So You Want To Get Cucked? (Part 37) (Patreon)

In my last post we got to the end of another branch of the story. So now we're going to go back and pick up where we left off a while back.

Back in Part 17 Frank brought Elijah home and you, pretending to be his roommate, listened from outside the bedroom. When Frank said that Elijah was keen to do it again, last time round you chose to go with it. Now we're going to see what happens if you tell Frank you'd rather he went for another stranger.

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The idea of Frank getting fucked by Elijah again is a turn-on, for sure. You’re not sure though, because you know that although the idea of Frank getting too attached to anyone is hot as a fantasy, you’re not sure you’d enjoy it so much as a reality. You might be overthinking it, worrying about nothing, and you don’t want to disappoint Frank by trying to cut off his access to this guy as soon as they’ve met. But on the other hand you’re honestly not sure if you can handle the idea.

“Okay if I think about it for a bit?” you ask.

“Of course,” Frank says. “I want to make sure you’re comfortable with whatever we do.”

“We?” you ask.

“Yeah, of course. We’re in this together, right? Even if I’m the only one getting laid.”

So the two of you leave the conversation there, at this awkward, uncertain place, for a few days while you think it over. It’s on your mind constantly, the sound of Frank being fucked on the other side of the wall from you, and the humiliation of Elijah realising you were Frank’s boyfriend but it not making a single bit of difference.

Eventually though, you know that the right thing to do for your sanity is to ask Frank not to see Elijah again. When you finally bring it up you’re incredibly nervous.

“I’ve been thinking about it,” you tell Frank. “And I think that if you want to keep having sex with other guys my preference would be for it to be with strangers. Like, a different guy each time.”

You study his reaction. He nods, and you’re not sure whether you can detect a hint of disappointment. “Is that okay?” you ask. “I’m sorry, I know it’s not that fair - I encouraged you and now I’m getting in the way.”

“It’s fine!” he says, laying a hand on your arm to reassure you. “It makes total sense. And it’s probably better that way. No attachment, right? Just casual sex. An endless string of new guys for hot, no-strings-attached sex…”

You realise he’s teasing you, but fuck it turns you on to hear him describe it like that.

“You’re honestly okay with it?” you ask.

“Yes! Honestly, I am totally fine with it. To be honest, even though I’d be totally up for seeing Elijah again, I’m more excited about the prospect of sampling some other guys.”

“You’ve been thinking about it then?”

“Of course. Don’t tell me you haven’t.”

“I mean, yeah, of course.”

“Bet you’ve been replaying that night in your head non-stop, huh?”

“Well, yeah.”

“And I bet you’ve been imagining the next guy too?”

You nod, an admission of guilt for the all the fantasies you have that you still think of as kind of wrong even though you’ve now established Frank is fine with it. “Have you?”

He grins. “Maybe.”

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You have some pretty good sex over the next couple of days, although you never admit to Frank that one of the reasons you’re so into it as that every time you fuck you’re picturing him with another guy. It’s a couple of days before you talk about the prospect of him finding another man, but one night later that week when he’s lying in bed full of your load he brings it up.

“I was thinking about our conversation the other day.”

“Yeah? What one?” You ask it as though he could be referring to just about anything, but you know exactly what he means.

“About me meeting guys,” he says. “I was thinking about how where to go from here.”

“And?” you ask, eager to know what he’s been thinking.

“Well I don’t really want to spend my time trawling through profiles online,” he says. “I remember how much it used to take over my life, but also how boring it got, and I don’t think I want to do that again.”

“Okay, fair enough.”

“But I do want to meet someone.”

“So, any ideas about how you want to do it?” 

“Well, I was thinking that maybe it could be fun to try meet people in person,” he says. “I liked it at the club, flirting, being hit on. Seeing if I have chemistry in person.”

“Okay, cool,” you say, feeling your dick stirring at the suggestion.

“But I was also thinking that maybe it’s not the most practical way to do it. We don’t go out that often, and it seems like there’s more potential for it not to work out. Like if I don’t find someone I like, or I find someone but he’s not keen for you to be present. It just seems like a lot of effort with not as much certainty. And I guess potential for other people to find out, which could be awkward.”

“I guess that could happen,” you say, although to be honest the idea of it doesn’t bother you. The idea of having to spend hours watching him flirt with guys, grind against them on the dance floor. And the thought of someone you know seeing — even though that thought terrifies you too.

“So I was also thinking maybe you could go on the apps for us. I thought that way maybe you could talk to them about what it is you’re hoping to get out of it and see if they’re okay with it.” He pauses and grins. “And I figured since you want to be there maybe you can do some of the work for me.”

Fuck, that’s a hell of a turn-on too. You think about having to be your boyfriend’s sexual secretary, and having to admit to each one of them that you’re a cuckold. 

“What do you think?” Frank asks. “Do either of those options sound okay?”

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