Some news (update) (Patreon)

Some news from my personal life.

There is both good and bad

It's been two months since I started treatment. To be honest, it was very difficult. The side effects of the medication exhausted me very much, which made me feel even worse. I had nausea, headaches, insomnia, emotional breakdowns during which I could not control myself. And that was just from the antidepressants. However, I trusted my doctor and did not stop taking the medication. Now I really feel better, the side effects have stopped, and I can really say that antidepressants help me. And yet... My doctor refused to prescribe me medication for ADHD... It was confusing... After the tests, which cost a lot of money, I was confirmed to have ADHD, but they didn't officially diagnose me with it, lol (later it turned out that it was their scheme to make money from clients). The only thing my doctor did at that time was to prescribe another antidepressant medication that supposedly “helps” with ADHD. It was terrible... I took it for almost a week and every day it became more and more difficult for me to breathe, walk, even just sit was difficult. I was suffocating. In this case, I stopped taking these new medications and went to another doctor.

The new doctor turned out to be a very kind and sympathetic person. Now I realized that they really heard me and believed me. I went through all the tests again and now I was officially diagnosed with ADHD. Now I am taking the new medication and I feel that it really helps me.

However, something happened that took me by surprise again. My cat Chopper died in early October. He had lived with us for 8 years, we loved him very much, took him to different doctors, treated him. But nothing helped. Worst of all, it was very similar to how my father died... He was living his last days very hard...

So I apologize to all people that commissioned me. These events happened unexpectedly and unfortunately I could not tune in to work. Sorry and thank you very much for waiting! 🙇

Now for the good news. 

Finally, my sleep has improved. I am no longer bothered by insomnia and this has a great positive impact on my life 🌻

Last week we got two new cats. After the death of Chopper, Myrtle (a girl) was left behind. She was very sad, which made me worry, and I also felt more lonely. Then by chance we came across an ad looking for a home for a small cat and I responded to it. The new cat will certainly not replace my old cat Chopper, but it is still... a new member of the family.

I also lost 8 kg in these two months. I don't know if it's good or bad 😅Thank you all so much for supporting me! Words are not enough to express my gratitude, but I will draw, draw and draw! I hope that you are doing well, that you are safe and taking care of your health 🧡🧡🧡