I've lost a lot of members over the last few days 👀 (Patreon)

Even tho I have been working at this Patreon thing for over 5 months now, it's still hard when I have lots of people ending their memberships with me. 🥲

But I can't take it too personally.. 💛

I just gotta keep pushing forward & puting myself out there for the 'real ones' to find me. 💪

I'm thankful for my members that choose to stay & support me always. 🥰

& sooo incredibly grateful for the kind words/comments that I get from a handful of you guys. 🙏

They mean so much to me, I could literally cry about it. 🥺

As an anxious girly that truly thrives on constant validation & positive attention, Ya'll know I live for that shit. I feel like I need it more than most people do, honestly. 😅

I still have to find a therapist to talk out my constant need for attention & reassurance (thanks dad.. 🙃), but in the meantime...

I'm participating in a weekly group therapy online meet-up starting this week & it will last for the next couple months! ❤️‍🩹

I figured it might help me combat the intense winter sadness that I deal with every year. Hopefully.. 😜

Anyway, thanks for sticking around. 💘

I'm going to be 35 in a little over a month & everywhere I look I keep seeing that women basically become obsolete to society once they reach their mid- 30's, so that's fun to keep seeing everywhere! 😩😵

I guess we'll see if it's actually true come December 10th. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Anyway, good evening or morning or afternoon or whatever. 😜

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- L i v