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Hi family, it's Cam. This is a bit of an update on what is and has been going on here at DeepNerd HQ TN, and a bit of a transparency post for those of you with questions about care package shipping.

2023 was, in many ways, a phenomenal year for Old Gods of Appalachia. We launched our first national tour, and it was just about everything we could have hoped for. It was wonderful to see so many of you in person and to have the opportunity to chat with some of you face to face. We got to take amazing road trips with the friends who help bring our characters and our world to life with the power of their voices and their music. I'd love to say we got to visit some amazing places, but when you're on tour, you don't actually have a lot of time for sight seeing. (So for those of you who reached out with suggestions for cool places to eat / drink / visit, thank you! We appreciate so much that you thought of us, and wish we'd had more to time to see all your towns have to offer. We did, however, learn about a ton of awesome places we'd like to visit again in our downtime.)

The tour was fantastic, but it was also one of the hardest things we've ever done. We know some of you were frustrated by the fact that we were on hiatus during tour, but the simple fact is, we can't produce the show and tour at the same time. (For those who found us more recently, we've always taken a hiatus between seasons to work on other projects like tour and to plan the next season, and we always will.) Even in the weeks between tour legs, we're busy making the tour happen. There's a lot of work behind the scenes that goes into a touring production, and not all of it happens on the road. There are a lot of logistics to juggle, and we're a very small company. DeepNerd Media is technically just Steve and me. My partner, Bryan, works for us part time handling Patreon fulfillment and tour merch. We were also able to hire our good friend, Kris, to tour manage and run sound for us, and it is no exaggeration to say we could not have done it without him.

This brings me to the next bit of my post: transparency. Several of you have messaged us about delayed care packages, for which we sincerely apologize. One of things we learned in 2023 was that trying to handle tour merch and Patreon shipping was just impossible, at least operating the same way we've always handled shipping. We have some ideas about how to make it more manageable this year, and will do our best to at least have fewer delays. That said, we are still getting caught up from the delays caused by the 2023 tour and subsequent holiday shows, as well as our personal situation here in Bristol, which I'm going to tell you about now.

For me and Bryan personally, the west coast leg of the tour was an incredibly difficult time. The friend who was looking after our cats while we were on tour called a few hours before we had to be at the venue to let us know that our oldest cat, my sweet old man Bright (who was just a few months shy of 16 years) had passed peacefully in his sleep during the night. We were gutted. We were worried for our other cats, who had suddenly lost their brother at a time when their humans were away. We desperately wanted to hop on a plane and go home. And of course, we couldn't do that. We had obligations. The show had to go on. Our amazing tour family — and a few fans who had heard about Bright — were very kind and supportive. We could not have managed it without them.

There was even more going on than that, though. The west coast leg of the tour also afforded us the opportunity to visit one of Bryan's dearest friends for the last time. She had been diagnosed with a brain tumor in 2020. They gave her a year. She ended up getting more than three, for which we're very grateful, and at that time was still feeling well enough to join us for the Seattle show. We got to spend the day after the show with her and her three sweet cats. We had hoped to see her again in the fall, after the tour ended, but unfortunately, her health took a turn for the worse, and eventually she decided it was time to discontinue treatment.

Bryan's friend passed in November. When she learned she had cancer, her dad promised to adopt her three cats. Her only wish was that the three of them, a bonded trio, not be separated. Bryan promised we would take them, should her dad be unable for any reason. Well, as it turns out, three years of intensive cancer treatment is expensive. Her ended up selling his house to pay for her treatment, and thus, he wasn't in a position to adopt them when the time came. Thanks to the support of our Patreon family, however, we were. The week after Thanksgiving, he flew them cross-country to their new home, here in Tennessee.

It's been... a lot, y'all. Losing his friend was especially hard for Bryan, and I just don't have it in me to pressure a grieving person to ship merch. These poor cats were also pretty traumatized. One day their mama went away, and she never came home. For three months, they just got check-ins from friends and family a couple times a day. Then they had to travel in an airplane all the way across the country to live with a new family. They had to meet new siblings, one of whom is OMG a DOG! They needed time and attention. I hope you understand. I'm sure you will, because our Patreon family has always been so kind and supportive. Y'all are good eggs.

Anyway, now that I've made y'all sad, we come to the happier part of the post. Our friend's three cats have settled in nicely with our own fur babies. With one notable exception (who's still just hissing at my enormous 9 month old baby, Beerus), everyone is getting along great. And now that you've slogged through all this, you get to meet them.

This is Ginny.

Ginny lost her left foreleg when she was around a year old, before our friend adopted her. While she sort of hops like a bunny, it hasn't slowed her down all that much. She's a chatty, energetic 7-year-old who uses her three legs to run circles around all the boys. Baby Beerus is absolutely obsessed with her.

This is Sammy.

Sammy is an 8-year-old with a few special needs, most notably asthma. So far he's been doing really well here (thanks, Mila air purifiers!), with the notable exception of the intense jealousy he's developed regarding Ginny, who immediately inducted our three boys into her personal harem, resulting in the aforementioned hissing and carrying on.

This is Ninja.

Ninja is a convicted felon wanted in seven states for armed robbery. We are doing our best to reform him, but can make no promises.

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Matt V

Family ❤️🙏

MacKenzie Boyd

Lots of love, Cam and family 💕 put your air mask on first, before attending to others, art, or work

NeonGoblin

may their memories be blessings for y'all, that sounds like a hard as hell year. Congrats on the new furbabies, they're all v beautiful. Thank you, so much, for the liveshows. The CO one was exactly what I needed thru a very hard time

The One who forgets

Not me ugly crying reading that. Yall are amazing Cam. My 9 sending all yours and Bryan's furbabies all the love in Tennessee and the green!

Stuttering GM

Family, in all it's multitudes, is important. Y'all are awesome.

Leah Adams

I had assumed that the tour was why the mailing was delayed this year, and had no problem with it. Y'all are good folk, and getting to meet y'all in person not once, but twice, was a treat that I was not expecting and that I will always treasure. But knowing that you have been going through so much pain, loss and transition as well just breaks my heart. I am so glad that Bryan's friend's kitties have a safe and loving home and were able to stay together. I hope her father's healing is gentle and he has the support he needs.

Pixxie

Cam and Bryan, So sorry to hear of your loses <3 I lost my grandmother and great aunt in the last year, so I understand the heartache involved. We're all family and family knows that family always comes first, so take all the time you need and no pressure for care packages! Additionally, your new family members are so precious and adorable <3

Sheree Henderson

So much on your plates, for sure! Thank you for sharing, and know that the family is sending love, support and understanding! 💚 We saw your December show in Asheville and it was phenomenal! Good things take time, and OGOA is the "goodest egg" of the bunch! 🤩 welcome to your newest fur family, and we'll sit a spell on the porch enjoying our sweet tea while you recoup and recollect yourselves from a crazy year! Look forward to our next visit with the dark and the green. 💚🌱💚 {{hugs}}

JJ Gawlinski

Ah, you gotta love a little shadow criminal born of the void. They make for some great companions. My heart goes out to you and yours in these hard times. Family, whether they be blood or not, comes first. You take your times.

DawnMS

You and Bryan are wonderful people for taking in these babies. Hope the hissing abates soon. 💗

Adam Hadsall

Y'all take all the time you need to deal with the affairs and quiet sendoffs of dear loved ones- both 4 legged and two; we eager listeners can wait! The care packages, though absolutely wonderful, are a secondary treat to the main course- that dark molasses and pepper cake, sweet, spicy, and bitter which is OGoA. So shed a tear, take a looong break, exhale, and forgive yourselves. We have a demon-copperhead's hoard worth of amazing content we'd gladly chip in for a hundred times over. The care package goodies are nice... ...but you know why we're here. Love you guys, make sure you're taking care of yourselves! The world would be a much less dark, much less exciting place without Jack, Hornethead, and their ilk- and we have you folk to thank for it.

Tyler Lee

I lost my Aunt two years ago and my dog in 2023. Honestly I haven't had a good year since 2019 and it's been weighing on me. Keeping you all in my thoughts.

The Peril of Haven

I'm so sorry to hear about all of the struggle! Y'all are wonderful and deserve all of the happiness. The live shoes are a wonderful experience, I was lucky enough to see both tours and I definitely think the chance to see you all live is worth a delay. Thanks for being a bright spot (or comforting lyrics dark void) in so many people's lives 💚

Aaron Combs

Yall are doing great by us family! We love you all!

Nyssa Mallorie

Cam and all of DeepNerd Media you are all beautiful humans that helped me personally keep going in hard times with your stories. We should all give you the grace of being human. Things happen, life gets in the way of other plans. But you all have made an amazing world full of enchanted stories. Love you all and hopefully next time your in the PNW there's no heartache back home, or elsewhere, and you can enjoy what we have to offer.

Suzy Milktoast

Love, Hugs, and Prayers for Peace and Grace to all

Cecilia Jones

Family is supposed to be there for us in good, bad, ugly, and beautiful times. Don’t fret because we will surely survive a late package, a little delay in shows, and other such small things. For myself, I send you all Love, Strength, and Peace. I’d send physical and mental energy but I’m in short supply myself! To Bryan, I lost my BFF, soul sister, confidante, etc heading into 6 years. Still not over it but doing better. Losing friends is painful. You need and deserve time to grieve. Peace find your heart. As for those babies, girl, you adopted them and will forever be held in my heart for caring about those whom so many overlook. Big Love to y’all for doing that! May the New Year bring Peace, balance, and some sanity to all on our Mother Earth. Especially the Sanity part.

Nadia

I wish you both a year of light, healing and happiness. Thank you for taking the kitties all together

Syndromia

I am so sorry that all happened. That is A Lot. I'm thrilled with the fur baby pictures though!! Hopefully 2024 is less painful and only has fun chaos.

Jo Miller

Thank you for keeping those kitties together. What a mitzvah

Marcia McCord

From someone who had a lot going on in 2023, I get you! On the other hand, so pleased for the cats. Even Ninja. (N, call me?)

Annette Chambers

I’m sorry for your losses. And congratulations on your new furry family members. I will keep good thoughts for all of you.

Katrina Beans

My deepest and most sincere condolences. I cannot imagine. It is wonderful that the Cat Distribution System took care of y'all though, even if it went a little heavy. There was/ is a big crater for them to get cozy in though. I was wondering about the care packages just yesterday though, how interesting. I had to stop my subscription for awhile but I realized before that I had several months under my belt without getting one. I honestly wasn't going to say anything, but it would be nice to get one. I give y'all all the patience anyway but I wish I could give extra scoops of it. On the cats alone I was tearing up (I had a recent old lady loss but at least I got to hold her hand across the bridge, you poor loves) but my goodness then another friend? Too much. You hear me, life? LEAVE OFF A BIT.

Sarah Box-Cottle

That's an awful lot going on, but I would die for Ginny, what a beauty and such great boys. We lost our beautiful 5 year old cat suddenly last year and the loss is huge. I'm so happy to hear you looking after your friends wishes so beautifully x love and healing to you all

Chris Marshall

Y’all collectively helped me get through, and in an odd way make sense of, my 2020/1. Big hearts feel losses acutely. Give yourselves some grace. Also, I’m generally not opposed to harboring (wrongfully) convicted feline felons, but I wonder whether posting his photo for the authorities to see was such a good idea.

Jamie Treespirit

Omigosh! I'm so sorry to hear of all the troubles and losses. Sending you all much love! 💜

Talis Rose

Sending you guys so much love. I’m so sorry for your losses but it is a beautiful thing honouring your friend by adopting her babies and in a way honouring your own boy by continuing to give the love to other animals. Big hugs ❤️

K Ross

Dear Loves, I don't really care about the care packages as much as I care about being a member of this beautiful family. In fact, if you don't want to send mine at all I'm fine. So take a little of that stress off your shoulders because I'm sure there are many of us who aren't joining subscriptions to get care packages. We want to hear your stories. We long to hear your stories! Now I'm probably older than 90% of you guys maybe more! I grew up in Southeast Tennessee. In the '80s I moved to Florida. Then Colorado. Then Hawaii. I have been in Hawaii for 20 years. But since my partner's death two years ago, my heart longed for those mountains. To have my feet in my own dirt. But for the last 4 years I've been a member of this family and listening to these stories, hearing the accents I'm so used to, hearing phrases that I haven't heard in so many years! It rang inside me and whispered, come on home. And so y'all, I just booked my travel to come back -transporting five cats in the process! Trust me that's not easy from Hawaii - and it's because in large part to you, your show, and the love that I feel for every single story you tell. It resounds in my soul! It means so much to me to be a part of all of this grandness and amazing creativity. Holy wow! It was a blessing that I found you. I don't know if I can emphasize that enough. This post is it supposed to be about me. What I'm trying to tell you is, you all brought me so much joy and I am sending it right back to ya. Touring is hard! I've done it. Difficult. Sometimes traumatic. Sometimes situations arise that tear you in two. But you guys made it through. You're on the other side of 2023. There will be residue of course. And it's become part of who you are. The stories that you are going to be able to tell from here forward will have a little piece of all of that loss inside of it. And I find that beautiful. Cam, honey you've had a hard year. I'm certain there were bright and beautiful things. And I'm sure that your cat Bright saw it and sent you love and blessings from the other side. I'm sure your partner's friend did the same. Just sit for a moment, take a deep breath, and *feel it.* The love is there. The support system is there. It's been hard, but you guys did an amazing and beautiful piece of art in the process. Throw the grieving into the art and it will be accepted by everyone. Grieving is universal as you know! And if you care, I am moving to the smallest little town where my grandmother lived. Benton Tennessee. I know Bristol! My best friend left there in the '80s. So if y'all are in my corner of the South, come on down and you're welcome at my house. Sweet tea, and a place to just put your feet down and say Ah! Much much love and admiration for you, your cats, Steve (oh my goodness sweetie you have nailed the South!) and your amazing cast! There's not one voice that sounds awkward or out of place. There's not one character I can think of that doesn't ring true. You guys did it! You guys brought joy to so many people!! Gave us something to look forward to in a really rough year. Thank you for that beautiful gift. ❤️❤️❤️

Carly Anderson

I am so dorty for all this fall has thrown at you! Take all the time you need to work through and sort out your new realities. I can only speak for myself, but I suspect there's many here that would agree: we're supporting you on Patreon because we love you, the stories you tell, and the work that you do. Care packages are a fun little bonus on top, but they're not why I signed up, nor why I gleefully stay ❤️ My heart goes out to you and yours as you work through the losses in your family, and I hope the shifting dynamics of your household settle peacefully soon.

Ashley Levy

Aw my heart goes out to y'all. Please take care of yourselves. Much love from Oregon

Violet Farraday

Sooooooo much love to all of y'all. 💜🖤

K Ross

That was beautiful! Loved your comment.

rhondalight70

Much love from the big little town of Horsepasture Virginia. God bless you for taking your friend's babies home and loving them ❤️

Pam Sanford

Sending you hugs from us in Oklahoma. Y’all have been through so much and it’s generous of you to fill us in. (You’re entitled to your privacy so just know that.) please take care of yourselves first and foremost. 🌲

Julie Wine&Reason

My sincere condolences for the loss of your friend and on the loss of your cat while you were away. I've lost beloved friends and cats, too, and it's horrible. Big hugs from Memphis! Thank you for introducing us to Ginny, Sammy, and Ninja. I appreciate their backstories! 😻

Cass

You are amazing! Thank you for giving these babies a loving home. Your tour was fantastic i thoroughly enjoyed the Lexington show. I can't wait to see what y'all got cookin for us this year 🖤

Robin Drewery

Thank you for trusting us to share your tears. I will have a stern word with the universe to treat y’all better in 2024. P.S. - I already thought y’all blew it away on tour & at the holiday show. Knowing what you were smiling through makes it even more impressive. Be kind to yourselves Dear Ones.

Chelsey Forde

I love that you’ve got all the cats. Cats are so special and it is so awesome that you were able to integrate them into your home ❤️

Emily Ennis

An orange cat, a void, and an almost void. You've definitely got your hands full there! What cuties, though. <3 Bless y'all for taking them in and keeping them together - and I'm so sorry for the loss of your other baby. I hope everyone gets settled in with as little hissing and flying fur as possible.

Rebecca Cook

The love you all have for furkin is what makes thus podcast so dear to my heart. Glad to see all the support and compassion here, though that's no surprise. Thank you for sharing and being the kind, talented souls you are! ❤️

Brian Covey

Really grateful for all you do for your fans, your friends, and your fur babies. Take all the time you need for all of the above. The real fans get it.

GrinningSkinWalker

I'm sorry for all the hardships you've been through. Been a rough couple of months in our house as well, so I totally understand that some things must fall to the wayside. Family will always be more important than merch (no matter how nifty), so please take all the time you need. And speaking of family, your new additions are adorable!

Jennifer Oney-Hooven

I'm so sorry to hear that your 2023 was so difficult. Your tour allowed me to leave my house and travel for fun for the first time in far too many years (it was always just traveling to see family- which is the opposite of fun). May blessings be upon you for a better 2024 (and may your convicted felon keep from adding a new state to his list. Lol!)

Shelby Johnston

Same here! This show was the first time my husband and I got to go do something by ourselves since before the pandemic.

Jennifer Oney-Hooven

My husband didn't come with. He's still not good with crowds after the pandemic (kids' school functions require anti anxiety medication medication and an early in early out if possible). So I took my son. He was 9. He really liked it.

Megan Adair

Omg Sammy has SWAGGER. Thanks for being transparent - we've got your backs! Last fall was a lot for many of us, and January was really just made to be a breather of a month. Honestly, it's not even Imbolc yet. Nap and then snuggle and then nap. And I LOVE that you have extra snuggling capacity with those 😻 babes! Cheers and lots of love to you all 🔥❤️

Ashley Paulette

Thank you for your message! I’m relatively new here but I definitely understand what it’s like when life gets very overwhelming. I love this podcast and you all are awesome creators. Thank you for all you do!

Arietta Holloway

Cam, I appreciate your transparency and you. <3

Susan Rudd

Loss is hard doesn’t matter human or familiar it is hard. Prayers of love and peace y’all’s way

Kathlyn Smith

Wow, you and your family (on 2, 3, and 4 legs) have had so much change going on, it’s a wonder you know which way’s up! Thank you for trusting us all enough to share - it means that we can send you all virtual hugs! I do hope that this year treats you more kindly, and that your loved ones (with and without fur) continue to thrive. xxx

Lady SnowBlood

There are no words of advice I have besides I support you all and wish you the absolute best. Your show got me through a very dark time of loss. I am forever grateful.

Rebecca Harbert

I was a bit shell-shocked when I met you, but I hope I managed to make you understand what an amazing human I think you are. Thank you for being you and, though there are no words to help such an enormous set of losses, I wish you peace and healing.

Kass

Hoping for so much love and blessings for yinz in 2024. Thank you so much for giving us such an awesome story and community. Remember to always take care of yourself first. We'll all be here waiting tails wagging when you're ready. 💚🫂🦋

The Moth

Shit happens, as they say. Thank you for the transparency, and grieve as you need

Tales of Taralensia

I am so so sorry for the amount of loss you've faced, but even curses can be blessings in disguise it seems. Your new babies are just precious, and you're amazing for taking them in, all and whole

Daniel Bowman

Thank you for the update. Life before loot. Happy for the episodes. Get to the goodies when y’all are good. Love and peace to 2 & 4 legged kin alike.

Nicolette

Thank you so much for the update! Please take all the time you and the team need to heal and mourn. And of course, welcome to the new members of the family.

Bobbie

I'm a recent addition to your amazing podcasts, but wanted to add my belated condolences for your losses and appreciation for the selfless adoption of you friend's kitties. You've become part of my everyday world and filled a void there for me. Looking forward to seeing in in St. Paul later this year and sending you lots of positive thoughts and wished for good health as you ramp up for the tour (in my own witchy way).

Tilt

Just joined in April and looking forward to the tour. Hope 2024 has been a better year for you and yours.

Sheri Gordon

Sending all the hope and grace the green can offer to you, Bryan, and your new furry family members. Thank you so much for your transparency. It takes courage to be upfront and honest, and it is deepest hope that all the family have honored that. Be well and be especially blessed as you continue to heal and to grow.