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Heyo PD here.

It’s noon here in Seoul and I’m writing this in the back of a cab as I hustle towards the airport for my flight back home tonight.

I meant to react to LE SSERA MAY 1, when they came back, do the LP and film bonus drops MAY 2. I wound up having to film LE SSERA MAY 2 and just barely get the YT videos out because I had a massive anxiety attack.

48hrs before my flight and I couldn’t breathe and started to panic because HOLY CRAP I had sooo much to do/pack.

Overall my problem was that I WAY too over prepared for Korea and shot myself in the foot by having too much.

I had to toss non essential luggage, only pack the essentials, and also get a storage locker to store things I didn’t need immediately but didn’t want to toss and would eventually need in Korea anyway.

It’s been a lot. But one whole panic/anxiety attack later, I barely got everything sorted and I’m headed to the airport.

With that said I did film some bonus drops but I know I want to do a few more so I am holding off on posting my schedule until MAY 9. I am going to wait to post it all at once because 1) I sort had a blackout and reacted to a bunch of stuff and don’t remember what I filmed and it’s not even labeled yet 2) I know I want to film more based on my YT suggested feed but I don’t want to overpromise and give myself the pressure.

I’m filming one more time MAY 8 because I have a business meeting that day anyway but I’ll be resting for 4 days until then.

In a rush I also was not able to check Patreon messages so if there are any refunds I will get to them MAY 4th the latest!

I will be heading towards my break soon. I hope you guys enjoy the YT reactions I posted today!

*PS: I purposefully avoided AGUST D because my audience gave me the heads up on the themes of the new video and given I just had an anxiety attack before getting on a plane, I decided to hold off until I was home and back in my studio so AGUST D will be out next week~!

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jessie

Safe travels! In the middle of your unforgiven reaction thank you for all your hard work can’t tell you how much I appreciate your content💜 let’s go lessera!!💪😈

ian

Safe travels PD!

mini !

Thank you for the update PD!! I originally unsubbed since I don’t have a ton of money to spend and was going to come back next month but I’ve been watching To Do TXT by myself and it felt really lonely, plus no one I know irl cares as much about Le Sserafim’s comeback as you do, and I also just want to support you during your break month!! Please take care of yourself and thank you for everything you do! You make me feel like I have a friend to share my love for idols with :)

Giselle

I think for Agust D, you should consult someone who knows you well if you'd be okay reacting to it, especially Amygdala. If you want to do it anyway, please please clear out your schedule after and ensure you have a safety net to fall back on. It was hard for me to get through but I think i came out of the hole a bit more stronger outlook in life. It is cathartic but it very much made me look over the pains that I've previously buried deep. Idk maybe I'm making this bigger than it is, but I'm just concern about it triggering you.

Feh Lipe

Safe travels!!! Thanks for your time an dedication! Have a great rest !!!

Mollie

I'm glad you're waiting on the Amygdala music video because while it's really good it's also pretty upsetting. I really enjoyed it but wish I'd waited until I was in a better head space. Definitely don't force yourself to watch it, it'll be there when you're feeling better. Enjoy your break PD!

Noem

Safe travels PD! Hope you get a lot of healing this month 💙 I've been struggling a lot mentally and I think a full month or two where I can also try and get back into it before your comeback is gonna do me good. Money is the only thing I'm not struggling with and so hopefully my autumn patronage helps a little! Btw, just a suggestion, but BTOB's Killing Voice as a bonus drop might be good, it has been my favorite content from the first half of this year 💙 anyway ignore if it's not something u asked for

Chouille

Safe travel Pd, hope youll react to Gravity (ONEWE) and Freacking bad (Xdinary heroes - they did it once again, their album is incredible) 🫶🫶

beannieswife

safe travel jae! im so sorry to hear that you got so overwhelmed :(, hope you can finally rest soon!

ddiittttoo

safe travels pd!! please take care of yourself during your mental health vacation!! i loved the "unforgiven m/v/" reaction, however i wish you would have talked about how they had nile fucking rodgers on their song. if i am correct nile rodgers played the guitar part you REALLY liked in the song. it's okay if you also just don't know who he is which is why you didn't mention him. he has made his own music but also helped make and produce songs for some the biggest artists ever such as david bowie, diana ross, mick jagger,and madonna just to name a few. hope in any bonus "unforgiven" content you react to you are able to mention him because he definitely deserves some praise for making that song fucking incredible!!

Anders Malm

So, opting out of the refund if possible, happy to support you in high and low, following you is a long term investment because I love what you are doing! Keep safe, stay awesome! Don’t be to hard on yourself and make sure to get some rest!

flowerbit

Safe travels to the both of you! traveling with lots of things is so stressful, I can’t even imagine having to do it for such a long travel. You guys must be pretty tired from that. I hope you guys are able to get some healing and happy times during this month!! And then, selfishly for me lol If you’re able to get to react to cignature’s recent comeback “Aurora” during your YouTube filming I feel like you’d really enjoy it! Especially since summer is coming around, I think it fits the summer well!!

Merlin

I hope you have a safe trip PD! There’s really a lot to think about when travelling those distances so I totally get it. I think you’d enjoy the NCT Dojaejung performance video for “Kiss”, or the dance practice for perfume, if you’re looking for some more bonus drops. (especially Kiss tho, if you want to be attacked for real😏)

Malaki.H

Wishing you a safe trip and a happy break!

danny

Are you going to react to Jisoo’s bside All Eyes On Me? She also did a couple YouTube variety shows like Youngji and there’s 2 Inkigayo Flower performances I was hoping you’d react to

Sven Lenders

Yo PD, if you want to check something out, wumuti and cong are pretty active on their socials lately with covers of songs, besides that I also saw this random play dance of Wumuti, Dongyeol, Jianyu, Jinxin and Seunghwan: https://youtu.be/XYamAPFyJjs

SinA__yah

I hope you have a safe trip and make it home well!

crys

safe travels PD! i hope u can react to boys planet ep 13 with the top9, its really fun ^^

Tesa

Hi PD! Hope everything goes well with your trip back to the States! If you're interested in a DoJaeJung bonus drop I'd suggest the Performance Video for Perfume! In case you're also feeling down that day, it will definitely lift up your spirits haha the outfits are amazing (even the perf for Kiss, the b-side, but I know you wouldn't have listened to it yet)

Taylor

I hope you have an amazing break! A few fun bonus drops I think you could do are the Xikers album and the most recent TXT Idol Human Theatre! Have a safe trip back to the States!!

Mic ☆

Form of RETAIL Therapy with your Le Sserafim pop up 🛍 shopping goodies ! Nicely done ✔️ I finally saw your reaction to 'unforgiven' . The second I heard this song I recollected on how you liked the Lee Mujin Service [Chaewon♡] with his vocal and guitar of Fearless, lending that cowboy vibe. This is the link to performance as refresher https://youtu.be/Xfl9KvJ1pZc Let's all ride on off to that dusty sunset, let Chaewon on a white horse 🐎 lead the way.

breanna

Safe Travels PD!! Thank you for always keeping us updated and please take care of yourself and put in time for yourself!! Really hope you get the rest and healing you need and deserve! (on a noted selfish side note, was wondering if your It's Ok to not be Ok commentaries were posted anywhere else, cause the post say video does not exist when you click on them)

sunnyside

hey pd! glad you're getting your break in! throwing something out there, if you find the time, i totally suggest listening to woodz' new album. he has two mvs: abyss, a prerelease. journey, the title. as someone going through a hard time lately, abyss felt like it spoke to a lot of my anxieties. and journey felt like it filled me with hope in a way that moved me to tears. if you find time to fit it in, not even now but eventually, i think you might find it resonates like it did with me. it's pure catharsis. i would listen to/watch it in the order of abyss -> journey, as abyss is a bit gloomier than journey and i feel journey really finishes things on a positive note. journey sort of makes me feel the way kihyun youth does, but a bit more... gothic? lol

Claresse Ann Oyangoren

Safe travels PD! Glad that you’re getting that well-deserved break. Hoping for more nct dream content/bonus drops in the future ☺️