and are in awe of the vulnerable side you show us, and it always makes me emotional learning more about your personal journey. i pay for this content, i pay for YOUR content truly because i appreciate you putting yourself in the public eye of K-Pop and Seventeen fans and give input and discussions that is very much clearly deep down from your heart no filters required. Please continue to grow stronger, and I can’t wait to see where the future brings you.

Jasmine sumner

my message to pd: Wow i literally bawled my eyes out the last 10 minutes of this video. I related to what you said. The way seventeen saved your life is what your reactions are to me. You saved my life when i was in a dark place. Now i was diagnosed with autism when i was 9 and have been bullied for it ever since. I was so weird to the point my brother was even getting made fun of because of me. I never fit in. i felt like i was never supported. I’ve done everything on my own. As a teenager i went through some dark fazes. And as an adult i still do. But in 2017 i found BTS, exo, got7. Then stray kids, svt a year of two later and txt, enhypen and other groups. I also stan a billion other groups but those i mentioned have saved me the most. And most of all pd. The way you spoke about svt and your life at the end, i felt like i understood you in a way. Because watching your reactions has changed my life. Because since 2017 ive been bullied for liking kpop. I never get to play music around my famliy anymore. They say ‘’play anything but kpop’’ but with your reactions i feel seen and heard. Even though i don’t know you personally i feel like i understand you a lot. Now ive been been here with you for a long long time now. I remember the old sming livestreams. But in my life I feel like ive never belonged. Like im never good enough. I’ve spent years finding a purpose in life and now i know what it is. Its starting my business, saving up a load of money and going to south korea for the first time and to leave my country. But what i want to say is thank you pd. Thank you for saving me during this hard time. Last may, december and now have been some of the worst times of my life. But i always went to your patreon and youtube loaded up a reaction and i feel at peace. I relax and go time to watch pd. I smile and laugh though your videos and find joy in life again. In december i remember saying to my sister as i was going out the door for a walk but i remember it wasn't a walk. I wanted to d** i ended up calling for help. The police took me home. The copper asked ‘’what makes you happy Jasmine?’’ and i said to him watching PD and kpop. I got home still shaken up by the situation. I felt guilty for what i done as my mum said something nasty. But then i went back to my room and sat down loaded up patreon. And said to myself ‘’i know what i need to do’’ i started watching your videos and after a svt reaction i got up and thought. I said ‘’its time i changed my life’’ you saved me pd and i just wanna thank you. Cause after that svt reaction i havent been to the bridge. Now i wanna go to korea and live my life that i deserve. Get out my box room. And youve inspired me so much pd. Youve worked incredibly hard all thse years on youtube and patreon. Youve never given up. Youve kept going. And even if you might of slipped up hear and there with delays, you still kept trying. Youve been working harder and harder on here and for us. You do it cause you love reacting. You love making others happy. And this break your taking, well you deserve it more than anyone i know pd. Youve done so much for your patreons. Youve built an amazing community of people. And im excited to see your journey. I know so many exciting things will be coming your way. Cause for many many years, ive believed in you pd. I knew one day you'll be achieving eveything youve deseved. i know youll make it big. Everything youve worked hard for. You deserve all the success pd. You have saved me from many dark times. And i just want to thank you again. You are will always be a legend pd in my books. Im so proud of you pd. For eveything. You try everyday to see the light at the of the tunnel. So enjoy korea pd. And if i ever make it to korea. Ill be there because of you and kpop. Its inspired me to change my life. So i thank you so much for everything. You inspire me to change my life. And im literally bawling my eyes out typing this because ive never believed in myself. I never thought id actually be changing my life. So thank you.

Cybill

i love you pd. i’m happy you exist and your reactions bring me joy, truly. i’m wishing i could give you a warm hug and hoping your break does what you need, what you deserve. because you deserve a break, you deserve to recenter yourself and get to a better place. i am grateful for you too. thank you for helping me, thank you for pushing yourself, thank you for being honest with yourself and helping yourself. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING YOU! again, i love you♥️

Anonymous

Hi PD! I'm sorry if I kinda ruin your point of view on the people who follow you. You don't owe us anything. We shouldn't be your priority in life. Unfortunatly you're not in a position where you have a lot to hold to but I strongly believe that your first priority in life should be yourself. We are free to dispose of our money as we wish. Nothing obligate us to pay a sub to your Patreon, WE DO IT BECAUSE WE CHOSE IT. You shouldn't have to believe that your job is more important than yourself. We chose to support you so you could do what you want. Be free to forget the pressure you put on yourself, I can assure you that it is what everyone here wish for you. I wish you only the best. Life wasn't easy on you isn't it? Take all the time you need to heal yourself and find yourself. There will always be people waiting for you. Life isn't all that serious. Actually, life should always be as easy as that. Take your time when you need it, enjoy the small happiness when it comes to you, cry when you want to and never be ashamed of the love you carry, our job is to convey it to the most people we can. [to anyone who need to hear those words, they are also for you]

Anonymous

PD, you should never feel ashamed of what you like or about how u feel about certain things, ur a precious person and you, most that the majority deserves seeing, love, meet and support seventeen, we love you too and I'm pretty sure seventeen will sure do it too, you deserve everything as every other person, the ppl who made u such awful thing are the true ugly person in the room. Watch you in the mirror thinking there are people who feel like you, who will support you no matter what and who love you even tho we can't physically be there with you, we choose to stay here, and you don't own us anything. Be happy for the things you enjoy, don't let anyone take that away from you, loving is not something you should be ashamed of 💗💗💗

Diana

I hope more people will come to this video and listen to your words. But know that the ones that have come, are here for a reason, and that is you :) I hope your break really paid off (I'm catching up on all the videos I've been wanting to watch since before you even took your break), and I'm glad you are letting these things out a lot more. Here on camera, on a message to someone, on therapy, you name it, it's always good to talk. And whenever you want to feel listened to and acknowledged, we are right here :3

Nora ALH

I love you and I love Seventeen, I believe that we Carat have something special and Seventeen will always bring us together 🩵 you are not alone we all here for each other’s and we will always support you 🤍 I hope that you stay healthy and happy all the time 🩷 Be strong and fight 💪🏻 never lose hope 👏🏻. Peace Brother 🩵