A little bit of ranting (Patreon)

I’ve been stressing over the current NSFW comic.
Problem is: I don’t like how it turned out, and I think it’s bc of the coloration. I still really love the storyboard but when I look at the finished pages it’s just not what I want it to look like.
Maybe I rushed it too much because I wanted to finish it in October, I don’t know... but I just don’t want to show it to you like this. Even though you’d probably still like it and I’m aware I might be getting into my own head a little too much here. I really don’t want to show you work that I’m not even e little bit happy with just to fulfill an obligation.

I’m thinking of changing it to be partially black/white or otherwise monochromatic, since the coloration seems to overwhelm me. But I’m not very experienced with b/w art yet so I first need to figure out how to do it in a way that looks nice.

I also realized that I start to dislike the results almost every time I set myself a deadline. Maybe I should not do that anymore. 

I hope you can understand.