Colors of Fall (Patreon)

"A calm before a storm-- yes, several.  Not all days were good, but not all were bad, either.  I still have days I can look back on and get those warm fuzzies, and sometimes they feel like the only thing I can hold onto.  They don't erase my anger, my feelings of abandonment, but they soothe me at least for a time.

I'd do anything to experience that just one more time."