Chapter 53 WIPs (Patreon)

It's currently the 5th.  Most of the reason I started on this so early was to distract myself from a bitter reality.  It's been a really, really awful week as of writing:

Monday: Was told my grandma's case of COVID took a turn for the worse and she likely wouldn't make it.Tuesday: Confirmed casualty.  Cinnamon's condition got very suddenly a lot worse and we had to move her final appointment sooner.Wednesday: An appointment I made for today back in mid-December needed to be rescheduled.  I didn't call them, they called me, and I wasn't given a reason.  Soonest date for a reschedule was the 25th...of March.  Sigh.Thursday: The only tolerable day, but with Friday looming over my head.And Friday, today: We had to put Cinnamon down.  The cherry on top of the massive shit sundae.Saturday, tomorrow: A funeral for my grandma I just don't have the mental strength to attend.  This has all just been way too much, way too soon.

I'm so tired of things going wrong.

I'm just...so tired.