So You Want To Get Cucked? (Part 25) (Patreon)

In Part 24 you came clean about your cuckold kink, and Frank didn't exactly jump at the idea. He said he needed to think about it, so now you can find out what happens once he's had a chance to think.

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It’s another couple of days before he brings it up again. The two of you have just fucked, and you’re lying in bed together, his head resting on your chest. “I’ve been thinking about that conversation,” he says.

“What conversation?” you ask, even though you’re pretty sure you know exactly what he’s talking about.

“About me being with other guys,” he says. “About you being a cuckold.”

Even though you’ve only just cum you can feel the excitement grow in your cock at hearing him call you that.

“And…?” you ask.

“And I think I’d be up for trying it,” he says. “If you’re sure that’s what you want.”

“It is.” Even though the idea terrifies you, you’re absolutely certain you want it. Like you’ve never been more certain of anything in your life.

“Okay. What next then?”

You’ve been thinking about this already, preparing for this moment in the hope that it would happen. You want to do this right. “Maybe it would be good to set a few ground rules,” you say. “Make sure we both understand what each other wants out of it, what we’re okay with, what lines we shouldn’t cross. That kind of thing.”

“That makes sense,” Frank says. “What kinds of stuff are you thinking?”

“Well, like, you should play safe.”

“Safe like condoms?”

“Yeah. Unless you want to go on PrEP and get an mpox vaccination. And test regularly and all that.”

“Maybe I should do that anyway,” he says. Hearing that activates your dick, knowing he’s already contemplating the idea of going raw. “But yeah, one hundred percent agree, no question. I’d play safe. What else?”

“I’d like to watch,” you say. “At least some of the time.”

“What, like sit there in the bedroom with us while we fuck?”

“Yeah.”

“Do you think there would be guys who’d be into that?” he asks.

“Of course,” you tell him. “I mean of course there’ll be some who aren’t, and I’m not saying you’d need to let me watch all the time. But I’d like it if we could mainly look for guys who are into having me watch.”

“What would you do? Would you jack off while you’re watching us?”

You feel yourself blush. “That’s the idea,” you say.

That makes Frank laugh. “Oh my god, that would be so funny.” He stifles the laughter when he realises he’s inadvertently making fun of you, but by that point it’s already got you semi-hard. “If that’s what you want, I can be okay with that.”

“Thanks,” you say. “And for the times I don’t get to be there, I’d at least like to know in advance. I’d want to know when you’re going to some guy’s place, I don’t want to just find out days later. Or never.”

“Okay,” he says. “I promise I’ll always tell you before I hook up.”

“What about you?” you ask. “Any ground rules?”

“Well, the main one is that I don’t want you to hook up with anyone,” he says. “I know that’s unfair, that I get to and you don’t. But honestly, I just think I’d get too jealous. I want to know you’re faithful to me.”

“That’s completely fine,” you assure him. “Honestly, that’s exactly what I want. It’s such a turn-on that you get to fuck whoever you want and I don’t.”

He chuckles and shakes his head in disbelief. “I don’t think I’ll ever understand this kink.”

“Any other rules for me?”

He thinks it over for a few seconds. “I can’t think of anything,” he says. “You?”

“One more,” you say. This is the one that makes you emotional, that’s hard to say because saying it out loud makes you consider the possibility that he doesn’t stick to it. “I want to always be the one who’s most important to you. So no matter who you fuck, how good it is, how much you like them, they don’t replace me.”

“Of course!” Frank says. “It could never even be a possibility.”

“You say that now, but sex is intimate. It might be hard not to form attachments and develop feelings,” you say. “So I want you to promise that if you see a danger of that happening — if you feel like you’re starting to fall for someone or get too close — that you’ll stop seeing the guy and move on to someone else before it becomes a threat to our relationship.”

Frank gives you a very serious, deliberate nod. “Okay,” he says. “I promise.”

That last one almost brought a tear to your eye. But you shake it off. “So it sounds like we’ve got some ground rules then.”

“Now what?”

“Now we find you a guy.”

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Of course there’s no shortage of guys who are into your boyfriend. From the moment he downloads the app and starts having a look around at what’s on offer, those notification sounds become the new soundtrack of your life. 

He’s pretty open with you; he occasionally shows you photos of guys he’s chatting to or is thinking of chatting to, and he’s even shown you a few of the chats. Every guy is fuel for your fantasy, and you spend the next few days jerking off furiously every moment you get to yourself, thinking about one guy or another having his way with Frank. When he doesn’t show you it’s maybe even hotter than when he does; it drives you almost to the point of insanity when he’s sat two metres away from you talking to some guy, and you have no idea who or what they’re saying to each other. It’s torture, and it feels amazing.

You worked on his profile together, so it’s clear to everyone what he’s seeking. Relationship status is set to ‘partnered’ and amongst the photos he uploaded there’s one of the two of you together. In the bio it says, Looking to play solo, but my boyfriend (on the right in the pic) is keen to watch. You weren’t sure whether to put that in there, because it means you’re basically outing yourself as a cuck to every guy that looks at Frank’s profile. You have no idea how many of your friends or workmates might have already seen. You figure it’s necessary to be up-front about your circumstances if you’re going to attract the right guys though. And besides, it’s an added turn-on for you, wondering if anyone you know has had a laugh to themselves at the discovery that you’re a cuck.

“I’ve narrowed it down to a couple of guys,” he says the following Thursday night as the two of you are getting ready for bed. It comes as a surprise because you had no idea how slow or fast Frank might take it, and he’d given you no indication so far that he was ready to do anything more than chat.

“Yeah?” you ask. “Who are they?”

Frank waits till you’re both in bed before he shows you. He pulls up the app on his phone. You realise you’re getting hard before he’s even showed you any of the guys.

The first guy’s called Rob. White guy with dark blonde hair, stubble and a killer smile. Great body, too, from the shirtless pics in his profile. He’s solid and muscular, built like a rugby player. Frank shows you the chat history and from what you can tell he seems like a decent guy. Chatty, polite, and easy-going. You can see they’ve discussed the scenario Frank’s looking for, and the guy seems totally relaxed about you sitting there watching them — in fact he says he likes the idea of being watched, which is a good sign for you.

“What made you pick this guy?” you ask.

“He just seems cool, you know?” Frank replies. “Seems like someone I’d like hanging out with.”

“Yeah, I get that impression.”

“It’s hard to get past that smile, too,” Frank adds. “And this.” He scrolls opens a photo to reveal a shot of Rob in just a pair of underwear, and you instantly see the appeal. The guy is seriously packing; with a fat cock and heavy balls like that it’s a wonder the fabric can even keep them contained. If it looks that heavy soft it must be a fucking monster when it’s hard.

“Oh, I see,” you say, laughing. Frank just grins awkwardly, looking a little embarrassed that you’ve clocked how much of a sucker he is for a fat cock.

“Who’s the other one?” you ask.

He pulls the next guy’s face pic up on his phone. Caleb, his name is. He’s got sandy-coloured complexion with thick, dark stubble and hair shaved short. You scroll through the other photos and see that he’s lean and hairy, and from the cock pic he’s sent you can see that although he doesn’t have the fat monster Rob does he’s still easily more hung than you. You look through the chat and see that the two have them have got kind of dirty kind of fast; the guy is clear what he wants and judging by the replies Frank is into it. And what particularly catches your attention is the fact that he seems to have come across cuckold couples before. I love making a guy watch me fuck his boyfriend, he’d said. Something about that choice of words, the idea of being made to watch, sounds incredibly hot even though it’s not as though you’d need any convincing.

“So what was it about this guy?” you ask.

“I guess I just liked his approach,” Frank says. “He sounds a bit dangerous or something.”

You nod, taking it all in. “Just these two then?” you ask.

“For now,” Frank says. “I mean, there’s others, but these two are my top picks so far. So I figure one of them would be a good place to start. So which one do you think?”

“Which one do you want to meet the most?” you ask.

Frank shrugs. “Both of them, maybe at some point. But I can’t decide.”

“So how do you think you’ll pick?”

“I won’t,” Frank says. “You will.”

“Me?” You’re a little thrown by this; you just expected you’d be going along with whatever Frank chose to do, not that you’d be the one actually deciding which guy to invite into your lives and possibly your bedroom.

“Yeah,” Frank says. “I’ll be happy with either of them. And honestly, whichever one you don’t pick first I’ll probably end up meeting later anyway. But I want it to be fun for you too, so I’m keen to go with a guy that you’re into as well.”

“Well shit,” you mutter, taking in your new-found responsibility. “In that case…” you say, weighing up the choice.