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hello friend. sorry to bring bad news again.

paypal was disabled. I can’t withdraw money, and I can’t withdraw money from my account yet (all my savings were there).

I'm broken?.. I've lost hope. I struggled with depression for a very long time and worked to survive on my own. but now everything has been taken from me - my money, my job, my inspiration, my dreams, my goals.

the last days I just lie and look at the wall and tears flow. I often think about disappearing.

I'm sorry. I don't know what will happen next. I will use the money to process the March awards and send them to everyone who paid. if the situation does not change, I will inform you at the end of the month so that you do not spend money anymore.

I no longer know what to believe and what to hope for. I have no meaning in life other than family and friends. Forgive me for being so weak, my illness takes over.

if I have the strength to fight and I come up with other ways to survive, I will let you know and you can support if you want. thanks.