My new year's resolution (Patreon)

*tldr and trigger warning: sad stuff and personal life update below, you don't have to read it but thank you if you do!
Never stop fighting! ♥

My only resolution for 2025 is to keep fighting.
2024 was harrowing and stressful with setbacks right and left, and I feel like I reached my darkest so far while my mom’s health worsened so quickly in the past few months, then right before Christmas she suddenly had to be admitted to the hospital. All my life there was hope for her, there was always a bounceback and brighter days came. I knew what I fought for, but with a new diagnosis, that hope was demolished. She won’t bounce back and she’ll fade away day by day. I spent the past weeks trying to find reasons, people to blame, figure out what to do next, reading stories about miraculous recovery stories of similar situations, anything that seemingly helped my mind to process this new reality, but the only thing that seems to help, that seems to be real is the realization that she needs me more than ever, that I need to keep fighting, for her, for me, for everyone.
I promise to keep fighting and growing and turning that fucking lemon into a delicious lemonade every time even if life decides to throw thousands of them on me.