The convoluted joys of mental illness... (Patreon)

Hi folks.  Sorry I've been so quiet lately.  I've just had my head in knots.  I had a suicide scare last week and managed to come down off it, but my head still isn't working like I'd like.

Part of the problem is I don't know if this is something psychological, my PTSD or Dysthymnia or whatnot, or if it's neurological.  If it's new or if it's just old problems coming out.  I've started getting help last week for it.  Hopefully it does some good.

Part of the problem is that I'm beating myself up over my patreon.  I get twisted up about writing, and instead of saying something, I just silently hate myself over and over.  And I know I need to communicate with you folks.  You're literally the difference between me eating or not.

And I want to write, but what comes out is a mess.  So I don't want to share it, even thought I know that it's probably not as bad as I think it is.  So in the spirit of that, here's another chapter of Coney.

Please let me know what you think about the chapter.  Improvements.  Suggestions.  Anything.  I need to engage with my writing like I used to.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1dCW3qEkcTlomE5KVXjuCiyM7769k4fx8RpzapQFFumM/edit?usp=sharing

I'll keep trying to make this work.  Thanks for sticking with me.