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When I was young, being sick meant that I'd spend the day on the couch, eating crackers, drinking 7-Up, and watching game shows until the main stations switched over to soap operas and daytime television. Fortunately, cable came along and gave me more options for what I got to watch.

Either way, weather it was the cold or flu, I'd be better in a day or two and headed back to school.

I wish mental illness was so easy to deal with.

"I feel bad, so I just need to lay down for a day or two, and then I'm okay, right?"

"What do you mean I've got this forever now?"

"Fine, at least there's medicine that helps right?"

"What do you mean the medicine might take a month to take effect and could cause other problems?"

"Well, at least America has decent health care, right?"

"Oh fuck..."

All in all, I am getting by, mostly thanks to my wife, who is unwilling to let me give up and return to the earth.

I really wish I felt like drawing, like being the old me, but I'm still struggling to get there, but each day I get through is another that I'm still alive, and that is progress.

Take care of yourselves, and one another,

Love,

B.

Comments

Rod Basler

Don't listen to those voices in your head - they do not have your best interests at heart. Remember that there are people out here who love your art and are rooting for you. By the way - whatever happened to Crushed, Gnaw, and the gang? :=)

Florence Erlenmeyer

It's nice to hear updates, sister is also going through it, too, on that level

brianchristyburke

Thanks! I'm sure they're still dying on whatever adventure they're doing.

Graeme Thorburn

Likewise, still here and to remind you of your value, not just as an artist, writer, sculptor, brick master and all else, but mainly as a person. A person who is adored and respected by so many. *HUGS* Take all the time you need, but as we don't give up on you, don't you dare give up on yourself.